Psychedelic Assisted Recovery From Trauma And Alcoholism

Bill Wilson of AA renown, 20 years after his own recovery from alcoholism in 1935, engaged in psychedelic therapy for his chronic depression, beginning in 1955. He believed that this therapy would be of great benefit to those recovering people Read more

This Is The End (My Musings On A Difficult Topic)

It is heartbreaking work to be the primary caregiver for a family member or friend suffering from dementia. I cared for 6 years for my father, who suffered mightily, especially the final 18 months of his life. I had no Read more

GURU

Jim and Sharon,, I think we did much better for our lives, and for our Spirit, by not becoming yet another profit  centered ego passing as the latest minstrel of Truth, whether Western, or Eastern based in understanding. True guru’s Read more

Football, and Family

FOOTBALL is everywhere, yet again.  It is the season to rally around our favorite teams, be they high school, college, or professional.  We tend to support the “home” teams (go Ducks, Beavers!)I never had a home professional team, being from Read more

Healing and My Fifty-Year High School Class Reunion

I completed this phase of my week of tears and mourning, and smiles, joy, and celebration, around my upbringing and my entire school experience, The 50-year class reunion brought many hours of contemplation, meditation, and healing intentions and actions, and Read more

50 Year Rex Putnam High School Reunion Facebook Post

50-year Rex Putnam 1973 class reunion Saturday night and Sunday! Kudos to Steven Riddell for organizing the event! I really did not want to come to the reunion, yet I knew that it was required for some measure of healing Read more

Book 8, Part 2(5): The Conspiracy Of Silence, The Search For Truth, And The Miracle Experiment

Table Of Contents introductory/prologue/first chapter type of material. Part One Author’s Note Prologue  Revisiting a Troubled Past, Finding A Way To Live In The Present Introduction (2) or Chapter One Danny B.  And The Potential Cost Of Telling The Truth Read more

Grounding and Bonding–An Electrician’s Guide To Our Galaxy

Set your course by the light of the stars, not by the lights of every passing ship–Omar Bradley      The number 42 is a significance number in the book The Hitchhiker’s Guide To The Galaxy, by Douglas Adams.  The Read more

Final Notes On Book #8

No More Turning Away—Breaking The Conspiracy Of Silence How can we see the big picture, when we put just our face, the face of our past, our family history, and the history of humankind, in the picture frame? Research for Read more

No More Turning Away—-Breaking The Conspiracy Of Silence

No More Turning Away—Breaking The Conspiracy Of Silence How can we see the big picture, when we put just our face, the face of our past, our family history, and the history of humankind, in the picture frame? Research for Read more

Final Trauma Narrative?

       I find myself sad, and a little tearful this morning.  I grieve for all the spinoffs, or exiles of self that I created, and sent off into the deep wilderness of my unexplored interior domain due to Read more

Father’s Day Remembrance Message

This is a posthumous happy father’s day message about our father, Beryl Donald Paullin, who passed on Sept 16, 2017. Sharon and I read some of Dad’s 100’s of famous expressions today.  What insight, and wit that he possessed! And, Read more

Book #8: No More Turning Away-Breaking The Conspiracy Of Silence

I sent the introduction/prologue to nearly four dozen of my friends, and important acquaintances.  I received three replies, and one had no clue what I was talking about.  Well, I am not deterred.  I am guessing that this book will Read more

Prologue—No More Turning Away

Prologue-Book #8 . No More Turning Away—Breaking the Conspiracy of Silence, by Bruce Paullin . If you want to become whole, let yourself be broken. If you want to become straight, let yourself be crooked. If you want to become Read more

Book #8-No More Turning Away–Breaking The Conspiracy Of Silence

(Final Edit According To My Editor, but I will be making a final adjustment of about 10 additional pages prior to submittal for publishing) No More Turning Away; How to Break the Conspiracy of Silence and Embrace Life By Bruce Read more

Book 8 Chapter 11 Enlightenment

Enlightenment   If we can awaken from the dream of separation from our true and noble nature, we can be healed, and the beauty, awe, and the mystery and magesty of life can predominate.  With our awakenings, the one true Read more

No More Turning Away

Photo taken by famous raconteur, African historian, conservationist, photographer, and tour guide, Russell Gammon. He caught me in a rare moment of serious observation of wildlife—-of fellow Road Scholars ‘at our amazing barbecue and picnic in the middle of the Read more

End Of Blog, Or Beginning Of New Subscribers?

While on a 107 day vacation, interest in the blog site has plummeted to never before seen levels. I am in the process of writing two new books, one a fictional book, tentavivrly named Escape From The Labyrinth,  and one Read more

Book #8—No More Turning Away-Ending The Conspiracy Of Silence—Edit#3 by Melinda

Day #77 on world tour.  Just got this over our satellite network, while in the middle of the Indian Ocean.  On to Mauritius! This started with over 1000 complete pages, Melinda pared it down to 209 pages. It should be Read more

Now Book #9 Start: An Electrician’s Guide To The Galaxy

An Electrician’s Guide to Our Galaxy Guide your ship by the light of the stars, not by the fading lights of ships passing in the night —Omar Bradley In a vast sea of literature, few works manage to navigate the Read more