All of my writing is the result of a search for truth that I began in 1986, after a near suicide experience. I had written twelve hundred pages of material by 2021 about the effect of trauma and its relationship to mental illness and societal disease, and how healing Read more
Can we hear the truth from anyone, or does it require mutual trust and other factors? When Pontius Pilate asked Jesus “what is truth?” Jesus remained silent. Why did not Jesus speak truth to the greatest power of his day? My father was an intelligent man, filled with experiential wisdom Read more
Awakening the Soul in the Age of Disconnection — Confronting Our Collective Illusions to Rediscover Meaning What does it mean to truly wake up in a society that numbs us into collective slumber? The grids of modernity hum beneath our feet, offering captivating distractions cloaked as salvation. Technology, consumerism, tribal Read more
The following meditation was to become Truth’s “bell ringer” for me. The year was 1987, and I was still quite new to the path of healing and transformation. I had left my old life behind, and I was open to the experience of spiritual connection, and mastery. I had developed Read more
What if the human body held an extraordinary, often overlooked capability, a gateway to transcendent awareness that connects us to an intricate web of universal consciousness? Proprioception, often dismissed as just the sense of body position and movement, may hold the key to unlocking the mysteries of interconnectedness, not only Read more
The Bridge Between Science and Spiritual Insight Energy healing, a practice as ancient as humanity itself, stands at the crossroads of tradition and modern science. For millennia, cultures across the globe have articulated beliefs in unseen forces that sustain and influence health. Whether called chi, prana, life force, or invoked Read more
Unlocking the Mystery of Life Energy Fields What if the solution to healing, connection, and understanding our existence lies not within conventional medicine, but in the spaces between its definitions? The concept of life energy fields, or biofields, offers both profound questions and potential answers. Rooted in ancient wisdom yet Read more
Proprioception and the Greater Tapestry of Connected Existence Proprioception, often relegated to little more than a physiological mechanism for body awareness, holds a capacity so vast that its potential could rewrite our understanding of existence itself. What if this hidden sense could transcend its utilitarian roots and become a gateway Read more
Final version When Death Arrives: Understanding Our Universal Yet Deeply Personal Journey Death presents itself as both a humbling truth and an unmatched enigma in the tapestry of human existence. It is the ultimate equalizer, an inevitable reality every soul will face, and yet it holds an intensely personal resonance Read more
Chapter 1 – Understanding Death and Its Mysteries Death stands as one of life’s profound paradoxes. It is simultaneously ultimate in its certainty and infinite in its mystery. Everyone confronts it, yet no two experiences or understandings of death are alike. From ancient times to modern frameworks, the question of Read more
The Two Deaths: Spiritual Transformation and Mortal Acceptance Death, perhaps more than any other human experience, reveals the profound depths of our spiritual journey. Yet when we speak of death on the path to enlightenment, we encounter not one phenomenon but two distinct yet intimately connected experiences. The first is Read more
Mystery School Healing You have read the stories of healing, ranging from the simple to the complex, believable to the extraordinary, if not unbelievable. What about John of God, the famous faith healer from South America? What about Lourdes, France, and their holy water? What about those claiming to see Read more
The Unified Path to Healing and Spiritual Awakening What is the truth of our bodies, minds, and the divine? These interconnected aspects of human existence have sparked spiritual, philosophical, and scientific debates for centuries. Yet, even as knowledge evolves, many of us remain tethered by narratives that confine our understanding Read more
Chapter 19: No More Turning Away~Recovering From Suicidal Grief and the Lifelong Effects From Trauma A Search for Truth and a Journey Through the Abyss to Redemption Be mindful oh Mankind, of the painful secrets that we must keep, Through openness and honesty we may awaken, or by our suffering silence Read more
Children are not born with theology motivating their thoughts and behavior. They are born with a predominantly clean slate as far as cultural and religious conditioning goes, They have a foundation of human genetics and our history as human beings advising their biology and instinctual perspectives, but the majority of Read more
The Foundations of Faith and the Fabric of Self-Awareness What defines our spiritual beliefs? Are they authentic underpinnings of our true selves, shaped by our innate connection with the universe, or merely echoes of childhood conditioning and environmental influence? These questions strike at the core of human consciousness, intertwining our Read more
The search for authentic spiritual awareness represents one of humanity’s most profound quests. Yet for many, this journey becomes clouded by layers of inherited beliefs, cultural programming, and psychological patterns established in childhood. Understanding how we develop awareness of the divine—and distinguishing between genuine spiritual insight and conditioned responses—requires examining Read more
All that we see, and will ever see, unto whatever concept of eternity that we may have or develop, is ourselves. Is that a blessing, a curse, or a combination of the two? Straight away, I will define for the reader the type of “seeing” that I am referring to. Read more
Beyond Quick Fixes: Sustaining Authentic Spiritual Growth What does it mean to truly grow spiritually? It’s a question as old as humanity itself, yet one that feels particularly poignant in today’s fast-paced, consumption-driven world. Many individuals are seeking spiritual awareness, but far too often, this pursuit succumbs to superficial remedies Read more