Belief, Faith and Irrationality

Belief, faith and irrationality need not travel together as companions hopelessly chained together on the road to “salvation”. Evangelicals have a strong tendency to conform to worn out modes of thought and understanding, and are quite slow, as a religious culture, to adapt to the awakenings that are happening in Read more

Brain Damage

Brain Damage (Written by Roger Waters of Pink Floyd)   The lunatic is on the grass. The lunatic is on the grass. Remembering games and daisy chains and laughs.  Got to keep the loonies on the path.   The lunatic is in the hall. The lunatics are in my hall. Read more

Disease, Death, Spiritual Recovery, and Poetry

After the recent death of my father, on September 16th, I have had the privilege and challenge of going through and sorting a lifetime worth of writings and papers from my parents, and from myself.  After reading some of my mother’s personal writings, I was struck by the pain that Read more

DEATH’S BULLET HOLES

Notes to myself   Trump, and the NRA’s ideas around guns, are filled with holes, BULLET HOLES. I have written extensively about Toxic Masculinity, and there is a direct relationship between the damaged American Male, and the incidence of gun marketing, distribution, sales, use, murder and terrorism within our country. Read more

Do not be deceived.

There are those purporting to be “spiritual teachers” and advisors, who are admonishing their followers to abhor using human emotions with their dealings with the public. Specifically, I am frequently hearing that a “requirement for maintaining spiritual integrity” is to NOT EXPRESS ANGER, in any form, and instead to substitute Read more

Electrician Dream Of Healing With Marty, May 1 2017

Marty,   You are quite welcome.  I anticipate that the process will take a bit of time to work so that it is apparent to you.  Daily, or hourly, practice might be appropriate, unless your spirit tells you otherwise. We are all blessed by our sharing last evening, so thanks Read more

Fire and Fury

Fire and Fury   This sounds and looks like some of the hateful, judgmental descriptions of God by the “ancients” in some sections of the Old Testament. Someday even the ignorant, and the religiously ignorant, will start to understand the real God, and then we can move collectively towards a Read more

Further Explorations In Collective Consciousness

What is ‘prayer’, and why can it be so unsettling to many people?   SOME SPECIAL SIGHTS ALONG THE WAY OF LOVE   “Prayer” is a word that points to something so simple, normal, and natural, yet the word points to a much greater potential for shared reality than most Read more

Chapter 29 – Grandfather, Great Spirit, Thank You: A Parable Of My Life (Epilogue)

Grandfather Great Spirit, A Story Of Recovery On March 22, 1987, I finally made the decision to live. My grandparents provided their loving presences, and home, for me for four days, while I detoxified from sixteen years of drug abuse and alcoholism. Over the course of my lifetime, they had Read more

Knowledge and Google Search Algorithms

Many types of “knowledge” actually breed division and separation between human beings. It is easy to tell the difference between the teachers just by feeling within our own inner chambers of consciousness how their message impacts our hearts. Eventually the teacher presenting the highest learned “truths” of the day will Read more

Life Was Better With You

LIFE IS BETTER WITH YOU   Sharon White, Anne LaBorde, and myself attended the Michael Franti and Spearhead concert Saturday evening. Sharon and I look forward to his concert every year, as he is the musical advocate for all that we embrace with our hearts and soul. Sharing this common Read more

Anger, Spirituality, Toxic Masculinity

As I read, and hear about, the early death syndrome of the White American male, which may yet still capture me, I now know that our spiritual and economic systems are flirting with catastrophic collapse. For me, I layered myself with all manners of philosophies that suggested that I should Read more

Marty and Me Again

July 24, 2017   I am feeling a little challenged this morning. The challenge comes from being fully present for a married couple we have known and loved for a generation. A “two months to live” diagnosis for the husband, coupled with the wife’s obsessive compulsive nature to prove her Read more

Master Teacher Of The Light-An Epic, Disjointed Tale Of Disease, Recovery, and Healing

The following is an epic collection of thoughts about and experiences of my life. Master Teacher Of The Light More than once, certain members of our human race have had “mountain top” experiences, where true insight has been gained into understanding life, love, and both the ephemeral, and eternal, natures Read more

1992 Hood To Coast Race and A Drive From Ft. Steilacoom, Washington

  In 1992, I was still in communication with my ex-wife, Donelle.  At this point, she was in the mental hospital at Fort Steilacoom, Washington.  She was committed yet again in 1990, and was languishing in there when I visited her.  This was the 3rd time I had visited her Read more

Chapter 4.5 Book #8: Notes To Myself-The Beginning Of Insight

“The unexamined life is not worth living” Socrates  “The unexamined life” refers to a life lived by rote under the rules of others without the subject ever examining whether or not he truly wants to live with those routines or rules. According to Socrates, this type of life was not Read more

There Is Something Fundamental Here

If it weren’t for the incredible spiritual strength, and wisdom, of my life partner, Sharon White, I would not have been able to have, what some people call, the following “cathartic event”.   It was on a Thursday morning in February, and I was preparing to go to the Pilates Read more

Facebook Commentary

Why Facebook?   It all started rather subtly when people began to substitute email connections and the photographic attachments to them for much of their real life social involvement. It was such a natural progression from email communications to Facebook and all other present day online media forums.   How Read more

Spiritual/Cosmic Experiences, And Incomplete Integration With My Work Career

It was the summer of 1993, and I had scheduled a 5-day retreat with Eileen Bowden and 20 other followers of the Infinite Way, a mystical healing path originated by Joel Goldsmith (died in 1964).  The retreat took place in Federal Way, Washington, at the Pacific Palisades retreat center overlooking Read more