Beryl Donald Paullin, on June 20th, 2026

A Father’s Day Tribute honoring Beryl Donald Paullin (April 17, 1927 – September 15, 2017) There are men who pass through the world quietly, leaving only the faintest impressions on those around them. My father, Beryl Donald Paullin, was not one of those men. He was a force. A contradiction. Read more

Chapter 33: A Man Named André and a Hospice Nurse Named Sharon White Show Us How to Face Death

Chapter 33: A Man Named André and a Hospice Nurse Named Sharon White Show Us How to Face Death There is something quietly radical about a man who faces death and does not flinch. Not because he is fearless—he isn’t—but because he refuses to perform courage on anyone else’s terms. Read more

Chapter Six: The Liberated Self — Insight, White Holes, and the Boundless Bandwidth of Existence

Chapter Six: The Liberated Self — Insight, White Holes, and the Boundless Bandwidth of Existence Insight as a Faculty Forged in Fire Its a funny thing about hindsight, it always shows up late–Hagel Insight is a faculty I developed slowly, across the long arc of a lifetime. My first insights Read more

Section Three: Trauma and Its Personal, Collective, Historical, and Spiritual Impacts

https://wp.me/p9SpN1-5wO     Chapter 20-28 Check it out! Section Three:  Chapter One: Just Say No To Trauma — A Personal Reckoning Chapter Two: The Biology of the Wound — What the Cells Remember Chapter Three: The Conspiracy of Silence — How Culture Teaches Us to Look Away Chapter Four:  The Intergenerational Read more

(5 chapter sequence) Chapter 9-13 through17: Just Say NO to Trauma: Why Our Collective Denial and Its Conspiracy of Silence Is the Greatest Barrier to Healing

Chapter 9-13: Just Say No To Trauma:  A Personal Reckoning There is a garage. Cold, dark, and indifferent. Inside it sits a car, and inside the car lies a baby wrapped in a warm blanket—crying, alone, waiting. This was not a scene conjured by a novelist seeking to dramatize neglect. Read more

(2nd rev.) Chapter 9-17: Just Say NO to Trauma: Why Our Collective Denial and Its Conspiracy of Silence Is the Greatest Barrier to Healing

Chapter 9-17: Just Say NO to Trauma: Why Our Collective Denial and Its Conspiracy of Silence Is the Greatest Barrier to Healing Preface: A Personal Reckoning There is a garage. Cold, dark, and indifferent. Inside it sits a car, and inside the car lies a baby—crying, alone, waiting. This was Read more

Chapter 9-19: Empathy and the Mystery of the Path Between You and Me — An Exploration of the Sacred Architecture of Human Connection, Cosmic Consciousness, and the Radical Technology of the Soul

Prelude: The Territory We Are Entering The commentary on the common knowledge game, and the lemming effect, should have given the reader a substantial window through which to view humanity’s extraordinary potential for both corruption and healing within our social connections. Another facet of the most fundamental truths of our Read more

Chapter 9-18: Projection and Perception: The Word, the Dream, and the Evolving Self

Chapter 9-18: Projection and Perception: The Word, the Dream, and the Evolving Self Oh, evil’s shadow boxer, when will you ever retire? Tis champion of a lonely dream world to which you aspire. Stop resuscitating dead illusions with mental pugilist blows, And a peaceful mind will replace the confusion you Read more

Projection and Perception: The Word, the Dream, and the Self

Projection and Perception: The Word, the Dream, and the Self Oh, evil’s shadow boxer, when will you ever retire? Tis champion of a lonely dream world to which you aspire. Stop resuscitating dead illusions with mental pugilist blows, And a peaceful mind will replace the confusion you now know. What Read more

Dreams and July 21, 1987: Projection and Perception–Finding Truth in the Mirror of Reality

Oh, evil’s shadow boxer, when will you ever retire? Tis champion of a lonely dream world to which you aspire. Stop resuscitating dead illusions with mental pugilist blows, And a peaceful mind will replace the confusion you now know.   What do you see when you glance into the mirror? Read more

Chapter 9-22: The New Architecture of Control: How Power Targets Women’s Autonomy

The Architecture of Illusion: How Society Silences Women Every society operates on an invisible framework known as the collective consciousness, populated with so-called facts we know as common knowledge. This shared set of beliefs, morals, and attitudes functions as the silent architecture of our daily lives. It dictates what we Read more

Chapter 35: Letting Go Of The Controls by Embracing the Chaos: Finding Peace in Uncertainty

Michael Cain, acting as Alfred If we are to name an era defined by its ceaseless unraveling, this would be it. From our vantage points at kitchen tables, in home offices, or the quiet confines of our living rooms, we observe a world spinning further into dissonance. Wars blaze, citizens Read more

Why We Feel Underappreciated (And What to Do About It)

I have walked through my days carrying a quiet ache: the sense that my work, my ideas, my truest self has gone unnoticed. I am not alone in this. The hunger to be seen and understood lives in nearly everyone, humming beneath the surface of ordinary life. Why that ache Read more

Chapter 27: Game Theory and the Unwavering Support for a Controversial Figure

Game theory offers a starkly rational lens through which to view the seemingly irrational. It dissects strategic interactions, where the choices of individuals are deeply intertwined with the anticipated actions of others. When we apply this framework to the perplexing phenomenon of unwavering support for a figure like Donald Trump—described Read more

Section Nine: Chapter 9-33-37: Dreams and Realities

Introduction–Is Life But a Dream? Exploring the Waking and Sleeping Mind Chapter 33: The Nocturnal Nexus: Where Dreams Unify Brain, Soul, and Self Chapter 34: Spiritually Significant Dream Categories: Ten Dream Pathways Beyond the Ordinary Mind Chapter 35: The Dreams That Entered My Life: Visitation, Prophecy, Remote Seeing, and the Read more

Chapter 27: The Power of Then: The Process of Reclaiming Disassociated Parts of Ourselves, And Healing Traumas from Present or Past Lives.

Embracing a Distant Past Writer’s note: As explored throughout the broader journey of An Electrician’s guide to our universe, and a life, love, and death upon its unlimited bandwidth, when we begin the process of healing from our human condition, we never know in advance what direction our path will Read more

Option 2 — Chapter 40: The Omega Convergence: Identity, Artificial Intelligence, and the Cosmic Grid

From: An Electrician’s Guide to Our Universe, and Life, Love, and Death Upon Its Unlimited Bandwidth We move through both physical and digital worlds under the banners of names, roles, and carefully assembled narratives. We are parents, professionals, artists, friends, citizens, and avatars. These labels form the intricate architecture we Read more

Chapter 40: The Omega Convergence: Identity, Artificial Intelligence, and the Cosmic Grid

Published by Bruce Paullin on May 13, We move through both physical and digital worlds under the banners of names, roles, and carefully assembled narratives. We are parents, professionals, artists, friends, citizens, and avatars. These labels form the intricate architecture we call identity: a structure built from memory, thought, social Read more

Chapter 9-38: The Dark Crystal, Kira Banash, a Cat Named Sassy, and the Miracle of Cosmic Synchronicity (winning book version)

The Dark Crystal, Kira Banash, a Cat Named Sassy, and the Miracle of Cosmic SynchronicityBy Bruce Paullin The universe is a mirror, and we are never merely looking into it—we are also helping create what we see. At times, that reflection brings joy, clarity, and wonder. At other times, it Read more

Chapter 9-42: The Flight of the Golden Phoenix

All that is gold does not glitter,Not all those who wander are lost;The old that is strong does not wither, Deep roots are not reached by the frost. From the ashes a fire shall be woken,A light from the shadows shall spring; Renewed shall be blade that was broken, The Read more