Eddy Crouch

I have a few perceptions about Marty’s wife, Eddy, which I need to share to finish this story.  Eddy considered herself a minister, and a teacher, and a leader, for those on “the spiritual path”, and had this understanding of herself for close to thirty years. She was quite the Read more

Jiddu Krishnamurti

J. Krishnamurti’s Critique of Religion by Theodore L. Kneupper | September 2011 Theodore L. Kneupper is a Prof. Emeritus at the Slippery Rock University of Pennsylvania I. Introduction. Jiddu Krishnamurti was one of the most remarkable and interesting thinkers of the 20th century. Born in 1895 into a pious Brahmin Read more

Chapter Thirty Two-Conclusion-Moon Landings (revised)

All That Is Gold Does Not Glitter All that is gold does not glitter,Not all those who wander are lost;The old that is strong does not wither,Deep roots are not reached by the frost. From the ashes a fire shall be woken,A light from the shadows shall spring;Renewed shall be Read more

Safety Redundant

We set sail on this new sea because there is new knowledge to be gained, and new rights to be won, and they must be won and used for the progress of all people. For space science, like nuclear science and all technology, has no conscience of its own. Whether Read more

Family minus me

What are our origins? From what location in space, time, and spirit were our lives launched? We all came from somewhere not of our present sense of self. For better or for worse, we all have our family and our ancestors. We have a shared culture and its history, which Read more

Maternal Grandparents And Relatives

I would now like to speak about my maternal grandparents, who were my second set of parents.   My first memory is of being at my grandparents’ home, and probably dates around the summer of 1957.  And, it was my Uncle Wayne talking to me that I remembered.  I was still Read more

New Book #5 ?

“It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society”—Jiddu Krishnamurti Powerlessness and silence go together. We … should use our privileged positions not as a shelter from the world’s reality, but as a platform from which to speak. A voice is a gift. It Read more

A Brief Introduction To The Human Brain

Individual human beings with good brain health have access to three independently functioning brain centers. For the sake of simplicity, these three brain-based dimensions fundamental to modern day human experience will be called “left brain”, “right brain”, and the “reptilian brain”. Our left brain is verbal, analytical and social. Our Read more

Dreaming Into a New Truth

Mountain dream of 1963 Bob Fero dream after his death Randy Olson/Boston dream Di Di dream after her death Dream of seven small jewels, one missing large jewel Grandfather Great Spirit Dream June Thomas bathroom dream Matthew Fox dream Marty Crouch electrician dream Alberto villoldo dream Latest dream (Dec 20, Read more

Part Two

What does the process of awakening look like, and how might I begin the journey? I now have my own life experience to refer to, having eschewed most other points of view that have been in conflict with the unfolding of my greater good. The process of awakening begins early Read more

Six Treasures From My Father

1). Blanketed baby in garage 2). mother/father/sister image formation 3). defender dan 4). care unit 5). underworld 6). care for dad/life story/eulogy 7) Beryl cabin at Black Buttle 8).  Dad’s love of people, and party’s.  Dad loved to be the organizer.

Penetrating Into The Conspiracy Of Silence: How I lived Beyond My Expiration Date (Extended Book #5 version)

“It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society”—Jiddu Krishnamurti Powerlessness and silence go together. We … should use our privileged positions not as a shelter from the world’s reality, but as a platform from which to speak. A voice is a gift. It Read more

Dream Floating Above It All? (a dream)

I start to float up into the air, as if flying.  I rise above the ground, to around 20-30 feet, and I become somewhat fearful.  Another man, already floating at my elevation, asks me what I am afraid of? I respond that I am fearful that I will float up Read more

Mental Illness and Penetrating The Conspiracy Of Silence, or How I Lived Beyond My Expiration Date (Book #5)

Published by Bruce on January 11, 2020 “It is No Measure of Health to Be Well Adjusted to a Profoundly Sick Society”—Jiddu KrishnamurtiBe mindful oh Mankind, of all the painful secrets that we must keep,By sharing with others we may awaken, or by our suffering silence just die asleep—–Bruce PaullinOur Read more

Penetrating The Conspiracy Of Silence–How I Lived Beyond My Expiration Date (Extended Version)

“It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society”—Jiddu Krishnamurti Powerlessness and silence go together. We … should use our privileged positions not as a shelter from the world’s reality, but as a platform from which to speak. A voice is a gift. It Read more

Book #5: Mental Illness and Penetrating The Conspiracy Of Silence, or How I Lived Beyond My Expiration Date

“It is No Measure of Health to Be Well Adjusted to a Profoundly Sick Society”—Jiddu Krishnamurti Be mindful oh Mankind, of all the painful secrets that we must keep,By sharing with others we may awaken, or by our suffering silence just die asleep—–Bruce Paullin Our nation’s mental health status is Read more

Part Two: Save for Edit

”  “You” Can’t Be Real”  – place this one with Pauli Exclusion Principle. In science, computing, and engineering, a black box is a device, system or object which can be viewed in terms of its inputs and outputs (or transfer characteristics), without any knowledge of its internal workings. Those black Read more