Society, Religion And The Movement Towards New Paths Of Consciousness

Do you not know that you are God’s temple and that God’s Spirit dwells in you? — 1 Corinthians 3:16 Now the natural man doesn’t receive the things of God’s Spirit, for they are foolishness to him, and he can’t know them, because they are spiritually discerned—1 Corinthians 2:14 Prolific Read more…

Chapter 3 – A New Formation of Words And Flying With The New Flock

“Our lives begin to end, the moment that we become silent about things that matter” Martin Luther King, Jr. When I became sober, I did not have a whole lot to talk about, except while with other “recovering” individuals. And, I had such a change of mind and heart, I Read more…

Chapter 24 – Recovery and Healing, Part 10 Seizures

Truth, My Friendship With Marty, Seizures, and Death   Life Is Better With You What value is a story, if it is never told? What value is love, if it is never shared? What is the value of speaking, if nobody is even willing to listen?  According to the introduction Read more…

Chapter 1 – To Find Our Voice

Powerlessness and silence go together. We … should use our privileged positions not as a shelter from the world’s reality, but as a platform from which to speak. A voice is a gift. It should be cherished and used. —- Margaret Atwood There has been an epidemic of white middle-aged Read more…

Chapter 5 – Insight And Mindfulness

Many of the insights of the saint stem from their experience as sinners. —Eric Hoffer What if a real miracle was trying to happen in our lives, and too few people cared enough or were not aware enough to even attempt to look for it? This indifference or ignorance is Read more…

Chapter 21 – Recovery and Healing, Part 7 Psychedelics

Psychedelics, Healing Potential, and Religious/Spiritual Experience I debated whether to place this chapter in the “Damaged” section, or the “Healing and Recovery” section of this book.  It all depends on the state of mind, and intentions, of the person using the chemicals whether such an experience is to be considered Read more…

First Book ( for Melinda)-Never Published-Penetrating The Conspiracy Of Silence, or How I Lived Beyond My Expiration Date–Part One Latest Revision: July 17, 2018

PART ONE:  INDIVIDUAL CONSCIOUSNESS Conspiracy of Silence —-(definition from Wikipedia) An agreement, either formal or tacit, between two or more parties not to discuss some matter nor to reveal any information concerning it, especially in order to avoid blame, embarrassment, or other discomfort. “Our lives begin to end, the moment Read more…

PART TWO–THE PATH THROUGH COLLECTIVE CONSCIOUSNESS

We will either heal together as a country, as a world, and as individuals, or we will all die alone —–Bruce Paullin PART 2:  THE PATH THROUGH COLLECTIVE CONSCIOUSNESS In this time when the anti-Christ seems to rule the United States, and when heartless terrorists, capitalists, and politicians victimize our Read more…

Chapter 22 – Recovery and Healing, Part 8 Second Birth

  It has been said by friends and family that, at times,  I have created quite the unique life experience for myself, though it certainly was not newsworthy or extraordinary in any obvious ways.   I would now like to write about this life that I have come to know, Read more…

For A Very Special Father, With Love (a birthday card written by me from 1995)

After Dad had passed away, my sister Pam and I had to go through his house (last October) to prepare it for a remodel prior to a potential sale.  While going through Dad’s desk, Pam found a birthday card that Dad had saved, which I had given to him well Read more…

Nov 16 2016 Journey To The Center Of My Being

This is an excerpt from my journal: I am eternally indebted to Sharon White for her loving acceptance and support for my healing process. JOURNEY TO THE CENTER OF MY BEING, OR, THE GOSPEL ACCORDING TO BRUCE– a brief history of my insanity Writer’s Note: I had a dream several Read more…

When Will America Fully Awaken? May 24, 2017

In this time when the anti-Christ seems to rule the United States, and when heartless terrorists and politicians victimize our most innocent of beings, human and animal, it can be difficult to feel the miracle of life that is constantly with us. Yet, to not have that experience, is to Read more…

More Perfect Than You Are You Could Never Be

I first met Marie Schmidt, a diminutive old woman in her late eighties, in July of 1987.  She hosted a weekly meeting at the downtown YWCA, which she played one hour tapes every Sunday, since 1961. I had seen a simple advertisement for her tape group, while attending the International Read more…

The Conspiracy Of Silence Part Six “AA, Addictions, and Our Higher Power”

MIND (a poem) The Master Power that molds and makes, And Man is Mind, Evermore he takes the tools of thought And shaping what he wills, Creates a thousand joys, A thousand ills, He thinks in secret But in comes to pass, Environment is but his looking-glass. James Allen (As Read more…

The Conspiracy Of Silence Part Two “Don’t Talk, Don’t Feel, Don’t Heal”

This is the second part of my continuing series on silence:   We arrived at the Oregon coast, at Cannon Beach, on a partly sunny Monday afternoon. We were quickly greeted by our very long-term dear friend from Arizona, June and her ten-year love interest, Michael (are you ever getting Read more…

The Conspiracy Of Silence Part One “The Teacher”

This is the first of a series exploring the reasons behind my participation in The Conspiracy Of Silence   She considered herself a minister, and a teacher, and a leader, for those on “the spiritual path”. She was quite the planner, and was also studious, and read everything readily available Read more…