Edited to place in Chapter 9:   Anger, War, Self-Awareness, and Mastery

I have unveiled the role of anger, love, war and spirituality in a spiritually healthy life experience. Using⅞. I challenge the notion that anger should be suppressed, offering the perspective that it can be a creative force signaling 0something is wrong. I debate the use of anger in self-defense.  Be Read more

Helen Keller and the Beginning of Her Sense of Self: A Journey of Resilience

Helen Keller and the Beginning of Her Sense of Self: A Journey of Resilience “The only thing worse than being blind is having sight but no vision.” – Helen Keller Helen Keller’s story is one that has captivated and inspired generations. Born in 1880, she faced unimaginable challenges from a Read more

Chapters 7-9:  An Electrician’s Guide To The Galaxy—Living Life On A Wider Frequency Of Being

Chapters 3:  An Electrician’s Guide To The Galaxy—Living Life On A Wider Frequency Of Being “One is never afraid of the unknown; one is afraid of the known coming to an end.” ― Krishnamurti Our present day national consciousness continues to be heavily influenced by the dark energy of propaganda Read more

Troubleshooting and Repairing Broken Systems (from pre-edit, pre-Melinda)

Troubleshooting And Repairing A Broken System In the depths of our being, we carry scars that aren’t always visible to the naked eye. These scars, borne from intergenerational trauma and other historic and familial sources of traumatic wounding, shape the way we perceive the world and navigate our lives. So Read more

Leonardo DaVinci’s Motivation Behind the Mona Lisa: A Feminine Expression

Leonardo DaVinci’s Motivation Behind the Mona Lisa: A Feminine Expression Leonardo DaVinci, a genius of the Renaissance era, left an indelible mark on the world of art with his iconic masterpiece, the Mona Lisa. While countless scholars have debated the reasons behind DaVinci’s choice to paint this enigmatic portrait, I Read more

Bruce Oliver Scott Paullin —- The Early Years Keep this one: up to “chapter 8”

Bruce Oliver Scott Paullin —- The Early Years This part of my personal writing journey that covers the exploration of my early life brings some unique challenges..  Putting to words the perceptions and experiences around being a youth, from the current perspective of a nearly 64 year old man, is Read more

Chapter 26 – Recovery, Healing, and Knowledge

“One is never afraid of the unknown; one is afraid of the known coming to an end.” ― Krishnamurti  Our present day national consciousness continues to be heavily influenced by old history and skewed knowledge, racism, white male supremacy, Christian fundamentalist inspired judgements, hatreds and ideologies, patriarchy, misogyny, and xenophobia. Read more

The Old Farm House

There was an old couple who  lived along old Route 27, about fifty miles outside of the capital city.  The husband had spent his whole life there, and and it was a full, long life, with him approaching eighty-five years of age.  His wife had been by his side for Read more

Complete Part Two and Part Three Draft +Dana Brucke (GOOD)

PART 2:  THE PATH THROUGH COLLECTIVE CONSCIOUSNESS It is what it is, but it is not what it seems —Paul Hewson We will either heal together as individuals, as a country, and as a world,  or we will all die alone —-Bruce Paullin In this time when the anti-Christ seems Read more

Bruce and Trauma

My father started college at the University of Portland, studying Psychology, Logic, Metaphysics, Philosophy of Mind, and other courses, from 1947-1952. He really wanted to understand the human mind at the deepest level, and his curious mind about other issues only left him late in his life. But he had Read more

Healing Questions (To Be Merged With Toxic Masculinity_)

There is an inmost center in us all, where truth abides in fullness;….and, to know, rather consists in opening out a way where the imprisoned splendor may escape, then in effecting entry for a light supposed to be without.” —–Robert Browning How did I attempt to bring healing to my Read more

The Spiritual Significance of Sex: Exploring Sacred Biology and Ethical Considerations

The Spiritual Significance of Sex: Exploring Sacred Biology and Ethical Considerations Sexuality, in all its complexity, has long been a subject of fascination and controversy. Yet, beyond the physical pleasures and societal taboos, there lies a deeper dimension—a spiritual significance that often goes unnoticed. In this opinion piece, we delve Read more

Book 8: Chapter 3: Ignorance, Suffering, and Our Journey Away From Toxicity

It is certain, in any case, that ignorance, allied with power, is the most ferocious enemy justice can have. —– James Baldwin We live in a world in which we need to share responsibility. It’s easy to say ‘It’s not my child, not my community, not my world, not my Read more

Book 8: Chapter 4: Insight Into The Male Gender, Its Potential For Toxicity, And Movements Towards Healing

He that makes a beast of himself, gets rid of the pain of being a man,—Samuel Johnson Most of my grade school and high school friends have already suffered, and have become emotionally calloused, disabled, or have died, from diseases of the spirit. I visited a cousin who was comatose Read more

Book 8: Epilogue

It is what it is, but its not what it seems—–the voice of intelligence and spiritual discernment The Truth is free, but ignorance will cost you everything—Elisha Scott You will know the truth, and the truth will set you free–Jesus of Nazareth “You develop an instant global consciousness, a people Read more

Chapter Ten —– Defender Dan And The Mind Of Men

“Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life and you will call it fate.” ― C.G. Jung Guns, gold, greed, gonads, and girls. . . . how much is enough, American male? In the 1950’s and 1960’s, America’s economy was booming, and our country also grew into Read more

Happy New Year 2019

Happy New Year to all! How about creating a “New Year’s resolution” that actually has some value to more people than just to ourselves? Don’t let the following Bible verse scare you away, It is non-threatening, and it is about everybody’s friend, the rainbow.. “and I will remember my covenant Read more

The Launching Pad-Damaged, Grounded, and a Search For Truth (Maybe part of Book #6)

What are our origins? From what location in space, time, and spirit were our lives launched? We all came from somewhere not of our present sense of self. For better or for worse, we all have our family and our ancestors. We have a shared culture and its history, which Read more

This is a book: Insight Into The Conspiracy Of Silence, or How I Lived Beyond My Expiration Date

Conspiracy of Silence —-(definition from Wikipedia) An agreement, either formal or tacit, between two or more parties not to discuss some matter nor to reveal any information concerning it, especially in order to avoid blame, embarrassment, or other discomfort. “Our lives begin to end, the moment that we become silent Read more

Book 2 or 3: Penetrating The Conspiracy Of Silence: My Miracle Experiment

We set sail on this new sea because there is new knowledge to be gained, and new rights to be won, and they must be won and used for the progress of all people. For space science, like nuclear science and all technology, has no conscience of its own. Whether Read more