Musings on Life, Love, Consciousness, Toxic Masculinity, Toxic Religion, The Sacred and The Profane

I would now like to speak about my maternal grandparents, who were my second set of parents.   My first memory is of being at my grandparents’ home, and probably dates around the summer of 1957.  And, it was my Uncle Read more

“It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society”—Jiddu Krishnamurti Powerlessness and silence go together. We … should use our privileged positions not as a shelter from the world’s reality, but as a platform Read more

Individual human beings with good brain health have access to three independently functioning brain centers. For the sake of simplicity, these three brain-based dimensions fundamental to modern day human experience will be called “left brain”, “right brain”, and the “reptilian Read more

Mountain dream of 1963 Bob Fero dream after his death Randy Olson/Boston dream Di Di dream after her death Dream of seven small jewels, one missing large jewel Grandfather Great Spirit Dream June Thomas bathroom dream Matthew Fox dream Marty Read more

I start to float up into the air, as if flying.  I rise above the ground, to around 20-30 feet, and I become somewhat fearful.  Another man, already floating at my elevation, asks me what I am afraid of? I Read more

1). Blanketed baby in garage 2). mother/father/sister image formation 3). defender dan 4). care unit 5). underworld 6). care for dad/life story/eulogy 7) Beryl cabin at Black Buttle 8).  Dad’s love of people, and party’s.  Dad loved to be the Read more

What does the process of awakening look like, and how might I begin the journey? I now have my own life experience to refer to, having eschewed most other points of view that have been in conflict with the unfolding Read more

“It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society”—Jiddu Krishnamurti Powerlessness and silence go together. We … should use our privileged positions not as a shelter from the world’s reality, but as a platform Read more

”  “You” Can’t Be Real”  – place this one with Pauli Exclusion Principle. In science, computing, and engineering, a black box is a device, system or object which can be viewed in terms of its inputs and outputs (or transfer Read more

Published by Bruce on January 11, 2020 “It is No Measure of Health to Be Well Adjusted to a Profoundly Sick Society”—Jiddu KrishnamurtiBe mindful oh Mankind, of all the painful secrets that we must keep,By sharing with others we may Read more

“It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society”—Jiddu Krishnamurti Powerlessness and silence go together. We … should use our privileged positions not as a shelter from the world’s reality, but as a platform Read more

“It is No Measure of Health to Be Well Adjusted to a Profoundly Sick Society”—Jiddu Krishnamurti Be mindful oh Mankind, of all the painful secrets that we must keep,By sharing with others we may awaken, or by our suffering silence Read more

Here is a small clip from our two hour marathon commitment ceremony in 1994. Some of the most beautiful human beings we ever knew were there to help us unite as a couple, and as a loving community. We had Read more

Bruce Oliver Scott Paullin —- The Early Years This is the part of the journey of exploration and personal writing that I don’t feel too comfortable about, which is the foundational information about my childhood.  Putting to words the perceptions Read more

All that I ever wanted, since I was born, was to be able to love the world, and, in turn, be loved back from it. I wanted Peace to prevail in all of life. Some people seem to come by Read more

Much of the following written material has been presented before, in my various Facebook and blog posts. Some people may think that Facebook or this blog site are not the places to present this kind of message. Well, truth is Read more

I had been homeless since November of 1985, when my girlfriend of the time, Alcindia Ford, and I decided to split for good. My employment at the US Postal Service had finally been terminated, due to me calling in sick Read more

I’m going to rent myself a house (I’m going to occupy a prison cell)In the shade of the freeway (in my cell block down the hall from the infirmary)Gonna pack my lunch in the morning (Gonna eat three slops before Read more

In 1987, I met Marie Schmidt, a practitioner of Joel Goldsmith’s The Infinite Way, which is a movement involved with mysticism and spiritual healing..  She was a woman about 87 years old, who taught every Sunday at the old YWCA Read more

I wrote this one from an imagined perspective of a “biblical prophet”. My best writing comes from my perspectives of our present times, however. I was really troubled with our country four years ago when I wrote this prologue to Read more