The Divine Masculine and Grandfather Great Spirit—-chapter under extreme revision, don’t read. To feel pain is to be alive, to feel another’s pain is to be human—-Leo Tolstoy Like Anais Nin, I am a writer, and an explorer of the deepest, darkest recesses of human experience, in addition to being Read more
Jasper #6: Is Fear the Absence of Love? The Interplay of Trauma and Emotions The classical dichotomy which places fear and love at opposite ends of an emotional spectrum has long been a staple in both philosophical musings and psychological explorations. Love is lauded as the hallmark of openness, vulnerability, Read more
Jasper #3: The Canary’s Call: A Story of Healing and Understanding Within the hearts of the silent, a story awaits its voice. Theirs is a tale stifled beneath the weight of memories only partly their own. In understanding the mentally ill, we grasp the fragments of an ancient mosaic—each piece Read more
Jasper #4: Reflecting on a Journey Through Trauma and Redemption Phase 4: An Encounter with Transformation It was autumn, 1987, when I revisited the echoes of my past—Donelle’s apartment near Camas, Washington. Divorced from her since ’84, our paths crossed infrequently, tethered by concern rather than affection. Sobriety, newfound in Read more
Exploring the Collective Mind: A Critical Look at Consciousness and Connectivity Telepathy, mutual resonance, coincidence, prayer, and synchronicity — these are not merely terms plucked from the glossary of the esoteric; they are concepts that pry at the lock of the greatest mystery known to humankind: consciousness itself. The suggestion Read more
Living Life On The Widest Frequency -Chasing Shadows: How Religious Symbols Obscure Our Inner Divinity In the tapestry of human culture, religion and spirituality thread through the ages as guiding yarns; their patterns and textures provide us with meaning and a sense of connection to something greater than ourselves. The Read more
Add to Introduction?–Navigating the Labyrinth of Human Experience In the labyrinth of human experience, there are threads of identity woven into the tapestry of our lives; each one vibrant, each one significant. I find myself entranced by the interconnectedness of these strands, appreciating the rich complexity they lend to our Read more
My Kingdom Is Not Of This World: The Paradox of Consciousness–Choosing Between Divine and Material Worlds In a statement that has resonated through centuries, “My kingdom is not of this world,” Jesus imparted a profound wisdom on the nature of consciousness and reality. This wisdom invites us to explore the Read more
Jasper–Chapter One: The Spark That Illuminated the World In an era where the flick of a switch illuminates our rooms, powers our technology, and even drives our cars, it’s easy to overlook the sheer wonder of electricity. Yet, take a moment to ponder: what magic lies within these walls, beneath Read more
The Paradox of Internal Imagery: A Reflection on Judgment and Indulgence In the intricate tapestry of human behavior and cognition, there exists a curious parallel between two seemingly disparate activities: the creation and enjoyment of internal imagery for pleasure and the harboring of such images for judgment against others. Within Read more
Bridging Minds and Mechanics: The Shared Philosophy of Electricians and Therapists In the intricate dance of cause and effect that governs both the mechanical and mental realms, a profound analogy emerges, drawing a line of similarity between the professions of electricians that service existing installations and therapists who serve troubled Read more
Bridging the Expanse: From Biological Limits to Universal Love In an era defined by unparalleled challenges, from the existential threat of climate change to the deep fissures of social injustice, a profound question echoes through the collective consciousness of humanity. What happens when our hearts swell with empathy as vast Read more
Jasper 2; The National Tragedy of Mental Health Mental health has transcended its space in the annals of personal health and become an issue of national importance. The 1973 Evergreen High School Photograph, with its tapestry is an icon for all that we hope the human experience could be. Read more
Breaking the Silence: Addressing the Cultural Conspiracy Around Mental Illness In our society’s tapestry, mental illness is often a thread that’s hidden, not for its lack of presence, but for our collective refusal to acknowledge it. This conspiracy of silence, deeply embedded within our culture, is as harmful as the Read more
The Cycle of Hope and Despair in Treating Schizophrenia: A Personal Reflection Reflecting on the decade spanning from 1973 to 1983, I witnessed the arduous battle my ex-wife, Donelle, waged against schizophrenia—a fight not just against her own mind but against a healthcare system that seemed ill-equipped for the nuances Read more
Silence is no Salve for Schizophrenia’s Shadow Mental illness is our modern-day plague, a spectral assailant creeping into families, leaving no member untouched. We shy away from discussing it, as though voicing its name could summon it into our lives. On beholding the face of this feared visitor – particularly Read more
Donelle: “Society’s Healing Begins at Home: Why It’s Time We Shatter the Silence on Domestic Trauma” In the serene order of a family’s portrait—smiles frozen in time, moments captured in the stillness of a frame—often lies overbearing silence. It’s the kind of silence that harbors more than just secrets; it Read more
Mental Illness and Family Care: Oregon’s Silent Crisis In the shadows of our community dialogues and legislative priorities, the issue of mental health continues to bear a hefty, though often silent, weight on families throughout Oregon. This silence, a virtual conspiracy driven by a lack of action and adequate funding, Read more
Part one: The rising issue of mental health distresses me deeply as I’ve witnessed the collective struggle of our society. We live in a world that, tragically, often encourages the stifling of significant aspects of our human spirit, resulting in imbalances in the collective and individual mind. The psychiatric profession Read more
Jasper #5: The Transformation of Heartbreak into Teamwork – A Journey Through Night and Light The Stark Contrasts of Life Under the muted tones of a darkening sky, I was en route to Seaside, having just left the confining walls of Fort Steilacoom’s mental hospital, the temporary residence of my Read more