Bruce Paullin

Individual human beings with good brain health have access to three independently functioning brain centers. For the sake of simplicity, these three brain-based dimensions fundamental to modern day human experience will be called “left brain”, “right brain”, and the “reptilian brain”. Our left brain is verbal, analytical and social. Our Read more

“It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society”—Jiddu Krishnamurti Powerlessness and silence go together. We … should use our privileged positions not as a shelter from the world’s reality, but as a platform from which to speak. A voice is a gift. It Read more

Mountain dream of 1963 Bob Fero dream after his death Randy Olson/Boston dream Di Di dream after her death Dream of seven small jewels, one missing large jewel Grandfather Great Spirit Dream June Thomas bathroom dream Matthew Fox dream Marty Crouch electrician dream Alberto villoldo dream Latest dream (Dec 20, Read more

1). Blanketed baby in garage 2). mother/father/sister image formation 3). defender dan 4). care unit 5). underworld 6). care for dad/life story/eulogy 7) Beryl cabin at Black Buttle 8).  Dad’s love of people, and party’s.  Dad loved to be the organizer.

I start to float up into the air, as if flying.  I rise above the ground, to around 20-30 feet, and I become somewhat fearful.  Another man, already floating at my elevation, asks me what I am afraid of? I respond that I am fearful that I will float up Read more

What does the process of awakening look like, and how might I begin the journey? I now have my own life experience to refer to, having eschewed most other points of view that have been in conflict with the unfolding of my greater good. The process of awakening begins early Read more

“It is No Measure of Health to Be Well Adjusted to a Profoundly Sick Society”—Jiddu Krishnamurti Be mindful oh Mankind, of all the painful secrets that we must keep,By sharing with others we may awaken, or by our suffering silence just die asleep—–Bruce Paullin Our nation’s mental health status is Read more

Published by Bruce on January 11, 2020 “It is No Measure of Health to Be Well Adjusted to a Profoundly Sick Society”—Jiddu KrishnamurtiBe mindful oh Mankind, of all the painful secrets that we must keep,By sharing with others we may awaken, or by our suffering silence just die asleep—–Bruce PaullinOur Read more

“It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society”—Jiddu Krishnamurti Powerlessness and silence go together. We … should use our privileged positions not as a shelter from the world’s reality, but as a platform from which to speak. A voice is a gift. It Read more

”  “You” Can’t Be Real”  – place this one with Pauli Exclusion Principle. In science, computing, and engineering, a black box is a device, system or object which can be viewed in terms of its inputs and outputs (or transfer characteristics), without any knowledge of its internal workings. Those black Read more

I had been homeless since November of 1985, when my girlfriend of the time, Alcindia Ford, and I decided to split for good. My employment at the US Postal Service had finally been terminated, due to me calling in sick on July 4th, and me never returning to work, or Read more

I’m going to rent myself a house (I’m going to occupy a prison cell)In the shade of the freeway (in my cell block down the hall from the infirmary)Gonna pack my lunch in the morning (Gonna eat three slops before my nightly flop)And go to work each day (And go Read more

Here is a small clip from our two hour marathon commitment ceremony in 1994. Some of the most beautiful human beings we ever knew were there to help us unite as a couple, and as a loving community. We had over 75 members of our friendship, and family, community to Read more

Bruce Oliver Scott Paullin —- The Early Years This is the part of the journey of exploration and personal writing that I don’t feel too comfortable about, which is the foundational information about my childhood.  Putting to words the perceptions and experiences around being a youth, from the current perspective Read more

Much of the following written material has been presented before, in my various Facebook and blog posts. Some people may think that Facebook or this blog site are not the places to present this kind of message. Well, truth is either ubiquitous, though ignored by many, or it does not Read more

All that I ever wanted, since I was born, was to be able to love the world, and, in turn, be loved back from it. I wanted Peace to prevail in all of life. Some people seem to come by these capacities naturally. Others strive for their entire lives, and Read more

In 1987, I met Marie Schmidt, a practitioner of Joel Goldsmith’s The Infinite Way, which is a movement involved with mysticism and spiritual healing..  She was a woman about 87 years old, who taught every Sunday at the old YWCA on 10th Avenue in downtown Portland.  I had seen a Read more

Where there is no vision, the people perish: but he that keeps the law, happy is he.—Proverbs 29:18 I am still not sure what the greatest threat to our country might be: Donald Trump, or COVID-19.  If we continue to be exposed to both threats, we are fucked for sure! Read more

Collectively as a human race, we are always broadcasting and receiving energy on the whole range of available human frequencies. Our thoughts, emotions, prayers, intentions, and actions speak volumes not only to those in our immediate presence, but to the rest of humanity and the natural world, as well.

At the centre of it all is the notion our feelings are adaptive: anger, sadness and pessimism aren’t divine cruelty or sheer random bad luck – they evolved to serve useful functions and help us thrive. Take anger. From Newton’s obsessive grudges to Beethoven’s tantrums – which sometimes came to Read more