Chapter 7 – Toxic Masculinity, Its Values and Principles

“Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life and you will call it fate.” ― C.G. Jung I wrote this chapter as a direct reaction to my relationship with my father, my father’s friends over his lifetime, Read more…

Corinne Beatrice Henry Paullin-My Mother

I would like to write a bit about my mother, Corinne Beatrice Henry Paullin.  She was one of the finest, most loving and reliable persons in my life.  I never doubted her love or caring for me, or for our Read more…

Chapter 10 – Beryl Donald Paullin

 My Father, Beryl Donald Paullin My “search for Truth” would take a long detour through my relationship with my father.  I never had much desire to write about the “search for truth” that I had undertaken in the 1980’s, let Read more…

Insight Into The Conspiracy Of Silence, or, How I Lived Beyond My Expiration Date-From Prologue To Chapter 14

Conspiracy of Silence —-(definition from Wikipedia) An agreement, either formal or tacit, between two or more parties not to discuss some matter nor to reveal any information concerning it, especially in order to avoid blame, embarrassment, or other discomfort.   Read more…

First Book ( for Melinda)-Never Published-Penetrating The Conspiracy Of Silence, or How I Lived Beyond My Expiration Date–Part One Latest Revision: July 17, 2018

PART ONE:  INDIVIDUAL CONSCIOUSNESS Conspiracy of Silence —-(definition from Wikipedia) An agreement, either formal or tacit, between two or more parties not to discuss some matter nor to reveal any information concerning it, especially in order to avoid blame, embarrassment, Read more…

PART TWO–THE PATH THROUGH COLLECTIVE CONSCIOUSNESS

We will either heal together as a country, as a world, and as individuals, or we will all die alone —–Bruce Paullin PART 2:  THE PATH THROUGH COLLECTIVE CONSCIOUSNESS In this time when the anti-Christ seems to rule the United Read more…

Chapter 22 – Recovery and Healing, Part 8 Second Birth

  It has been said by friends and family that, at times,  I have created quite the unique life experience for myself, though it certainly was not newsworthy or extraordinary in any obvious ways.   I would now like to Read more…

January 28, 1986. (post from January 28, 2016)

This was one of those most disturbing and amazing days in American history, as well as with my own personal history. Many citizens of our country had their hopes and dreams dashed, with the 7 American heroes who died 31 Read more…

For A Very Special Father, With Love (a birthday card written by me from 1995)

After Dad had passed away, my sister Pam and I had to go through his house (last October) to prepare it for a remodel prior to a potential sale.  While going through Dad’s desk, Pam found a birthday card that Read more…

Reasons and Rhymes with Donald Trump

: “No lie is too bald-faced to embrace and promote, especially if it makes me and my family richer, or makes me look better in the public eye” “Because of my vanity and insanity, I love to talk profanity with Read more…

Feb 18 2016 “God Is On Our Side?”

The way to know that “God is on our side” in any discussion, argument, or war is when the urge to damage or destroy each other is abated, and our primary desires are understanding and reconciliation. Obviously, God has little Read more…

March 15 2016 “A New World Religion”

A new world religion has emerged upon our consciousness, one that does not exist solely to support the needs of the Jewish, Muslim, Buddhist, or Christian communities. Its sacred texts are written in the stars, upon the lands that we Read more…

Nov 9 2016 Trump’s Regime Is Elected, Let’s Put A Stop To The Purging Of Sanity

A vile, lying, divisive man, has parlayed his ability to profit off of the fear and hatred in the unhealed hearts of Americans, to become president of the United States. Even the Pope took pause with this man, questioning his Read more…

Nov 16 2016 Journey To The Center Of My Being

This is an excerpt from my journal: I am eternally indebted to Sharon White for her loving acceptance and support for my healing process. JOURNEY TO THE CENTER OF MY BEING, OR, THE GOSPEL ACCORDING TO BRUCE– a brief history Read more…

Gary Johnson and Prayer

I am going to take a different direction with this blog for a moment. This photograph is from around 1991, when I was an apprentice with the Local 48’s Electrician’s Apprenticeship program(1988-1992). . Yesterday I saw David McElwie at the Read more…

Dec 30 2016-Fruits of the Spirit: Writing Begins Again!

As I prepare to greet my 62nd new year, I want to acknowledge a couple of spiritual gifts that life delivered to me this past year. This year has been among the most challenging, and spiritually eventful, periods of my Read more…

Book #8: Addendum to Anosognosia: Accessing The Unknown

    The “unknown” is the opening in our mind and heart that God (change to higher power, or whatever represents love, beauty, and healing to you) speaks through, so that we can find the truth and spirit of this Read more…