Section 13: Death Becomes Us (FINAL VERSION–August 11, 2026)

There is a chapter 21, questions for a dying person, and the physical progression of death. Section 13: Death Becomes Us The Quiet Limit: A Prologue to Twenty Meditations on Death — What Life Does Not Say Out Loud Chapter Read more

Section 13: Death Becomes Us

Section 13: Death Becomes Us is an ambitious, deeply personal, and philosophically rich exploration of mortality. At its best, it achieves something rare: it holds the clinical and the spiritual, the autobiographical and the universal, in genuine tension — and Read more

Section 13: Death Becomes Us

(preliminary) Section 13: Death Becomes Us The Quiet Limit: A Prologue to Sixteen Meditations on Death — What Life Does Not Say Out Loud Chapter 1 – Beryl Donald Paullin: The Man Who Cast My Shadow Chapter 2: The Voice Read more

This is Great! Chapter 337: What Chapter Four Implies About Death: Physical and Psychological

Chapter 337:  What Chapter Four Implies About Death: Physical and Psychological Chapter Four does not address death directly. It does not name it, argue about it, or offer consolation concerning it. And yet, for a reader willing to follow the Read more

Chapter 41: The Labyrinth of the Human Mind — Walls, Minotaurs, and the Long Walk Home

Chapter 41: The Labyrinth of the Human Mind — Walls, Minotaurs, and the Long Walk Home We have traveled a long way together—through the archaeology of the wounded self, through the architecture of belief, through the corridors of trauma and Read more

Section 15: Psychedelics and Insight

Chapter 37: The Doors of Perception — Psychedelics, the Sacred, and the Healing of a Wounded America Chapter 38: The Integration — From the Opened Door to the Inhabited Life Chapter 37: The Doors of Perception — Psychedelics, the Sacred, Read more

Beer, Head, and Identity

Is the Ego Is Just Foam? – What Beer Reveals About Identity The individual ego, much like the head on a glass of beer, is vivid, animated, and seemingly solid—yet entirely dependent on an unseen substrate for its existence. I Read more

Section Three: The Word– To Be Born In a Forgotten Past, To Be Reborn In The Now

Complete Chapter Outline The First Breath of Meaning — From Primal Grunts to the Architecture of Speech The Symphony of Silence and Sound — Dual Modes of Perception and the Two Worlds Within The Water Pump Miracle — Symbolic Representation, Read more

Section Five (THIS IS GREAT): Men and Women, Toxic and Healed

“It is clear to any trained observer, and even to the sociologically untrained, that a new attitude toward sex discrimination has come over the world through the centuries, receiving an abrupt stimulus just before and after the World War. This Read more

Section Seven: July 21, 1987 and Related Teachings (may be related to perception/projection)

Chapter 38:  July 21, 1987 Master Teacher of the Light Chapter 16: You Can’t Be Real Chapter 16: July 21, 1987 Revisited: The Great Cosmic Joke and the Illusion of the Self Chapter X69: Interoception and Propioception (goes with July Read more

Section Six and/or Seven: Seeing The World As It Is – Infinite -AMAZING

Chapter 9-22:  Language Either Mirrors Love, or Obstructs It: June 22, 1987 and Related Teaching Chapter 20:  The Three Levels of Thought: Charting a Course Through Reality Chapter 5:  All You See Is Yourself:  The Art of Exploring Perception and Read more

Section Five: Patriarchy, Toxic Masculinity and Toxic Femininity, the Divine Masculine and Feminine and Healing

Chapter 9: Toxic Femininity, Patriarchy’s Marionettes, and the Wounded Spirit Version 2: The Architecture of Illusion: How Society Silences Women Chapter 9: The Roots of the Shadow—The Complexities of Patriarchy and Toxic Masculinity-Exploring Evolutionary, Historical, Cultural, Psychological, and Spiritual Factors Read more

Chapter 9-27: Breaking the Silence—Restoring the Sacred Presence of the Divine Feminine(June 25,2026)

The Journey Through Childhood Wounds to Divine Connection Rethinking Miracles A Journey Beyond Religious Boundaries What is a miracle? For many, images of divine interventions, visions of Jesus Christ, or appearances of the Virgin Mother immediately come to mind. These Read more

Chapter 34: My Father, Beryl Donald Paullin, and a Life, Love, and Death Upon His Bandwidth

Chapter 34: My Father, Beryl Donald Paullin, and a Life, Love, and Death Upon His Bandwidth There are men who pass through the world quietly, leaving only the faintest impressions on those around them. My father, Beryl Donald Paullin, was Read more

Beryl Donald Paullin, on June 20th, 2026

A Father’s Day Tribute honoring Beryl Donald Paullin (April 17, 1927 – September 15, 2017) There are men who pass through the world quietly, leaving only the faintest impressions on those around them. My father, Beryl Donald Paullin, was not Read more