Like Father, Like Son?  My Father’s Aborted Search for Truth, and its Influence Upon My Own-

All human beings seeking healing and personal transformation must eventually begin a personal search for their own, unique truth. But what is this “truth,” and how does one find it? Too often, we are told this journey must pass through historical figures or enlightened gurus. Yet, those with spiritual discernment know that all truth must ultimately be discovered within the soul of the seeker. My own search for truth would explore my lifelong relationship with my father and, of course, with myself. In many ways, I took over from where he left off.

My journey is a challenging one, and it may not be for the faint of heart or spirit. However, those who undertake their own spiritual path will find their heart and spirit strengthen, eventually soaring from the wisdom and energy released through personal exploration.

In the past, I had little desire to write about my often-dysfunctional life, so why start now? The answer is that when I retired early from my career as an electrician to care for my disabled father, I finally had time for intense self-reflection. I had to consider where I was, where I had been, and where I wanted to go in the time I have left. I saw how my life’s foundation was built upon the works and processes established by our family’s history, and the history of all fathers who had ever lived.

My father, Beryl Donald Paullin, was born in 1927 and grew up during the Great Depression. His father, also named Beryl, was a respected Fire Chief in the community but was feared at home for his abusive nature and alcoholism. In 1930, Grandpa Beryl brutally beat my father’s six-year-old brother, John Edward, nearly killing him. Uncle Ed was taken away by a Portland policeman and sent to live with their grandparents on a farm in Oregon City. Unfortunately, my dad and his younger sister Susie had to remain at home, enduring the harsh environment created by an abusive, alcoholic father and an emotionally scarred mother, Grandma Elsie. I know little else about Grandpa Beryl, except that he served in World War I and is buried in Willamette National Cemetery alongside my father. My dad shielded my sister and me from Grandpa Beryl’s oppressive presence until we were teenagers.

In 1943, at just 16 years old, my father joined the Marines, hoping to serve his country, escape his troubled home life, and prove himself despite feeling like a “dummy” who couldn’t finish high school. His mother, however, tracked down the local recruiter and forced him to return home. When he turned 18, he enlisted again, this time in the Navy, serving aboard the West Virginia and the Wisconsin. After returning from active duty in April of 1947, he confronted his father, threatening him with death if he ever harmed his mother again. He then distanced himself from both parents for many years, only seeing them sporadically until their passing.

In September of 1947, my father enrolled at the University of Portland. He studied Psychology, Theology, Logic, Metaphysics, and the Philosophy of Mind, driven by a desire to understand the dysfunction in his alcohol, hate, and violence filled family. In 1950, he married my mother and continued his studies at U of P for two more years while working full-time at the US Postal Service. However, he never earned a degree as his new responsibilities and life circumstances interrupted his quest to understand the complexities of the human mind.

My journey of spiritual discovery is ongoing, a continuation of a search that began a generation, or a hundred generations before me.

I took on my father’s legacy pretty early in life. As a young person, I had some mysterious dreams and experiences, though it took me well into adulthood to make sense of them. My life’s mission has become continuing the work my father began: exploring both the soft and hard sciences and understanding the human mind and its susceptibility to darkness and enlightenment.

It has been and remains a profound and personal exploration, and one I am compelled to share.

Why I Became an Electrician-

My path to becoming an electrician began with a childhood fascination sparked by watching a tradesman wire my family’s new home after a flood in 1964. This initial curiosity was nurtured through adolescent experiments and later solidified under the mentorship of a high school instructor whose passion for the craft was infectious. Although I initially pursued other ambitions, including a brief stint in the Air Force ROTC, I eventually found my true calling in an electrical union apprenticeship. This career anchored me in the tangible world of energy, system design, and the inherent dangers and precision of the trade, teaching me the fundamental principles of flow, potential, and grounding.

My professional journey as an electrician unexpectedly intertwined with a personal vocation as a writer and spiritual seeker. I began to see electricity as a powerful metaphor for life itself, recognizing parallels between electrical circuits and the flow of human energy. Just as an electrical system requires balance and purpose, so too does the human spirit. This dual perspective revealed a profound truth: our external lives mirror our internal states of awareness. By turning my attention from the energy coursing through wires to the spiritual energy within, I came to understand that life, much like a circuit, depends on intelligent design, meaningful connections, and energy directed with purpose, urging a deeper exploration into the nature of the self and our connection to the universe.

The Garden of Lies and the Search for Truth, from An Electrician’s Guide to Our Universe and a Life, Love, and Death on Its Unlimited Bandwidth-

We live shrouded in mythology and lies—what I call a conspiracy of silence that conceals us from our own truth. Like the fig leaf in Eden, we use deceptions to hide from ourselves and others, carrying shame that leads to endless cycles of judgment. From government cover-ups to personal betrayals, lies damage the liar first, creating a slippery slope of ethical violations that destroy credibility and prevent real healing. America itself reflects this pattern—a nation built on profitable falsehoods, from genocide against Native Americans to enslaving Africans, while the Christian Church became capitalism’s ally, perpetuating the lie that we have no value unless we conform to their systems.

In 1987, a near-death experience revealed my own truth beyond traditional religious mythology, giving me a blank slate to rebuild my identity. Yet this spiritual awakening exposed trauma-created “tricksters” in consciousness that most spiritual teachings ignore—forces that ancient shamans and modern voices like Carl Jung understood must be engaged and transformed. Using the myth of Theseus and the Minotaur as allegory, we must descend into our psychological labyrinth to confront the wounds that devour our creative potential, carrying the thread of consciousness to guide our return to wholeness. We are all prodigal sons who can return to our essence—our original “Garden of Eden” state—but only by breaking free from cultural lies, healing our wounds, and discovering our unique guiding light. The journey back to our true nature offers life’s most rewarding experience, allowing us to save the world from our unhealed selves.

From 42 to Zero:  An Electrician’s Guide to Our Universe-

In his whimsical masterpiece, The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy, Douglas Adams posits that the answer to the ultimate question of life, the universe, and everything is 42—a punchline highlighting our relentless quest for simple solutions to impossibly complex questions. This exploration, however, proposes a different answer: zero. This is not a sterile void but a fundamental ground of being, a fertile emptiness of pure potential from which all manifestation emerges. Much like the numeral 0 in mathematics, which serves as the origin point for all other quantities, this zero state is the reference point for existence itself. To be saved by zero is to strip away the tangled web of identity built upon time and accumulation, arriving at a pure presence where the paradox of nothingness becoming everything is resolved.

This concept finds a practical parallel in electrical engineering, where “ground” is set to zero volts, providing the common reference that ensures the safety and coherence of any electrical system. Without this grounding, systems become dangerously unstable. Spiritually, we too become ungrounded when disconnected from our source, Mother Earth, accumulating chaotic energies with no path for discharge. Reconnecting with nature—our true ground—allows us to resonate with the Earth’s frequency, finding a healing common knowledge and a supportive calm. By embracing the zero point of pure presence, we find our grounding, harmonize with the world, and uncover the undivided wholeness that erases every false division, revealing the infinite potential within us all.

The Sacred Circuitry of Creation (keep unique)

Have you ever stopped to think how much the craft of an electrician mirrors the harmony of the universe itself?

Probably not too much, eh?   

You are not alone!

Yet here lies a truth so profound it will reshape how you see both the cosmos and your place within it. This book is both an electrician’s guide to the universe and a retired man’s journey into the unknown—a convergence of practical wisdom and spiritual awakening that explores life, love, and death within the universe’s vast, unlimited bandwidth.

At first glance, the cosmos and the electrical trade might seem worlds apart. One is rooted in wires, circuits, energy distribution, and the tangible flow of electrons; the other stretches across galaxies, black holes, and mysteries that dwarf our imagination. Yet as we delve deeper into the systems powering our homes, businesses, and societies, we uncover patterns of energy that harmonize with the self-organizing principles governing our bodies, our minds, and the very birth and motion of stars themselves.  And we uncover a ground of existence that is common to everything and everybody, in a true matrix of universal interconnectness.

The universe, you see, functions as a vast living cosmic circuit—and we are all active components within it.

The Universal Electrical Code

To understand this profound connection, consider the National Electrical Code (NEC)—that 900-page tome of meticulous precision that serves as every electrician’s bible. This isn’t merely a technical manual; it’s a framework for channeling raw, potentially destructive force into life-giving illumination. Each article speaks to safe energy utilization and proper current flow, principles without exception that protect against devastating fires, critical failures, and loss of life itself.

The NEC is nearly as hefty as the Bible—about 1,200 pages of spiritual guidance compared to 900 pages of electrical know-how. Despite their differences, these texts share a key similarity. Both provide frameworks for safely accessing and using energy:  the NEC equips electricians with practical tools for managing electrical energy in the physical world. while the Bible offers guidance to those of a Judeo-Christian persuasion on navigating spiritual energies like faith, morality, and divine connection.

The divergence highlights something essential about the nature of energy. The NEC seldom allows exceptions to its strict safety rules unless additional measures are implemented to ensure safety—energy follows unchanging laws. Energy appears to require respect for its core principles, whether it moves through copper wires or the human mind.

The Bible’s interpretations, on the other hand, have inspired both profound acts of love and tragic conflicts throughout history. Theological interpretations often reflect the changing times and the limited spiritual understanding of those presenting them.

The Electrician’s Meditation: Energy, Matter, and the Architecture of Existence

For electricians, our work resonates deeply with the metaphorical significance of light described in Genesis:

“And God said, ‘Let there be light,’ and there was light. And God saw that the light was good, and God separated the light from the darkness.”

Light transcends mere photons. It signifies the ordering of chaos, the awakening of consciousness, the unveiling of creative power, and the experience of true humility that brings perspective—and often, an accompanying sense of humor. This biblical declaration serves as an archetype for human creativity: our ability to imagine, innovate, inspire, educate, and transform while keeping our love engines engaged.

This aligns seamlessly with the electrician’s craft. Our work begins in darkness—empty spaces, dormant potential—and culminates in illumination that brings life to lifeless structures. There is profound satisfaction in flipping that switch for the first time in a newly wired building, an act that echoes the genesis of creation itself: turning darkness into brilliance, revealing a new order.

What Is Energy, Really?

Energy reveals itself in two fundamental forms: kinetic and potential. Kinetic energy is the universe in motion, the vibrant pulse of action. We see it in the determined strokes of a swimmer cleaving through water, in the relentless flow of electrons igniting a circuit, or in the powerful thrust of a rocket defying gravity’s hold. It is the energy of doing, of becoming, of the tangible and immediate now.

Conversely, potential energy is the quiet hum of what could be, the universe holding its breath. It is the immense power coiled within a battery, waiting for a connection to release its charge. It exists in the stillness of an apple suspended from a branch, pregnant with the promise of its fall, or in the silent tension of a drawn bowstring, anticipating the arrow’s flight. This is the energy of storage, of anticipation, of latent power residing just beneath the surface of reality.

But beyond these scientific classifications, what is energy at its very core? Is it merely the measurable force that powers our cities and technologies, a utility to be harnessed and controlled? Or could it be something more profound—the invisible, unifying current that threads through all existence, linking every star, every stone, and every living soul in a grand, cosmic dance? It is both the force that moves the world and the silent, ever-present field in which the world moves. There may not be a place in our universe where there is no energy, so please let up on the “I am out of energy” complaint!

Energy is the ability to do work—it fuels our lives, powers our homes, and drives our spiritual growth. As an electrician, I served as one of its critical intermediaries, learning to transform raw power into something usable, orderly, and beneficial. I helped build networks that shepherd energy from vast, untethered sources—wind, solar, hydroelectric, nuclear reactors—into structured systems that warm families and light their way.

Consider the serene waters behind a dam, holding potential energy in perfect stillness. A single release sends water cascading through turbines, exchanging stored potential for kinetic motion. There, amid spinning generators, emerges electricity—a modern miracle seamlessly delivered to power our daily lives.

The Universal Truth: E=mc²

But energy’s transformations extend far beyond turbines and conductors. Einstein’s profound equation E=mc² reveals that matter and energy are interchangeable expressions of the same universal truth. This deceptively simple formula tells us that even the smallest particle of matter contains an extraordinary amount of energy—the speed of light squared multiplied by its mass. When matter converts to energy, as in nuclear reactions, the results are staggering: a single gram of matter theoretically contains enough energy to power a city for days. This equation doesn’t merely describe a physical phenomenon; it unveils the fundamental architecture of reality itself.

This hints at something grander than physics: energy may be the quintessence of existence itself. Perhaps we are not separate beings consuming energy, but rather temporary manifestations of the same cosmic force that ignites stars and orchestrates the dance of galaxies. In this view, consciousness itself becomes another expression of energy’s infinite creativity—a universe awakening to its own magnificent nature through countless eyes, including our own.

Energy as Life’s Potential

The universe whispers that these concepts are not limited to the world of physics. Within us lies energy capable of creation, transformation, and perpetuity. Every decision, every thought is energy—just waiting to manifest itself into action or stillness.

Consider this metaphor: energy is life’s potential, vibrating unseen until directed into tangible outcomes. And matter—be it the masses we interact with daily or our own physical forms—is the vessel that molds energy into creation.

The question facing us as individuals is timeless yet urgent. How do we understand and utilize the energies that flow through and around us, externally in nature and internally within ourselves? How big is the spiritual reservoir behind our bodily appearance, awaiting access, transformation, and utilization?

While energy exists as an indifferent, universal force, as an electrician I served as one of its critical intermediaries. I learned how to turn raw power into something usable, orderly, and beneficial. I helped build the networks that shepherd energy from its vast, untethered sources into structured and efficient systems that light lamps and warm families.

I dealt in precision. I understood Ohm’s Law, circuit diagrams, logic, Boolean algebra, thermodynamics, calculus, physics, chemistry, materials science, electrical engineering and the application of transformers, and I applied that knowledge to design new circuits, maintain circuit stability, and enhance voltage and current control. But my work was not only technical. It was a manifestation of humanity’s remarkable ability to transform natural forces into tools for collective progress.

Visualize it this way—energy travels across power lines like rivers weaving through civilizations, reaching the duplex outlets in your home, offering you a reservoir of potential. It is both mundane and extraordinary. Electricians don’t just craft lines linking power plants to light fixtures—they create pathways for our shared human energies and aspirations.

Ever wondered where your energy really comes from? It’s a question that has captivated thinkers for centuries. We often focus on the tangible sources—the food we eat, the sleep we get. But what if there’s more to the story? What if there’s a deeper well of energy, one that goes beyond simple calories and chemical reactions? Exploring this possibility isn’t just a philosophical exercise; it’s a practical quest to unlock our fullest potential.

Our bodies are incredible energy-conversion machines. Every meal you eat is meticulously broken down through complex metabolic processes, with cells acting like tiny power plants. They turn food into molecules like ATP and glycogen, which fuel everything we do. At rest, your body generates about 100 watts of power—enough to light up a bright bulb. During a workout, that can surge to 400 watts. This biological engine powers neurological processes behind every thought, every movement, and every heartbeat. To many it is a closed system of matter-to-energy conversion, a beautiful piece of natural engineering.

Yet, many ancient traditions and modern explorers of consciousness suggest that our biological energy is only half the picture. They speak of accessing universal energies, or “prana,” that flow through and around us, independent of food consumption. Is it possible to tap into these external energy fields to supplement our internal power? Can practices like meditation, breathwork, or being in nature give us access to a reservoir of vitality that our digestive system can’t? This is where science meets spirit, challenging us to look beyond the meal on our plate and consider the untapped energy that might be waiting for us to connect with it.

Harnessing Personal and Spiritual Energy

Just as electricians harness physical energy, so too must we harness personal and spiritual energy. Efficient use of energy, both external and internal, shapes not only the material world but also our potential as humans seeking fulfillment and growth.

Energy consumption patterns define how we interact with the environment, offering gentle reminders for mindfulness. Are we stewards of the energy systems we command, or reckless overseers exhausting finite resources?

On a personal level, consider the distribution of your energy. Are you directing it toward pursuits that fulfill your growth and nourish your essence? Or is it scattered across transient distractions, creating resistance in your inner circuitry?

The quest for spirituality magnifies this question. Many ancient traditions—from yogic practices to meditation—encourage the mastery of energy flow within the human body. These methodologies mirror the flows of electrical networks, guiding energy to the spaces where it can shine brightest.

Our bodies, like all the material world, are an embodiment of energy. Managing and maintaining our personal energy can provide profound benefits. Follow these principles to harness your internal power effectively:

Protect Energy Leaks – Just as electricians insulate conductors, identify stress-inducing habits that drain your vitality. Replace them with restorative practices.

Prioritize Recharge – Batteries are useless if depleted. Schedule time to rest deeply—whether through sleep, meditation, or reflective solitude.

Direct Energy with Purpose – Light is only useful when focused. Identify what drives your deepest sense of meaning and channel your energy toward aligned actions.

Observe Balance – Our lives benefit from balance, much like balanced circuits in electrical systems. Alternate periods of intense exertion with calm reflection.

The Thread of Existence

Energy is the thread stitching the fabric of existence. Electricians may be seen as builders of the scaffolding that powers human societies, yet their work reflects a universal truth—energy must be tended to, guided, and appreciated to reach its highest potential.

For spiritual and human potential advocates, the lessons gleaned from energy’s role in physics can apply to personal growth and balance. Every spark, transformation, and manifestation is a reminder of life’s stunning interconnectedness. Energy flows within the circuitry of the universe, and it flows within us.

Hold this knowledge in your hands like a bright, buzzing sphere of potential. Know it for what it is—a force capable of illuminating the path forward. Align with its rhythm. Allow all actions to echo its purposeful transformations.

Energy does not discriminate where it resides, but we hold the power to decide where we direct it next.

The Living Circuit of Existence

What if the wires we twist together, the currents we measure, and the circuits we build mirrored the fabric of existence itself? What if the principles that govern electricity also held the keys to understanding our universe—and our place within it? For electricians like myself, the unseen harmony of energy flows isn’t just a technical marvel; it can be a profound metaphor for existence.

Every connection we make—whether to a person, a purpose, or the infinite universe—has a current. There must be a difference in potential for this exchange or movement of energy to occur. Then it flows, builds, and returns, creating a circuit of energy in and out of our lives. Each thought, loving word, or intention we send outward amplifies this energy, constructing pathways for signals to find their way back to us. We are, at our core, transmitters, receivers, and transformers in life’s vast energetic network.

From Genesis to the stars beyond, energy flows in mathematically perfect patterns. Gravity distributes influence like a transformer regulates voltage, ensuring balance. Grounding wires stabilize circuits just as mindfulness grounds humanity, preventing overreactions and chaos. Light—whether physical or spiritual—becomes the common thread that banishes darkness and disorder in favor of clarity and connection.

The universe is not navigated solely by intellect but through the intuitive compass of the heart and soul. The path toward universal truth is vast, non-linear, and often shrouded in uncertainty. It demands a courage that comes from vulnerability—a willingness to step into the unknown rather than cling to what feels safe or familiar.

Exploration requires active participation. We must engage with texts, communities, mentors, and experiences. We are not merely hitchhikers in this vehicle of consciousness. We are its engineer, its pilot, and its fuel.

At the heart of this theory of energy lies the understated yet profound force of intention. Just as wires are designed with specific purpose—to illuminate, to power, to connect—so is the universe. Each star burns with resolute intention to shine. Every black hole compresses unimaginable possibility. Every switch in a circuit offers a choice to ignite, to bridge, or to signal meaning. Our lives, like those circuits, harbor immense potential to light up the spaces around us when we align with purpose.

Energy doesn’t just govern household currents or celestial patterns; it pulses through us too. From the neurons firing in the brain to acts of kindness communicated in invisible networks of meaning, humans are living circuits constantly exchanging metaphysical charges. Ideas, dreams, emotions—all act like currents transmitting forward momentum and, critically, demanding balance.

The NEC and the universe agree on one truth above all else—energy either flows efficiently, or unexpected disorder awaits. Whether it’s a short circuit in a panel or entropy among celestial bodies, imbalance has consequences. But when these principles harmonize, the result is breathtaking beauty—lit rooms, communication over vast distances, thriving cities, or galaxies awash in starlight.

Modern life, however, often short-circuits us. Endless demands drain our energy unevenly, leaving us disconnected from ourselves and others. What appears as chaos on the surface is simply energy that needs redistribution. Take a moment to assess your “load demands,” much like electricians do when designing circuits.

What commitments fuel you? Which ones drain you without benefit? Learning when to redirect energy—toward balanced and harmonious flow—allows us to thrive.

Within this landscape of constraint lies a profound truth: personal practice becomes political action. When we cultivate presence, deepen our connections, and reclaim our energy through intentional living, we do more than heal ourselves—we build the foundation for collective resistance. Each individual who breaks free from the machinery of disconnection becomes a node in a wider network of consciousness.

A society of individuals who know themselves, who maintain their energetic sovereignty, and who remain connected to one another cannot be easily manipulated or controlled. The path toward liberation begins not in the halls of power but in the quiet, revolutionary act of becoming fully present to our own lives and to each other.

Living in resonance with the universe and its unlimited bandwidth allows us to reflect on two critical questions: Are we harmonizing our energy with existence—contributing to growth, connection, and evolution beyond limits we thought we could not exceed? Or are we like disconnected wires, sparking aimlessly, ungrounded and dissipating energy into the ether?

Tuning Into Universal Bandwidth

The universe doesn’t shout; it hums. Its messages may manifest as creative silence within receptive minds, persistent thoughts, uncanny coincidences, unexpected insights, lucid or teaching dreams, and songs that seem written just for us. Listening transcends mere hearing—it means tuning our entire consciousness to existence’s subtler frequencies.

Bandwidth carries a rich metaphorical significance. Technically, it measures a network’s data transmission capacity. On a deeper level, it symbolizes our ability to push past the limits of our known reality, build meaningful and dynamic relationships, and connect with the mysteries of the natural world. It represents an ever-expanding range of love, collaboration, and shared understanding. Living within universal bandwidth means aligning ourselves with life’s broadest frequencies, tapping into a deeper purpose and collective energy.

Are we connected within this invisible grid? Are we amplifying signals of empathy and creativity, or functioning like ungrounded wires, disconnected from others through hatred and unforgiveness, while sparking aimlessly in isolation?

Electricians know that grounding is crucial for balance and safety in systems. Similarly, humans need grounding to maintain stability in the chaos of life. Practices like reflection, service, meditation, and mindfulness serve as grounding wires against the surges of modern living. This topic is much too important to just have a cursory introduction to and will be explored in depth in a future chapter.  Our true ground must be consciously embraced and incorporated into daily life.

With light comes humility and humor. When we ponder our galaxy’s vastness or consider accessing infinite universal bandwidth, we see that our individual light, though important, remains infinitesimally small compared to cosmic grandeur. If we are energy in motion—symphonies of luminous circuits and deep shadow—then cultivating lightness becomes vital. Humor lightens both load and spirit, transforming life’s intricacies into experiences that illuminate a life well-lived.

This cosmic perspective offers us profound wisdom through simple observation. Just as you would laugh at the thought of a brain cell considering itself more important than a lung cell, the universe metaphorically smiles when we think ourselves more important than other species, or one member of our species more valuable than another. Consider how absurd it would be if your left hand declared independence from your right, or if your heart claimed superiority over your kidneys. Such declarations would be both impossible and ridiculous—yet this is precisely how we often behave as humans within the larger organism of existence.

To be light-hearted connects us to the universe’s wit—a natural reminder of how energy in our human experience can ebb, flow, play, and even laugh at itself without shame or friction. This lightness isn’t frivolity; it’s recognition of our place within an incomprehensibly vast and interconnected whole.

Could you imagine the response of a universe when confronted by an individual claiming their own rugged individualism, or our collective human exceptionalism? Picture a single wave declaring its independence from the ocean, or a note in a symphony insisting it could exist without the orchestra. The universe would laugh—not with cruelty, but with the gentle amusement of infinite wisdom—at the whole idea that anybody or anything could live a life separate and apart from the life-giving and life-sustaining universe.

The Transmission of Truth

To venture toward universal truth, our consciousness must offer unparalleled vision—beaming spiritual intentions into the cosmic fabric while remaining sensitive enough to receive the faintest echoes of guidance, wisdom, and insight reflected back like light from distant stars.

Consciousness can be seen as both the observer and the creator of much of what it perceives. Through vision—both literal and spiritual—we connect with the universe, uncovering meaning in its mysteries. Expanding spiritual vision is like upgrading a telescope; the stars remain unchanged, but our ability to see them clearly improves.

What blocks our spiritual vision?

  • Fear?
  • Doubt?
  • Unhealed trauma?
  • Fixation on trivial details?

Clearing these roadblocks expands our conscious lens, allowing universal truths to focus clearly.

Any dynamic exchange requires strong transmission and accurate reception. Projecting spiritual intention means sending heartfelt desires, questions, and affirmations into existence’s vastness—clear, intentional, purpose-driven signals into deep space. But transmission needs reception. The universe often whispers through synchronicities, moments of inspiration, profound silences. Can we sharpen our ability to listen, not just to what we expect but to what we need?

Living in resonance with the universe’s unlimited bandwidth compels us to reflect on two critical questions:

  1. Are we harmonizing our energy with existence—contributing to growth, connection, and evolution beyond limits we thought we couldn’t exceed?
  2. Or are we like disconnected wires, sparking aimlessly, ungrounded and dissipating energy into the ether?

This task transcends mechanics—it’s profoundly spiritual. It requires illuminating every corner of our existence with clarity, facing resistance with courage, keeping energy flowing in service of others. To live aligned with universal bandwidth means seeing life’s circuits as multidimensional, a delicate interplay of persistence and resistance, viewing challenges not as barriers but as dormant wires awaiting connection or switches ready to illuminate unknown possibilities.

The NEC and the universe agree on one truth: energy either flows efficiently, or unexpected disorder awaits. Whether it’s a short circuit or entropy among celestial bodies, imbalance has consequences. But when these principles harmonize, the result is breathtaking beauty—lit rooms, communication across vast distances, thriving cities, galaxies awash in starlight.

We are as much architects of our separateness as we can be builders of our reconnection with the infinite. It’s time we choose the latter—to evolve not apart from, but within, existence’s grand, immeasurable tapestry.

This book serves as your guide through kingdoms of consciousness, from familiar common knowledge into the transformative realm where uncommon wisdom, the sacred, and the great unknown guide the pilgrim. There is beauty in the quest for self-awareness. Begin with small steps toward questioning, meditating, exploring the unknown within.

What lies at the edge of our universe?

Perhaps an undiscovered truth.

What lies at your core?

Perhaps the same truth.

As you soar into higher consciousness, remember this: the skies are infinite for those willing to take flight.

Where on the universe’s unlimited bandwidth will your consciousness take you?


Bruce Paullin

Born in 1955, married in 1994 to Sharon White