Asteroids, Ureteroids, Laser Lithotripsy, And Kidney Stones

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WYSupJ5r2zo . Amanda V., my urologist and surgeon for Wednesdays Asteroids game, er, surgery, hopefully has practiced up on this old classic. She will be, wait for this, sticking a laser unit up through the penis and the bladder into Read more

The Potential For Evil Embodied Within Catholicism and Other Organized Religions

.(inspired by unearthing of unmarked graves of thousands of indigenous children in Canada, and now America) . There is no relationship between awareness, and faith. Awareness is a fact, faith is only a belief—-Jiddhu Krishnamurti . I can just see Read more

Patriarchy and Toxic Masculinity Makes Catholicism An Incipient Evil

(the following article is from New York Times, the blog following it is from me) . In 1898, the Marieval Residential School opened its doors and it closed its doors, in 1996. The Roman Catholic Church overseeing the gravesite, the Read more

Chapter 2.5: The Common Knowledge Game and The Lemming Effect

Each and every one of us has the capacity to be an oppressor. I want to encourage each and every one of us to interrogate how we might be an oppressor and how we might be able to become liberators Read more

Chapter 7 (alternate): July 21, 1987: The Master Teacher Speaks

Chapter 7: July 21, 1987: The Master Teacher Speaks (alternate) the truth is like rainwater pouring over jagged rocks embedded within the mountains of human ignorance through many generations, or iterations of individual self. Eventually, it wears down the rough Read more

Chapter 10, Book #8: The Master Teacher Speaks

The truth is like rain water pouring over jagged rocks embedded within the mountain of human ignorance through many generations, or iterations of individual self. Eventually, it wears down the rough edges, and creates gentler pathways for future rains to Read more

Chapter 6: Hearing Voices, Hearing Silence

Remember that Minotaur, and Theseus needing a clew (clue) to find his way out of the labyrinth, once he finally defeated the monster?  It is not enough to find our internal demons, and then slay them, if, in the process, Read more

Chapter 11: The Divine Feminine And All The Healing Things We Can Know

Life was never an easy journey for me, and had it not been for some deep need to understand my dysfunctional process, and try to find the underlying truth amidst my ongoing personal chaos prior to 1987, I would have Read more

Chapter 4, Book #8: To Be Born In Ancient Times, To Be Born Again In The Now (alternate to chapter 4)

“The past is not real, it is only a collection of related assumptions”—-Elisha Scott We are about to take a creative, whirlwind tour through history, dating back to , perhaps, a million years ago or more.  The last thing I Read more

THE BIG LIE: Trumplican Repugnantlicans

I love the true Republican and Democratic party. What now calls itself the Republican party is a Putin and Trump inspired toxic misrepresentation of our national values and supportive political system. THE BIG LIARS You know who they are, there Read more

Book #8 Prologue (alternate): The Miracle Experiment and the Conspiracy Of Silence

  It is what it is, but it is not what it seems —Paul Hewson . To “follow new paths of consciousness”, while knowing that “you can’t be real” sets up quite a transformational dynamic within consciousness. If “you” can’t Read more

To My Mentally Ill Stepdaughter-An Exercise in Futility?

One evening, a Cherokee elder was teaching his grandson about life. “A fight is going on inside me,” he said to the boy. “It is a terrible fight, and it is between two wolves. This battle that goes on between Read more

Chapter Two: Trauma ( lots of duplication)

Be mindful, oh Mankind, of all of the painful secrets that we must keep, For, by our suffering silence, we will not awaken, but just die alone, powerless, and asleep. —–Elisha Scott . Like most of us, I have had Read more

Chapter 8: Enlightenment

Now the earth was formless and void, and darkness was over the surface of the deep. And the Spirit of our healed heart was hovering over the surface of the waters. And our healed Heart said, “Let there be light,”  and Read more

Beryl Donald Paullin (4/17/1927-9/15/2017)

Had my father survived, he would have been 98 years old. And, it would not have been a very happy life, because dementia was really taking a toll on the poor man. The last conversation that I had with my Read more

Chapter 3-Book #8: The Mystery Of The Path Between You And Me

Life’s journey is forever like a dotted line pathway.  It is the quality of our connections with each other that fills in the space between the dots.  Empathy is the major vehicle for our consciousness to transcend our apparent differences, Read more

Chaptes 10-13, Book #8: Some Special Sights Along The Way Of Love-(Major Edit Required)

-Enlightenment,Prayer, Dreams, Visions, Mysteries, and Histories . I do not look to the darkness for the light. I found my own light, a light that dispels the darkness of others, and of my historical self.  This book has been my Read more