Section 5: Transmissions from July 21, 1987 and The Dissolution and Reconstitution of the Self – A Journey into the Sacred Silence and Back Again Introduction Chapter 1: The Mantra as Gateway — How a Self-Made Invocation Became a Vibrational...
Read moreIs the Ego Is Just Foam? – What Beer Reveals About Identity The individual ego, much like the head on a glass of beer, is vivid, animated, and seemingly solid—yet entirely dependent on an unseen substrate for its existence. I...
Read moreChapter 09: The Collective Word — The Music, the Crowd, and I Are One The preceding chapter arrived at a proposition that is simple to state and genuinely unsettling to sit with: the self is not a noun. It is...
Read moreComplete Chapter Outline The First Breath of Meaning — From Primal Grunts to the Architecture of Speech The Symphony of Silence and Sound — Dual Modes of Perception and the Two Worlds Within The Water Pump Miracle — Symbolic Representation, Read more
Part I: The Architecture of Imbalance There is a particular kind of silence that settles into the bones of a civilization long before it registers in the mind. It is not the silence of peace. Not the silence of completion, Read more
Chapter 9-30: The Untamed Divine Feminine: An Archetypal Journey Through Sovereign Resistance and Sacred Healing Part I: The Echoes of the Past and the Awakening Chapter 9-18: Women in History and The Echoes of Ancient Equilibrium and Gender Dynamics Before Read more
Chapter 38: July 21, 1987 Master Teacher of the Light LATEST: Chapter 16: You Can’t Be Real Chapter X69: Interoception and Propioception (goes with July 21, 1987) Chapter 50: The Singularity Point: Where Physics Meets the Psyche And a ton Read more
Chapter 20: The Three Levels of Thought: Charting a Course Through Reality Chapter 5: All You See Is Yourself: The Art of Exploring Perception and Reality Chapter 40: How to Embark on a Journey of Insight, Mindfulness, and Cosmic Connection Read more
There is another lost section five that needs merging here. Version 2: The Architecture of Illusion: How Society Silences Women Chapters 9-12 are first. Chapters 1, 22-26 are next Chapters 30-32 plus others are next Defining Miracles and Visions is Read more
The Journey Through Childhood Wounds to Divine Connection Rethinking Miracles A Journey Beyond Religious Boundaries What is a miracle? For many, images of divine interventions, visions of Jesus Christ, or appearances of the Virgin Mother immediately come to mind. These Read more
author’s note: I repost this one to honor an experience that happened 39 years ago today. The experience continues to inform my spiritual awareness. Chapter 9-22: Language Either Mirrors Love, or Obstructs It: June 22, 1987 and Related Teaching Friends Read more
Chapter 34: My Father, Beryl Donald Paullin, and a Life, Love, and Death Upon His Bandwidth There are men who pass through the world quietly, leaving only the faintest impressions on those around them. My father, Beryl Donald Paullin, was Read more
A Father’s Day Tribute honoring Beryl Donald Paullin (April 17, 1927 – September 15, 2017) There are men who pass through the world quietly, leaving only the faintest impressions on those around them. My father, Beryl Donald Paullin, was not Read more
Chapter 33: A Man Named André and a Hospice Nurse Named Sharon White Show Us How to Face Death There is something quietly radical about a man who faces death and does not flinch. Not because he is fearless—he isn’t—but Read more
Chapter Six: The Liberated Self — Insight, White Holes, and the Boundless Bandwidth of Existence Insight as a Faculty Forged in Fire Its a funny thing about hindsight, it always shows up late–Hagel Insight is a faculty I developed slowly, Read more
Section Three: Chapter One: Just Say No To Trauma — A Personal Reckoning Chapter Two: The Biology of the Wound — What the Cells Remember Chapter Three: The Conspiracy of Silence — How Culture Teaches Us to Look Away Chapter Read more
Chapter 9-13: Just Say No To Trauma: A Personal Reckoning There is a garage. Cold, dark, and indifferent. Inside it sits a car, and inside the car lies a baby wrapped in a warm blanket—crying, alone, waiting. This was not Read more
Chapter 9-17: Just Say NO to Trauma: Why Our Collective Denial and Its Conspiracy of Silence Is the Greatest Barrier to Healing Preface: A Personal Reckoning There is a garage. Cold, dark, and indifferent. Inside it sits a car, and Read more
Prelude: The Territory We Are Entering The commentary on the common knowledge game, and the lemming effect, should have given the reader a substantial window through which to view humanity’s extraordinary potential for both corruption and healing within our social Read more
Chapter 9-18: Projection and Perception: The Word, the Dream, and the Evolving Self Oh, evil’s shadow boxer, when will you ever retire? Tis champion of a lonely dream world to which you aspire. Stop resuscitating dead illusions with mental pugilist Read more