If we are to answer the provocative question of what remains when the conceptual self finally falls silent—when the narrative that has so desperately sought to define us exhausts its vocabulary—we must first awaken from the pervasive dream of separation. This dream, a relentless hallucination of division between our imagined identities and our true, noble nature, is the source code of human suffering. When we shatter the restrictive boundaries of narrative identity, we become spiritually healed. In this spaciousness, life’s underlying beauty, awe, mystery, and majesty can finally predominate, washing over the ruins of the storied self.
With these awakenings, we realize that we are not the isolated protagonists of a tragic biography. Instead, the one true God—the unified, non-dual consciousness of the cosmos—witnesses life through our eyes, with us and as us. Until this realization dawns, our lives remain dimmed, flickering dimly within the confines of a second-hand life experience dictated by culture, memory, and the expectations of others.
To understand the necessity of this awakening, let us consider a series of profound inquiries regarding the human condition.
Why do so many individuals suffer from the crippling weight of poor self-esteem?
Why is there such a staggering volume of pain, suffering, loneliness, and profound disillusionment echoing across America and the globe?
Why is modern society enveloped in such divisive, vitriolic, and hateful political discourse?
Why do we witness an ever-expanding epidemic of psychological disease, mental illness, alcoholism, addiction, suicide, and violence?
The answer lies in our allegiance to the false self. We have substituted the luminous reality of our existence for a fragile, story-based identity that constantly requires defense, validation, and numbing.
Now, let us turn the lens inward and consider some deeply personal questions.
Do you understand that we possess an innate, almost terrifying capacity to catalyze dramatic, positive transformations within our lives? Do you harbor an intense, burning desire to liberate yourself and, by extension, your world? Do you know who you are entirely apart from what your family, your culture, and your inherited traumas insist you are? Do you know what you actually came to this planet to do, beyond the economic and social utility demanded of you?
“Don’t you know that your body is the temple of the living God? Don’t you know that you are the light of the world?”
These words, attributed to Jesus of Nazareth, point directly to the non-narrative reality of our being.
Who among us does not secretly ache to be a light in their world? Yet, do we even comprehend what that question implies?
For centuries, the art world has attempted to capture the visual phenomenology of an individual living within this liberated state. We have seen countless artistic renditions of saints, mystics, and sages portrayed with a golden radiance—a halo of divine light concentrating around the mind that has been emptied of its chaotic storytelling.
Is this “divine light” phenomenon a literal reality, or merely an artistic interpretation attempting to bridge the gap between science, religion, and philosophy?
The physiological truth about humanity is that the human body does, in fact, emit light through ultra-weak photon emission, a subtle bioluminescence. Yet, that physical light is not readily witnessed by ordinary human eyesight; we do not innately embody luciferin to glow brilliantly like fireflies in the dusk. But what of that profound, inner glow—that luminous phenomenological expansion that erupts within the heart and soul when it is finally touched by transcendent spiritual power? What happens when the narrative self is eclipsed by the radiance of pure being?
The evidence of our existence points to an experience of power and life far more significant than any limited, personal sense of “Self.” When we reach this threshold, we no longer look to the darkness of external authorities to provide the light. We locate our own light—a non-dual illumination that dispels the darkness of others, exposes the rigid dogma of their religions and economic philosophies, and completely vaporizes the darkness of our historical, story-bound identities.
As we uncover the light of Truth, a spontaneous release occurs. We are liberated from the controls of the crowd, whether it is the internal crowd of our own conditioned, repetitive thoughts, or the external crowd of society that blindly follows the dictates of the past. Words inevitably struggle to define this spiritual liberation; it is a phenomenon best described as strange, mystical, exotic, transcendent, and profoundly mysterious.
Are we ready to let go of the controls?
As General Omar N. Bradley astutely observed, “Set your course by the stars, and not by the fading lights of passing ships.”
As the 21st century rushes forward with terrifying momentum, humanity is becoming increasingly tethered to its technology for superficial communication, while failing to cultivate the internal sensitivity required to connect with the underlying “energy” that we all share. We communicate continuously through this shared consciousness, albeit mostly unconsciously. Our technology, particularly the hand-held media devices we use to hypnotize and distract ourselves from the void of the narrative self, merely perpetuates the energy of the past. It offers no genuine alternatives to the corrupted menu of choices humanity seems eternally resigned to making.
Science is remarkably adept at defining the relationships and laws that govern observable, quantum phenomena. However, it is only now beginning to grapple with the ramifications of the fundamental, ontological law of our existence:
“All that we will ever see, unto eternity, is ourselves.”
Theoretical physicists mathematically explore the possibilities of alternate universes, yet humanity has yet to fully define the opportunities for enhanced, compassionate connection within the universe we currently inhabit. Science provides the laws for what we can measure, but unlike enlightened spirituality, it provides no laws predicting or supporting the boundless potential of human consciousness. Quantum mechanics cannot be fully integrated into our lived experience until the self-centered, egoic perspective is replaced with the profound understanding that the collective and the individual are simultaneously present in each of us. Every observation is influenced by the state of the observer.
Ultimately, science, religion, medicine, and technology will converge as unified manifestations of humanity’s highest potential. Only then will the miraculous capabilities of a healed, collective consciousness become self-evident to us all.
The impacts we have upon one another through the unseen webs of consciousness are not yet fully understood by empirical metrics. Yet, ancient technologies of the mind—prayer, meditation, and mindfulness—serve to prepare human awareness for an encounter with the unknown. It is from this non-narrative void that all true creation springs. Because of the interconnected nature of consciousness itself, being human—and interacting with any other form of conscious life on this planet—is a vastly more collaborative effort than our minimally conscious, story-obsessed minds can currently fathom.
It is staggering to observe how much of the human ego’s architecture is devoted purely to seeking recognition, a compensatory mechanism born from severe shortages of loving attention early in life. We forge our rigid egos as a desperate call for Love, screaming into a world that only accepts us conditionally, having forgotten how to love anybody unconditionally.
Our planet currently supports over eight billion human egos, each frantically seeking the fulfillment of its own narrative desires. We must ask ourselves: which of our desires bond us together in Love, and which separate us in mutual, tribal antagonism?
The most significant question remains:
Why care?
or
Why bother?
We must care because the future of planet Earth and the sacredness and sanctity of our shared existence depend entirely upon our recognition of who we truly are, and how authentically we express our understanding of that divine connection. Therein lies the absolute, existential necessity that members of the human race seek true enlightenment. If we cannot drill down to the rotting foundation of our world and our psychological paradigms, and find the courage to replace that foundation, there is little long-term hope for our survival.
If the desire for liberation from our deteriorating society’s damaging, fatal illusions burn hot enough within us, we are ready for metamorphosis. By letting go of the societal controls that imprison us in an outdated, biographical image of ourselves, and by shedding the unrealistic, unhealthy expectations projected onto us by others, we become ready to travel onto the new uncharted paths of consciousness. We enter an era of transcendence.
Why exhaust our energy nurturing a belief in some distant, unknown God or external savior—which is often just another conceptual idol constructed by an unawakened mind—when we can live a life immediately immersed in the beauty, awe, and Love available to a mind liberated from its bondage to selfish fantasies and unhealed sufferings?
Are we ready to let go of the controls? What is the profound difference between merely believing we possess the capacity to fly, and finally stepping off the ledge, spreading our wings, and catching the wind? Learn how to experience your true nature, and that will faithfully give you wings to carry you into the unknown.
God, or ultimate reality, is our eternal path and requires no belief in any restrictive concept. Yet, we must learn to cultivate and practice the actual, felt presence of our own unique, innate connection to the mystery that resides behind the word “God.” We must practice this presence until our life blossoms naturally into the divine flowering it was always meant to be.
To live life fully and wholeheartedly is to keep one’s eyes and ears open to the startling mystery of the present moment, listening deep within the cavern of our hearts for our true mission. If we must carry a narrative, let it be about our capacity to transcend the chaos and imbalance of the unenlightened human experience.
Organized religion, too often, functions as the institutionalized ignorance of our true nature. It points endlessly to the historical interpretations of others, demanding we live in the past. As recent eras of political and social upheaval have starkly demonstrated, the collective racism, immorality, and unethical behavior masquerading as religious righteousness has become an institutionalized disease within the body of modern thought and its shared, toxic narratives.
Our personal self-image operates in a shockingly similar manner. It is our memory’s institutionalized, historical ignorance of our own potential for radical freedom. Like corrupted religious dogma, our personal ethics and moral frameworks remain largely reactionary, based upon past woundings and trauma rather than the higher, unifying ideals attainable through enhanced self-awareness and psychological healing.
Therein lies the monumental challenge—and the profound opportunity—for enlightenment.
Consider the archetype of the enlightened master. What would Jesus do? He worked out his own salvation. He confronted and overcame the darkness—the “Satan” of the conditioned, egoic mind—in the desert of his own consciousness. He did not ask us to worship his story; he asked us to realize our own. “The things that I do, you shall do, and even greater things,” he is recorded to have said.
No teacher, guru, or savior can simply hand us our freedom; it is our own internal excavation that brings us to the clearing.
What, then, will we do?
For millennia, human civilization has been created, maintained, and ruthlessly sustained by men operating under the spell of separation. Patriarchy, with its most oppressive and ubiquitous spawn—toxic masculinity—has established the brutal rules of engagement for the world during this epoch. Patriarchy dictates the rules for our religions, our economic systems, and our interpersonal dynamics.
Immense, staggering trauma has characterized man’s domination over nature and over his fellow beings. Even our most innocent inhabitants, both human and animal, are continuously persecuted by patriarchal attitudes of exploitation and control. Tragically, our family units have now become one of the most significant sources for the generational transmission of this trauma. Wounded children grow into adults who subconsciously seek to traumatize their aging parents or their own offspring. It is an endless cycle of unnecessary and deplorable suffering.
Humankind has an astronomical amount of spiritual work to complete before peace and mutual respect become a universal, baseline experience.
Concurrently, it is a bitter irony to note the preponderance of spiritual teachings that continue to emanate almost exclusively from the male component of the human race. Toxic masculinity creates an oppressive, hellish reality, and then those who have achieved a meager measure of healing from it attempt to sell the rest of us the prescribed solutions for our release.
Spiritual freedom has never been found in the barrel of a gun, the accumulation of capital, or the rigid dogmas of religion. Toxic men grip their weapons in one hand, their ego in the other, with their erect penis giving a predominantly selfish biological direction to their unconscious lives, leaving no capacity to grasp the timeless spiritual directive towards mutual respect, dignity for all, and a universal, interconnected Love.
We urgently require the rise of empowered women, and the awakening of the divine feminine within all individuals, to stand up and shift the paradigm. Our world can only return to equilibrium once our feminine nature’s divine aspects—receptivity, intuition, nurturing, and non-linear wisdom—are recognized and integrated as a vital part of our collective Self.
The human race is like a bird with two wings: male and female, logic and intuition, doing and being. If one wing is broken, crushed under the weight of historical oppression, the bird cannot fly.
Will we remain hypnotized by more “mansplaining” from ministers, self-appointed avatars, gurus, therapists, and archaic religious texts? Shall we comfortably remain a sheep in another shepherd’s flock? Shall we strive to become a shepherd of our own flock, perpetuating the hierarchy? Or should we aim higher, dropping the animal husbandry metaphors altogether to simply become liberated human beings?
It is our choice, but liberation demands the deepest, most uncompromising of desires.
We must remain vigilantly protective of our consciousness against the oppressive forces of our economic philosophies. Capitalist economics has aggressively monetized not only the natural resources of our planet but the very essence of the human soul. In a most distressing turn of historical events, unchecked capitalism and tribal politics have become married to corrupted religious fundamentalism. The evil inherent within the unawakened elements of this triumvirate has created a world-threatening menace, the catastrophic effects of which we witness daily in the degradation of our planet and the collapse of our collective mental health.
The ancient sage Lao Tzu offered a profound commentary on navigating these seemingly insurmountable, changeless forces of society. The story goes that Lao Tzu was walking with his disciples when they came upon a forest where hundreds of carpenters were clear-cutting trees to build a grand palace. The entire forest had been decimated, save for one solitary, massive tree standing with thousands of gnarled branches.
Lao Tzu instructed his disciples to inquire why this single tree had been spared the axe. The disciples asked the carpenters, who replied, “You cannot make anything useful out of it. Every branch is full of knots. Nothing is straight. You cannot make pillars out of it, nor furniture. You cannot even use it for firewood, because its smoke is blinding. This tree is absolutely useless. That is why we left it.”
When the disciples relayed this to Lao Tzu, the master laughed and imparted this wisdom: “Be like this tree. If you want to survive in this world, be like this tree—absolutely useless. If you are straight, you will be cut down to become a pillar in someone else’s house. If you are beautiful and productive, you will be sold in the market; you will become a commodity. Be like this tree, absolutely useless. Then nobody can harm you, nobody will exploit you, and you will grow big and vast, and thousands of weary people can find shade under your expansive branches.”
Lao Tzu’s logic operates on a dimension entirely alien to the conditioned, narrative mind. He advises: Be the last. Move through the world as if you are not. Remain unknown. Do not compete to be the first. Do not exhaust your life force trying to prove your worth to a sick society. There is no need. Remain useless to the machinery of exploitation and simply enjoy the miracle of being.
To understand Lao Tzu is to recognize a radical practicality. Life is meant to be celebrated, experienced, and deeply felt, not to be reduced to a functional servitude to the needs of the economy or the ego. Life is a poem, a song, a flower blooming by the side of a dusty road—flowering for nobody in particular, releasing its fragrance to the wind, joyous in its simple existence.
If we succeed in being clever, highly productive, and “useful,” our culture will rapidly harness us. If we strive to be perfectly practical, we will eventually be yoked like an ox, because the narrative world constantly requires our functionality to maintain its illusions. It needs us to become just another “somebody.”
There is nothing more psychologically traumatizing than a divine “nobody” being forced, through societal conditioning, to become a rigid “somebody”—especially a somebody that violates their own soul.
Drop these exhausting ideas of achievement and legacy. If we wish to be a poem, a song, or a flower—a pure manifestation of our creative spirit—then we must completely forget how the market values us. Do not despair at the prospect of embracing the energy of a “nobody.” The most profoundly influential healers and catalysts in our history were essentially “nobodies” who refused to play the game of “somebodies.” By remaining humble and detached from the narrative of success, they became true collaborators with the divine.
While civilization forcefully encourages us to accelerate down its competitive superhighway toward the mirage of being a “somebody,” our neglected spiritual nature silently, patiently attempts to clear a hidden path back to the quiet clearing where we can remember the joy of being a “nobody.”
Who, or what, will we listen to?
The ultimate trauma inflicted upon the human spirit is the lifelong performance of being someone we are not. We die a slow death of spiritual fatigue, exhausted from the endless parading of our self-deceptive images—images that the innocent, observing child within us sees through instantly, if only we became quiet enough to listen.
As Virginia Woolf elegantly stated, “No need to hurry. No need to sparkle. No need to be anybody but oneself.”
Self-deception assumes a dangerous toxicity in the mirror of human relationships. Only chaotic, crazy-making communication can result from exchanges between two illusions of Self, two narrative avatars negotiating for supremacy. As it was said of old, “My kingdom is not of this world.” The realm of truth is not found in the societal marketplace.
Remain true. Be your Self—the Self before the story began.
If we sincerely seek the Truth of who we are, we will inevitably find it. And when we finally locate our authentic, non-narrative Self, the trauma and suffering of the conditioned human experience are exposed as a tragic play. We can then consciously decide whom we shall serve: The exhausting demands of being a “Somebody,” or the infinite, peaceful vastness of being “NOBODY.”
Serving somebody else’s agenda, or the agenda of our own ego, traps us in the cyclical nightmare of history. Serving NOBODY places us squarely on the Hero’s Journey back to our true nature, back to the metaphorical Garden of Eden—a state of unconditioned awareness.
Accepting the humbling truth that the world can spin perfectly fine without our intervention allows us to drop the heavy burden of playing the corrective hero. As Mark Nepo suggests, we can simply concentrate on absorbing the profound journey of being alive.
What is the ultimate essence of enlightenment? It mirrors the metamorphosis that brings the winged butterfly from the earthbound caterpillar. If the butterfly could speak, it would sing of the vast skies, the freedom of the wind, and the warmth of the sun. Yet, its entire past was spent among the ground-dwellers, consuming leaves and creating heavy, earthbound stories. Imagine that butterfly returning to its caterpillar peers to describe the boundless potential of the sky.
The ground-dwellers, locked in their narrative reality, would likely respond with defensiveness:
“Get lost, you were never truly one of us,” or,
“Flying sounds nice for you, but I have responsibilities and I can’t right now,” or simply,
“Have you seen how tasty this parsley leaf is?”
Change is perceived by the narrative self as threatening, irrelevant, or impossible. Thus, enlightenment is not for everybody; it is for nobody. It is for the part of you that is willing to cease being a “somebody.”
New life is fundamentally available to all, yet words will forever remain mere shadows cast by the light of the divine heart. Language attempts to define the undefinable. But if the intention is pure, the words we speak will resonate with the frequency of healing, vibrating against the armor of the other until it begins to crack.
As William Blake prophesied in The Marriage of Heaven and Hell, “If the doors of perception were cleansed everything would appear to man as it is, Infinite. For man has closed himself up, till he sees all things thro’ narrow chinks of his cavern.”
All that we see, and will ever see, is a projection of our own state of consciousness. How will we choose to see ourselves today? That vision—whether constricted by fear or expanded by Love—determines the entire phenomenological quality of our life. And if we walk the path of healing, our cleansed vision directly, miraculously impacts the world.
There is no greater joy in the cosmos than encountering the authentic Self. We always find what we are fundamentally looking for. What have you found thus far? Are you truly yourself?
Liberation is not an abstract philosophical concept; it is the living, breathing reality of those who have stopped searching the world for what can only be found within.
Throughout history, across ten thousand lifetimes, certain human beings have ascended the mountain of their own consciousness and gained true insight into the nature of That One—the eternal, non-dual reality.
That One saw the seamless unity of all creation and wept at how our systems of thought brutally separate us.
That One saw how human Love was conditionally restricted to tribal boundaries.
That One saw how organized religion was hijacked by political power, used not to liberate the spirit, but to control the masses through the deliberate misinterpretation of sacred texts.
That One saw the rich use ideology to dominate the poor, monetizing the flock through superstitious guilt.
That One saw that the poorest in spirit—the most fertile ground for actual grace—were alienated from the benefits of the very institutions claiming to save them.
That One saw that the old paradigms were corrupt beyond repair, and that true religion must be born again, not in temples of stone, but in the silence of the human heart.
That One descended the mountain to deliver the ultimate good news: You do not need these systems to be free. You are already the light.
If a belief system does not naturally result in loving another as oneself, That One advises us to discard it. We must honor the underlying spirit of Love, affirming the dignity of all life through a healed heart. This means removing the blinding log of our own dogmas before judging the splinter in our neighbor’s eye. It means we cease monetizing humanity. It means we abandon the behaviors of the asleep—greed, destruction, selfishness, and deceit—because they are antithetical to the frequency of the universe.
You know who That One is, because That One lives today. That One is not confined to the historical figures of the Buddha or Jesus. That One is the voice of Truth, bubbling up within your own chest, waiting patiently for you to tune out the noise of the crowd and simply listen.
Be yourself. When we touch our own being with deep, unconditioned awareness, we touch the fabric of the entire universe. “Set out into the freedom and the wandering. Find your people. God is much bigger, wilder, more generous, and more wonderful than you imagined,” as Sarah Bessey wrote.
I have tried to capture lightning in a bottle with these words, translating a non-narrative reality into the linear confines of language. May we never despair over our faltering attempts to articulate this infinite energy. To live a truly liberated life, we must venture into the unmapped territories of our infinite Self. A fundamental law of consciousness dictates that we find exactly what we seek. Therefore, we must remain vigilant, refusing to search merely for the limitations and illusions suggested by a sleeping world.
Ask yourself: Do you truly have your own best interests at heart? Does the creator within you? Do you understand that you and this creator are seamlessly one? Can you comprehend the staggering immensity of the being you actually are?
Once the Truth is glimpsed, the unsettling revelation that our previous life was merely a stressful dream transforms into a profound, healing relief. At this crossroads, we can choose to keep dreaming, or we can strive for awakening.
When asked, “What is your religion?” the Buddha did not name a doctrine. He simply stated, “I am awake.”
The salvation of the world—and of our own souls—hinges upon this exact decision. Will we join the ranks of the dreaming, walking dead, or will we step into the clearing of the awake?
I no longer run with the packs of “somebodies” striving for significance. I no longer walk in my sleep. I am not a historical savior; I am simply a human being, and like millions of others, I am awakening.
And so, we return to our Garden of Eden—the sacred silence beneath all that we think we know. Our new state of being, unburdened by ego, offers the cooling shade of our spiritual nature to a sun-scorched world. We awaken from the dream of separation and cease our wrestling with verbal shadows.
When the false self-narrative finally falls silent, the flight of the golden phoenix begins.
I AM (inspired by our trip to Belize in January, 2019)
I am the brightest of mornings, I am the cloudiest of days,
I am the silent night altar upon which mankind prays and preys.
I am the Olmec and Mayan of times old, recent, and new,
I am all civilization’s ruins, and I am the ever-evolving life that regrew.
I am the bird’s call, I am the wind beneath its wings,
I am the music and its spirit that joyously lifts our hearts up to sing.
I am the water, I am the lagoon and the bay,
I am the infinite ocean where my children are birthed, live, love and play.
I am the blue sky, I am the gathering of clouds,
I am the lightning storms that are now appearing so dangerous and loud.
I am the wind, I am the warm soothing breeze,
I am even our cold’s most raucous cleansing sneeze.
I am the dolphin and manatee, I am the mangrove lined shores,
I am waves crashing against rocks, that photographers adore.
I am the mind, and I am the end to its lonely thoughts,
I am the heart’s loving web in which we are miraculously caught.
I am the boisterous protests, and I am the crowd made quiet,
I can be even be found witnessing the white supremacists’ riot.
I am the wealthy, and I am the hurt, oppressed and poor,
I am your heritage until we all are no more.
I am the Sanders and Pelosis, I am the Putins and Trumps,
I am love’s warriors, and I am also hate’s chumps.
I am the Christian, and the Hindu, I am the Muslim and the Jew
I am the Atheist and Buddhist who you never thought that you knew.
I am the cancer, and I am the movement towards health,
I am the healing balm that works mysteriously in stealth.
I am the grief, and I am the pain and the sorrow,
I am the deepest well of hope from which we eternally borrow.
I am the life, I am the body and its breath,
I am the blessed last moment before each of our deaths.
I am the death of self that leads to the only true heaven,
Our denial of this truth brings the hellish news on channel two at eleven.
I am the sacred, and I am even the profane,
I am the source of all that we treasure, resisting me only adds to life’s pain.
I am not the movement of our thoughts, while we cling to concepts of time,
I am the emergence from all shadows, we all must reach for the sublime
What is my name, and where is my place?
Being ONE is seeing Me on every smiling and suffering sentient beings’ face.
