Section 5: Transmissions from July 21, 1987 and The Dissolution and Reconstitution of the Self – A Journey into the Sacred Silence and Back Again

For chapter 10?–The Third Interpretation: When Thought Equals Time The two interpretations offered thus far proceed from a shared assumption: that thought and time, however intimately related, remain distinguishable. The first interpretation allows thought to vanish with time, arriving at the indeterminate form of pure presence. The second allows thought Read more

Beer, Head, and Identity

Is the Ego Is Just Foam? – What Beer Reveals About Identity The individual ego, much like the head on a glass of beer, is vivid, animated, and seemingly solid—yet entirely dependent on an unseen substrate for its existence. I have found that identity is less a fixed self and Read more

Section Two: The Word– To Be Born In a Forgotten Past, To Be Reborn In The Now

Complete Chapter Outline The First Breath of Meaning — From Primal Grunts to the Architecture of Speech The Symphony of Silence and Sound — Dual Modes of Perception and the Two Worlds Within The Water Pump Miracle — Symbolic Representation, Helen Keller, and the Birth of the Self The Quantum Read more

May 24, 1987 and Section Five: Restoring the Sacred Circuit — Acknowledging Humanity’s Imbalance and Consciously Engaging the Divine Masculine and Feminine (extended version)

Part I: The Architecture of Imbalance Part II: How the Imbalance Is Born — The Personal as the Collective  Part III: The Machinery of Suppression — Patriarchy, Religion, and the Exile of the Feminine Part III-A: The Architecture of Silencing — Collective Consciousness and the Suppression Made Social Part IV. Read more

Section Five (THIS IS GREAT): Men and Women, Toxic and Healed

Tesla quote about the future of empowered women The First Woman In Written History Chapter 9-18:  Women in History and The Echoes of Ancient Equilibrium and Gender Dynamics Before the Patriarchal Shift Chapter 27: Healing the Patriarch Within and the Restoration of the Human Heart Chapter 27 (what is best Read more

Section Eight: July 21, 1987 and Related Teachings (may be related to perception/projection)

Chapter 38:  July 21, 1987 Master Teacher of the Light Chapter 16: You Can’t Be Real Chapter 16: July 21, 1987 Revisited: The Great Cosmic Joke and the Illusion of the Self Chapter X69: Interoception and Propioception (goes with July 21, 1987)-Researchers Report Evidence of a Subtle Human Sense Linked Read more

Section Seven (June 22nd included): Seeing The World As It Is – Infinite (perhaps link to June 22, and July 21)

Chapter 9-22:  Language Either Mirrors Love, or Obstructs It: June 22, 1987 and Related Teaching Chapter 20:  The Three Levels of Thought: Charting a Course Through Reality Chapter 5:  All You See Is Yourself:  The Art of Exploring Perception and Reality Chapter 40: How to Embark on a Journey of Read more

Section Five: Patriarchy, Toxic Masculinity and Toxic Femininity, the Divine Masculine and Feminine and Healing

Chapter 9: Toxic Femininity, Patriarchy’s Marionettes, and the Wounded Spirit Version 2: The Architecture of Illusion: How Society Silences Women Chapter 9: The Roots of the Shadow—The Complexities of Patriarchy and Toxic Masculinity-Exploring Evolutionary, Historical, Cultural, Psychological, and Spiritual Factors Chapter 11: The American Symptom—Politics, Power, and Violence-Defender Dan, The Read more

Chapter 9-27: Breaking the Silence—Restoring the Sacred Presence of the Divine Feminine(June 25,2026)

The Journey Through Childhood Wounds to Divine Connection Rethinking Miracles A Journey Beyond Religious Boundaries What is a miracle? For many, images of divine interventions, visions of Jesus Christ, or appearances of the Virgin Mother immediately come to mind. These depictions of the miraculous are deeply rooted in the traditions Read more

Chapter 9-22: Language as Love’s Mirror, or as a Barrier to It — June 22, 1987 and The Architecture of an Awakening

author’s note: I repost this one to honor an experience that happened 39 years ago today. The experience continues to inform my spiritual awareness. Chapter 9-22:  Language Either Mirrors Love, or Obstructs It: June 22, 1987 and Related Teaching Friends often remark that I have built a life of my Read more

Chapter 34: My Father, Beryl Donald Paullin, and a Life, Love, and Death Upon His Bandwidth

Chapter 34: My Father, Beryl Donald Paullin, and a Life, Love, and Death Upon His Bandwidth There are men who pass through the world quietly, leaving only the faintest impressions on those around them. My father, Beryl Donald Paullin, was not one of those men. He was a force. A Read more

Beryl Donald Paullin, on June 20th, 2026

A Father’s Day Tribute honoring Beryl Donald Paullin (April 17, 1927 – September 15, 2017) There are men who pass through the world quietly, leaving only the faintest impressions on those around them. My father, Beryl Donald Paullin, was not one of those men. He was a force. A contradiction. Read more

Chapter 33: A Man Named André and a Hospice Nurse Named Sharon White Show Us How to Face Death

Chapter 33: A Man Named André and a Hospice Nurse Named Sharon White Show Us How to Face Death There is something quietly radical about a man who faces death and does not flinch. Not because he is fearless—he isn’t—but because he refuses to perform courage on anyone else’s terms. Read more

Section Three: Trauma and Its Personal, Collective, Historical, and Spiritual Impacts

https://wp.me/p9SpN1-5wO     Chapter 20-28 Check it out! Section Three:  Chapter One: Just Say No To Trauma — A Personal Reckoning Chapter Two: The Biology of the Wound — What the Cells Remember Chapter Three: The Conspiracy of Silence — How Culture Teaches Us to Look Away Chapter Four:  The Intergenerational Read more

(5 chapter sequence) Chapter 9-13 through17: Just Say NO to Trauma: Why Our Collective Denial and Its Conspiracy of Silence Is the Greatest Barrier to Healing

Chapter 9-13: Just Say No To Trauma:  A Personal Reckoning There is a garage. Cold, dark, and indifferent. Inside it sits a car, and inside the car lies a baby wrapped in a warm blanket—crying, alone, waiting. This was not a scene conjured by a novelist seeking to dramatize neglect. Read more

(2nd rev.) Chapter 9-17: Just Say NO to Trauma: Why Our Collective Denial and Its Conspiracy of Silence Is the Greatest Barrier to Healing

Chapter 9-17: Just Say NO to Trauma: Why Our Collective Denial and Its Conspiracy of Silence Is the Greatest Barrier to Healing Preface: A Personal Reckoning There is a garage. Cold, dark, and indifferent. Inside it sits a car, and inside the car lies a baby—crying, alone, waiting. This was Read more

Chapter 9-19: Empathy and the Mystery of the Path Between You and Me — An Exploration of the Sacred Architecture of Human Connection, Cosmic Consciousness, and the Radical Technology of the Soul

Prelude: The Territory We Are Entering The commentary on the common knowledge game, and the lemming effect, should have given the reader a substantial window through which to view humanity’s extraordinary potential for both corruption and healing within our social connections. Another facet of the most fundamental truths of our Read more

Chapter 9-18: Projection and Perception: The Word, the Dream, and the Evolving Self

Chapter 9-18: Projection and Perception: The Word, the Dream, and the Evolving Self Oh, evil’s shadow boxer, when will you ever retire? Tis champion of a lonely dream world to which you aspire. Stop resuscitating dead illusions with mental pugilist blows, And a peaceful mind will replace the confusion you Read more

Projection and Perception: The Word, the Dream, and the Self

Projection and Perception: The Word, the Dream, and the Self Oh, evil’s shadow boxer, when will you ever retire? Tis champion of a lonely dream world to which you aspire. Stop resuscitating dead illusions with mental pugilist blows, And a peaceful mind will replace the confusion you now know. What Read more

Dreams and July 21, 1987: Projection and Perception–Finding Truth in the Mirror of Reality

Oh, evil’s shadow boxer, when will you ever retire? Tis champion of a lonely dream world to which you aspire. Stop resuscitating dead illusions with mental pugilist blows, And a peaceful mind will replace the confusion you now know.   What do you see when you glance into the mirror? Read more