Chapter 22 – Recovery and Healing, Part 8, J.Krishnamurti

  Jiddu Krishnamurti’s Teachings, and the Mystery Within Me While both attending college in the early 1980’s, and in my early stages of “awakening” in 1987, I had read several books by important authors on atheism, philosophy and a few Read more

Chapter 8 – The Common Knowledge Game

The Common Knowledge Game (CKG) is a newer name for a form of consensus social understanding used in collective consciousness since humans became social animals.  The CKG informs our understanding of our own lives, how we see others, and how Read more

Chapter 7 – Toxic Masculinity, Its Values and Principles

“Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life and you will call it fate.” ― C.G. Jung I wrote this chapter as a direct reaction to my relationship with my father, my father’s friends over his lifetime, Read more

Insight Into The Conspiracy Of Silence, or, How I Lived Beyond My Expiration Date-From Prologue To Chapter 14

Conspiracy of Silence —-(definition from Wikipedia) An agreement, either formal or tacit, between two or more parties not to discuss some matter nor to reveal any information concerning it, especially in order to avoid blame, embarrassment, or other discomfort.   Read more

First Book ( for Melinda)-Never Published-Penetrating The Conspiracy Of Silence, or How I Lived Beyond My Expiration Date–Part One Latest Revision: July 17, 2018

PART ONE:  INDIVIDUAL CONSCIOUSNESS Conspiracy of Silence —-(definition from Wikipedia) An agreement, either formal or tacit, between two or more parties not to discuss some matter nor to reveal any information concerning it, especially in order to avoid blame, embarrassment, Read more

PART TWO–THE PATH THROUGH COLLECTIVE CONSCIOUSNESS

We will either heal together as a country, as a world, and as individuals, or we will all die alone —–Bruce Paullin PART 2:  THE PATH THROUGH COLLECTIVE CONSCIOUSNESS In this time when the anti-Christ seems to rule the United Read more

Chapter 22 – Recovery and Healing, Part 8 Second Birth

  It has been said by friends and family that, at times,  I have created quite the unique life experience for myself, though it certainly was not newsworthy or extraordinary in any obvious ways.   I would now like to Read more

January 28, 1986. (post from January 28, 2016)

This was one of those most disturbing and amazing days in American history, as well as with my own personal history. Many citizens of our country had their hopes and dreams dashed, with the 7 American heroes who died 31 Read more

For A Very Special Father, With Love (a birthday card written by me from 1995)

After Dad had passed away, my sister Pam and I had to go through his house (last October) to prepare it for a remodel prior to a potential sale.  While going through Dad’s desk, Pam found a birthday card that Read more

March 15 2016 “A New World Religion”

A new world religion has emerged upon our consciousness, one that does not exist solely to support the needs of the Jewish, Muslim, Buddhist, or Christian communities. Its sacred texts are written in the stars, upon the lands that we Read more

Nov 9 2016 Trump’s Regime Is Elected, Let’s Put A Stop To The Purging Of Sanity

A vile, lying, divisive man, has parlayed his ability to profit off of the fear and hatred in the unhealed hearts of Americans, to become president of the United States. Even the Pope took pause with this man, questioning his Read more

Nov 16 2016 Journey To The Center Of My Being

This is an excerpt from my journal: I am eternally indebted to Sharon White for her loving acceptance and support for my healing process. JOURNEY TO THE CENTER OF MY BEING, OR, THE GOSPEL ACCORDING TO BRUCE– a brief history Read more