Section 5: Transmissions from July 21, 1987 and The Dissolution and Reconstitution of the Self – A Journey into the Sacred Silence and Back Again Introduction Chapter 1: The Mantra as Gateway — How a Self-Made Invocation Became a Vibrational Bridge Chapter 2: Releasing the Steering Wheel — The Terrifying Read more
Is the Ego Is Just Foam? – What Beer Reveals About Identity The individual ego, much like the head on a glass of beer, is vivid, animated, and seemingly solid—yet entirely dependent on an unseen substrate for its existence. I have found that identity is less a fixed self and Read more
Complete Chapter Outline The First Breath of Meaning — From Primal Grunts to the Architecture of Speech The Symphony of Silence and Sound — Dual Modes of Perception and the Two Worlds Within The Water Pump Miracle — Symbolic Representation, Helen Keller, and the Birth of the Self The Quantum Read more
Part I: The Architecture of Imbalance There is a particular kind of silence that settles into the bones of a civilization long before it registers in the mind. It is not the silence of peace. Not the silence of completion, or rest, or the satisfied quiet that follows meaningful work. Read more
Chapter 9-30: The Untamed Divine Feminine: An Archetypal Journey Through Sovereign Resistance and Sacred Healing Part I: The Echoes of the Past and the Awakening Chapter 9-18: Women in History and The Echoes of Ancient Equilibrium and Gender Dynamics Before the Patriarchal Shift Chapter 27: Healing the Patriarch Within and Read more
Chapter 38: July 21, 1987 Master Teacher of the Light LATEST: Chapter 16: You Can’t Be Real Chapter X69: Interoception and Propioception (goes with July 21, 1987) Chapter 50: The Singularity Point: Where Physics Meets the Psyche And a ton of chapters below this one. July 21, 1987 Again (should Read more
Chapter 20: The Three Levels of Thought: Charting a Course Through Reality Chapter 5: All You See Is Yourself: The Art of Exploring Perception and Reality Chapter 40: How to Embark on a Journey of Insight, Mindfulness, and Cosmic Connection Chapter Six: The Liberated Self — Insight, White Holes, and Read more
There is another lost section five that needs merging here. Version 2: The Architecture of Illusion: How Society Silences Women Chapters 9-12 are first. Chapters 1, 22-26 are next Chapters 30-32 plus others are next Defining Miracles and Visions is last (This should follow Toxic Masculinity and Lead into May Read more
The Journey Through Childhood Wounds to Divine Connection Rethinking Miracles A Journey Beyond Religious Boundaries What is a miracle? For many, images of divine interventions, visions of Jesus Christ, or appearances of the Virgin Mother immediately come to mind. These depictions of the miraculous are deeply rooted in the traditions Read more
author’s note: I repost this one to honor an experience that happened 39 years ago today. The experience continues to inform my spiritual awareness. Chapter 9-22: Language Either Mirrors Love, or Obstructs It: June 22, 1987 and Related Teaching Friends often remark that I have built a life of my Read more
Chapter 34: My Father, Beryl Donald Paullin, and a Life, Love, and Death Upon His Bandwidth There are men who pass through the world quietly, leaving only the faintest impressions on those around them. My father, Beryl Donald Paullin, was not one of those men. He was a force. A Read more
A Father’s Day Tribute honoring Beryl Donald Paullin (April 17, 1927 – September 15, 2017) There are men who pass through the world quietly, leaving only the faintest impressions on those around them. My father, Beryl Donald Paullin, was not one of those men. He was a force. A contradiction. Read more
Chapter 33: A Man Named André and a Hospice Nurse Named Sharon White Show Us How to Face Death There is something quietly radical about a man who faces death and does not flinch. Not because he is fearless—he isn’t—but because he refuses to perform courage on anyone else’s terms. Read more
Section Three: Chapter One: Just Say No To Trauma — A Personal Reckoning Chapter Two: The Biology of the Wound — What the Cells Remember Chapter Three: The Conspiracy of Silence — How Culture Teaches Us to Look Away Chapter Four: The Intergenerational Web — What Our Ancestors Left Us Read more
Chapter 9-13: Just Say No To Trauma: A Personal Reckoning There is a garage. Cold, dark, and indifferent. Inside it sits a car, and inside the car lies a baby wrapped in a warm blanket—crying, alone, waiting. This was not a scene conjured by a novelist seeking to dramatize neglect. Read more
Chapter 9-17: Just Say NO to Trauma: Why Our Collective Denial and Its Conspiracy of Silence Is the Greatest Barrier to Healing Preface: A Personal Reckoning There is a garage. Cold, dark, and indifferent. Inside it sits a car, and inside the car lies a baby—crying, alone, waiting. This was Read more
Prelude: The Territory We Are Entering The commentary on the common knowledge game, and the lemming effect, should have given the reader a substantial window through which to view humanity’s extraordinary potential for both corruption and healing within our social connections. Another facet of the most fundamental truths of our Read more
Chapter 9-18: Projection and Perception: The Word, the Dream, and the Evolving Self Oh, evil’s shadow boxer, when will you ever retire? Tis champion of a lonely dream world to which you aspire. Stop resuscitating dead illusions with mental pugilist blows, And a peaceful mind will replace the confusion you Read more
Projection and Perception: The Word, the Dream, and the Self Oh, evil’s shadow boxer, when will you ever retire? Tis champion of a lonely dream world to which you aspire. Stop resuscitating dead illusions with mental pugilist blows, And a peaceful mind will replace the confusion you now know. What Read more
Oh, evil’s shadow boxer, when will you ever retire? Tis champion of a lonely dream world to which you aspire. Stop resuscitating dead illusions with mental pugilist blows, And a peaceful mind will replace the confusion you now know. What do you see when you glance into the mirror? Read more