Alberto Villoldo Workshop at 1440 Multiversity 2018

On Friday night of the workshop, Alberto asked for us to ask for a dream.  Well, I had a dream, and its essence was relevant. In it, Alberto was a non-vocal observer, watching groups of people assembling a large foundation for some sort of huge, new building.  Sharon and I Read more…

Dream 4: Cosmic Christ Consciousness-Matthew Fox Workshop

April 1 2017 Dream After Friday evening’s seminar about mysticism with the Master Spiritual Teacher, Matthew Fox, we returned to our hotel room, to rest up for the next morning’s follow-up workshop on the Cosmic Christ. I had quite the deep, peaceful sleep, which lasted six hours for me. Prior Read more…

Grandfather Great Spirit Dream

1992 Dream in 1992 , while living in the Rock Creek area with Sharon, I had a most amazing dream, and for me to even be willing to share it with you is the miracle of love, and trust, that I have  (only Sharon has ever heard it , and Read more…

1964 Dream ( from Book #3)

THE DREAM: At 9 years of age I had a most amazing, realistic dream.  This was during a period of time when I slept very little, as I usually got to sleep no earlier than midnight, no matter how early I went to bed.  I lay in bed and reviewed Read more…

A Day In The Life

I awoke around 4:00 am, a time of day considered “too early to wake up” by most people. After our morning meditation and dialogue, Sharon White and I then drove towards my aunt Susie’s home, around 7:00 am, so that I could walk Sharyn’s companion dog Ruby. Sharyn was aunt Read more…

Marty and Dying, Death, and Transformation

The writing that follows was inspired by my long term friendship with a man diagnosed with terminally malignant melanoma.  His energy is now devoted to just getting through the day with as much peace of mind, and with as little chaos, as is possible under the absolutely overwhelming conditions of Read more…

Archetypes And Human Consciousness

Here is a simple truth, which is extremely complicated for many of us to understand. What we are witnessing in our political arena is the playing out of common human “archetypes” upon the  “screen of our world’s mind”, and upon our own individual psyches. The “evil, dark king”, the “repressed, Read more…

Black Holes

  A black hole is a region of space/time exhibiting such strong gravitational effects that nothing—including particles and electromagnetic radiation such as light—can escape from inside it. The theory of general relativity predicts that a sufficiently compact mass can deform space/time to form a black hole. The boundary of the Read more…

Eulogy for my friend, Marty.

I never knew what I was getting involved with when I offered to you all of my heart in friendship this year, having withheld so much of myself over the years. 2017 was the year when I finally learned how closely two male human beings could connect, and ultimately become Read more…

My Fathers’ Eulogy

First of all, we want to wish our deceased mother a symbolic Happy Birthday.  Today would have been her 87th birthday, had she lived.  It is remarkable to note that Dad and Mom are being buried together on the date of her birth.  This was arranged by our Loving Universe, Read more…

Jesus Of Nazareth, Toxic Masculinity and Toxic Religion

My “Christian Sermon” for the day will be quite brief. The story of the prodigal son IS ACTUALLY A PARABLE OF THE STORY OF JESUS OF NAZARETH, and is, potentially, our own story as well. Those that make him divinely inspired from birth have turned his life into a myth, Read more…

America’s Awakening Voice And Trump’s Consciousness

The Awakening Voice   Though the slowly shifting desert sands of time, Keep creating ever taller dunes for America’s lost, thirsty souls to climb. It is through transcending Trump’s hateful world of so little reason and rhyme, That we will reaffirm the way of Truth, with its quenching waters of Read more…

The Conspiracy Of Silence Part Seven Feb 18 2017 #metoo

Happy Birthday to my first wife, Donelle Mae Flick Paullin, who is 63 years old today. This story is not a happy message, and I have really edited it down to keep it a short, painful, disjointed story. I have not heard from Donelle for over 20 years now, since Read more…

The Conspiracy Of Silence Part Six “AA, Addictions, and Our Higher Power”

MIND (a poem) The Master Power that molds and makes, And Man is Mind, Evermore he takes the tools of thought And shaping what he wills, Creates a thousand joys, A thousand ills, He thinks in secret But in comes to pass, Environment is but his looking-glass. James Allen (As Read more…

The Conspiracy Of Silence Part Four “He Is Just Waiting For A Better Day”

The following message is dedicated to my Best Friend from 1986-1987, Steve, and to: My Search For Truth   I am going to take a “walk on the wild side” for this message.   This is an excerpt from my memoirs and represents part of a real life experience, with Read more…

The Conspiracy Of Silence “Dead Men Tell No Tales”

The dead cannot cry out for justice. It is a duty of the living to do so for them. – Lois McMaster Bujold This is the third part of my continuing series on “Silence”. There has been an epidemic of younger, white, middle class men who have been dying at Read more…

The Conspiracy Of Silence Part Two “Don’t Talk, Don’t Feel, Don’t Heal”

This is the second part of my continuing series on silence:   We arrived at the Oregon coast, at Cannon Beach, on a partly sunny Monday afternoon. We were quickly greeted by our very long-term dear friend from Arizona, June and her ten-year love interest, Michael (are you ever getting Read more…

The Conspiracy Of Silence Part One “The Teacher”

This is the first of a series exploring the reasons behind my participation in The Conspiracy Of Silence   She considered herself a minister, and a teacher, and a leader, for those on “the spiritual path”. She was quite the planner, and was also studious, and read everything readily available Read more…

THE WHITE BEARDED OLD MAN UP THERE

Friday, Donald Trump continued to contemplate, with his former aide and disgraced General Flynn, the overthrow of our government through implementation of martial law.  The Times reported Saturday that Trump asked during a White House meeting that also involved Flynn’s lawyer, Sidney Powell, about a recommendation his former aide had Read more…