The Great White Hopeless, Donald Trump

The Great White Hopeless, Donald Trump. The great white hopeless, the American male, now crippled by despair, anger, hatred, and poor judgement. “oh, and one more thingyou’re not going to likewhat comes after America…”–Leonard Cohen And yet, the heartless, thoughtless, Read more

Mental Illness and Penetrating The Conspiracy Of Silence, or How I Lived Beyond My Expiration Date (Book #5)

“It is No Measure of Health to Be Well Adjusted to a Profoundly Sick Society”—Jiddu Krishnamurti Be mindful oh Mankind, of all the painful secrets that we must keep,By sharing with others we may awaken, or by our suffering silence Read more

Letter To Brian Adamson of Balboa Press

Brian,      I am nearly sixty four years old.  I have been writing since 2016, with no intention of ever publishing. In 2017, my best friend, who had been in remission from terminal malignant melanoma, was finally able to convince Read more

Deactivating Facebook, and Future Blogs

Our lives begin to end, the moment we become silent about things that matter—-Martin Luther King Or: There are two secrets to a successful life. 1. Don’t tell everyone everything that you know. 2. I deactivated my Facebook accounts on Read more

2017-A Year Of Great Loss, and Hope (Book #4)

A New Easter Sunrise Over the years, I have become deeply disturbed by the developments within our shared world, within my individual consciousness, and the points of connection between self and other, through language, religion, and philosophy, that have created Read more

Chapter 14:  Toxic Masculinity and Defender Dan

Chapter 14:  Toxic Masculinity And Defender Dan “Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life and you will call it fate.” ― C.G. Jung Guns, gold, greed, gonads, and girls. . . . how much is enough, Read more

To Begin To Penetrate Our Conspiracy Of Silence (Book #2)

Engaging Our Launch Sequence In Life “We set sail on this new sea because there is new knowledge to be gained, and new rights to be won, and they must be won and used for the progress of all people. Read more

Mankind’s Healing Potential (Book #1)

As the slowly shifting sands of time create ever taller hills for lost souls to climb, It is in this selfish, hateful world of little reason and rhyme, that I must seek the way to truth, to find Love sublime. Read more

The Pearl Of Greatest Price

Again, the kingdom of heaven is like unto a merchant man, seeking goodly pearls: Who, when he had found one pearl of great price, went and sold all that he had, and bought it. —-Jesus of Nazareth One of the Read more

FLEAS

The funny thing about truth is the fact that while I think that I am living it, the real truth may be trying to inform me otherwise. It is always a revelation to hear the truth (about whatever?), and the Read more

Sharon Ann White-Healer, Dreamer, Goddess, Best Friend

I devote this chapter to my wife, Sharon White.  Sharon is younger at age 72 than when she was at age 42, when I first met her. The lessons of love learned while with my wife Sharon could encompass an Read more

Marie Schmidt, and The Infinite Way

In 1987, I met Marie Schmidt, a practitioner of Joel Goldsmith’s The Infinite Way, which is a movement involved with mysticism and spiritual healing..  She was a woman about 87 years old, who taught every Sunday at the old YWCA Read more

Smiling Or Laughing With The Truth –The Master Teacher Speaks

I have always known that there is something fundamentally wrong with the way that we, as humans, live our lives, and communicate with each other. I have not always known what the source of my own disease was, however. My Read more

Thoughts and Prayers

In prayer it is better to have a heart without words than words without a heart. —Mahatma Gandhi   Our brains have incredible capabilities, and their co-existence with the human mind creates an infinite capacity for human experience. One of Read more

The Lemming Effect and Preserving Our Spiritual Identity

A person who has thoroughly investigated human collective consciousness would find that there are many unconscious or unwritten rules for engagement between all members of society, in addition to the conscious and/or written ones.. The unconscious rules have been with Read more

Marty Crouch and Me

Edit This has not been edited, but is published so that I can access it from another platform Marty and Me Over the years, I have become deeply disturbed by the developments within our shared world, within my individual consciousness, Read more

(proposed) Introduction to Book #8: The Launching Pad

“We set sail on this new sea because there is new knowledge to be gained, and new rights to be won, and they must be won and used for the progress of all people. For space science, like nuclear science Read more

Chapter 17 – Recovery and Healing, Part 3 Sharon

I devote this chapter to my wife, Sharon White.  The lessons of love learned while with my wife Sharon could encompass an entire book of its own.. On July 4, 1989  I met Sharon, and her daughter Hayley while attending Read more

Laurie and Marie — Meditation and Spiritual Healing

Looking back, everything worked out just fine, I think.  Pursuing a woman overly concerned with appearances could not have brought long-term happiness to me, and there was little reason to hope that a love relationship with Masha would have worked.  Read more

Chapter 13 – Damaged: High School, Friends, College, Employment, and Beyond

Evergreen High School Class of 1973 Photograph of Donelle Mae Flick (Paullin) My first wife, Donelle Mae Flick Paullin, suffered from what psychiatric professionals labeled as paranoid schizophrenia. I struggled mightily to help, and to understand her, over the many Read more