Knowing Thyself in a World of Theories

What if I were to tell you that everything you think you know about yourself is only a theory, and potentially an unproven one at that? Consider for a moment that everything you believe about your significant other, your children, your parents, and even your best friends, are similarly unproven theories. What if the entire world around you — the plants, animals, oceans, and even the rocks and dirt — is built on theories that are as fluid and changing as the currents of an ocean?

Now, extend this line of thinking to your beliefs about God, the Bible, Christianity, and other religions. Are these ideas and beliefs grounded in unshakeable facts, or are they constructs of the human mind, subject to the same uncertainties and evolution as any scientific theory? What if all we witness with our senses and reflect upon with our minds are merely evolving constructs, forever shifting under the discerning eye of human consciousness?

At the heart of this inquiry lies the ancient maxim, “Know thyself, and thou will know God, and the Universe,” a wisdom attributed to both Pythagoras and the Oracle at Delphi. This statement captures the essence of our quest for understanding — that true knowledge begins with self-awareness. Understanding oneself is foundational to comprehending the broader realities of life and the universe.

To grapple with self-knowledge, we must discern the nature of our beliefs. Are they rooted in facts, governed by immutable laws, or are they theoretical constructs shaped by cultural narratives and mythological stories? Often, our personal philosophies are an amalgamation of scientific observations, religious teachings, and cultural myths, each contributing to our understanding of reality and our place within it.

Religion and spirituality have served as guides for humanity’s search for meaning and purpose. Yet, they can both illuminate and obscure the path to self-awareness. On one hand, they offer frameworks for understanding the universe and our role in it. On the other, they may impose rigid structures that limit our capacity for insight and personal growth.

Similarly, personal philosophies — the lens through which we interpret our experiences — can either liberate or confine us. To truly “know thyself,” we must scrutinize these lenses, questioning whether they bring clarity or perpetuate illusions.

The path to self-awareness is fraught with obstacles, chief among them being the cultural and familial conditioning that shapes our early lives. From birth, we are immersed in a sea of beliefs, attitudes, and values that define acceptable behavior and thought. Breaking free from these ingrained patterns requires a tremendous depth of desire to understand oneself in a more profound and holistic way.

This journey often involves confronting the suffering, ignorance, and indifference that has conditioned our responses to the world. It demands a willingness to wrestle with both personal and cultural demons and angels, navigating the dualities that exist within and around us.

Insight, the profound understanding of the self, has been the path to higher consciousness since humans first conceived of a unique self and a higher power. This path necessitates a strength of will to traverse the treacherous terrain of transformation, where old beliefs are dismantled, and new understandings emerge.

To develop this capacity for insight, one must cultivate a relentless curiosity and an unwavering commitment to self-exploration. It is a quest that requires us to venture beyond the comfort of our established beliefs, into the sacred silence where true understanding resides.

From the dawn of human civilization, the pursuit of self-awareness has been a central theme in philosophy, religion, and spirituality. The ancient teachings of Pythagoras, the philosophical inquiries of Socrates, the meditative practices of Eastern traditions — all echo the importance of knowing oneself as the key to understanding the universe.

In the modern era, this quest remains as relevant as ever. Amidst the noise of contemporary life, the call to “know thyself” rings with renewed urgency. It invites us to pause, reflect, and engage in the deep work of self-discovery.

In a world overflowing with theories and unproven beliefs, the quest for self-awareness stands as a beacon of clarity. It challenges us to move beyond the superficial understanding of facts and theories, into the deeper realms of insight and transformation. By knowing ourselves, we not only unlock the mysteries of our own existence but also gain a profound understanding of the world and the universe at large.

If you are ready to embark on this path of self-discovery, to confront the theories and beliefs that shape your reality, and to seek the deeper truths that lie within, join me and many others on this transformative journey. Together, we can explore the sacred silence beneath our internal matrix of memories and knowledge, and uncover the true essence of who we are.

The Power of Storytelling and the Search for Truth

“It is what it is, but it is not what it seems.” —Paul Hewson

Let us all be the best that we can be.

Let us all ‘lose our minds,’ and find our truth.

We all love a great story. Those who have developed real insight into stories, who can translate the essence of an experience and convey the emotion of all participating characters through words, become the raconteurs of our culture. These honored storytellers may become famous and beloved novelists, musicians and rock stars, ministers, writers of religious texts, comedians, and playwrights. Whether the story is real or fiction, personal or historical, as long as it entertains, it will keep our attention. The best storytellers know this well, often bending the truth to create compelling narratives.

Storytelling is a powerful tool that shapes our culture, identities, and connections with others. It transcends boundaries, bringing people together on a fundamental human level. Stories serve as vehicles for shared experiences, emotions, and values, forging a collective consciousness. They are a mirror often reflecting societal norms and aspirations, while also acting as a catalyst for change.

While authenticity is highly valued, the best stories often manipulate truth to convey deeper, more universal messages. This duality is inherent in storytelling. There are times when embellishing or altering facts can lead to a more profound understanding or a stronger emotional impact. This does not diminish the value of truth but rather enhances its resonance by making it more relatable and impactful.

The concept of “losing our minds” can be seen as a metaphor for breaking free from conventional thinking and finding personal truth. It’s about challenging the status quo and exploring new perspectives that lead to personal growth and societal progress. This process of deconstruction and reconstruction is vital for discovering deeper truths about ourselves and the world around us.

In today’s world, modern raconteurs—whether they are writers, musicians, or digital content creators—play a crucial role beyond entertainment. They are influencers with the power to reshape narratives and challenge established norms. In an era where information is abundant yet superficial, these storytellers help us sift through the noise to find meaning and connection.

Technology has revolutionized storytelling, offering new opportunities for diverse voices to be heard. The convergence of digital media and storytelling has democratized content creation, distribution, and consumption. Platforms like social media, podcasts, and streaming services have expanded the reach of storytellers, allowing them to engage with global audiences. This technological shift has not only amplified stories but also enriched them with multimedia elements that enhance their impact.

We all create stories about our individual lives and our relationships with others and the world. We also listen intently to the stories told to us by our parents, teachers, religions, history, and society about who we are, who others once were or now are, and who we might aspire to become. Many of our stories, both individually and those created by society, are steeped in illusion, ignorance, half-truths, and outright falsehoods. Far too many stories are illusory dramas about our attempts to control others and our failed attempts at control over our own lives. Yet, these stories have a hypnotic appeal, especially to those who have not undertaken the process of insight and healing.

At some point in our lives, we must begin a “search for truth,” lest our entire life experience be lived without true integrity, the potential for healing, and alignment with reality. Some aspects of life elude effective communication and never get incorporated into our personal stories, adding to the collective conspiracy of silence. Other people’s stories and garbage fill the empty spaces within our own stories, adding to our internal confusion and chaos.

Life was never an easy journey for me. Had it not been for my deep need to understand my dysfunctional process and find the underlying truth amid my personal chaos, I would have long ago been silenced by the disease. Some wounds are so deep and primal that merely pasting new names onto aspects of the disease and creating new stories are not enough. It is each of our responsibilities as conscious human beings to bring our personal truth and stories, no matter how incomplete, to the collective experience.  This has resulted in nearly 1000 blog posts, and 12 large books being written by me, so far.

Names and stories are conveniences for communication, never comprehensive enough to reveal the true natures of what they represent. The process of naming is our consciousness’s way of weighing and measuring new forms of life, ideas, and experiences. Naming attaches a dynamic process to a fixed point in time and space, always with a past frame of reference, thus lodging it permanently in the past.

Creating stories and context and conversing about life’s details do not dislodge the detritus from our consciousness. If we need change, we must find a way to see under the vast matrix of details that float on the mind’s surface. Those who choose to name processes and create stories must have personally explored and experienced movements through consciousness and found the Silence at the foundation of our being. Otherwise, the process of naming and the resulting stories are just more intellectual knowledge and entertainment for a superficial mind and will not pry open the healing doors to insight and wisdom.

“Once I had asked God for one or two extra inches in height, but instead, he made me as tall as the sky, so high that I could not measure myself.” —Malala Yousafzai

The intellectual and the atheist, though possessing finely tuned minds, can never explore the mystery and depth of the human soul and comprehend that we all have a connection with Infinity. The willing explorer of new paths of consciousness or the mystic both have access to the limitless territory of the Spirit, soaring to new heights and seeing sights rarely seen by the rest of mankind.

In the end, storytelling is not just about conveying facts but about sharing experiences, emotions, and truths—sometimes even those that lie beyond the realm of conventional understanding. It is an invitation to lose our minds, find our truth, and ultimately connect with the infinite tapestry of human existence.

So, What is Truth? A Journey Beyond Simple Explanations

In our quest for understanding and meaning, we often ask ourselves the profound question, “What is truth?” This inquiry is not merely an academic exercise but a deeply personal and existential exploration that varies with each individual’s experiences and cultural narratives. Sometimes, we must remain open to a mystery that far transcends the simple explanations offered by our past and our culture.

Truth is not a fixed destination; it is a continuous, evolving path. My own life has been a testament to this concept. From 1971 through 1987, as a practicing alcoholic and drug addict, I lost most of my freedom of choice. I was part of a group that lived lives of desperation, addiction, and mental illness—a collective march towards suicide.

During those dark years, I was trapped in self-destructive stories and realities that seemed inescapable. Yet, it was through this labyrinth of suffering that I began to understand that truth is a dynamic, ongoing process. It’s a personal journey where beliefs are continuously challenged and evolved.

The stories we tell ourselves and others significantly shape our understanding of truth. When I was lost in addiction, the narrative I clung to was one of hopelessness and despair. These stories were not just personal; they were reinforced by cultural and societal narratives that kept me in a loop of self-destruction.

However, I also discovered life-affirming truths that transformed my reality. By consciously choosing narratives that empower and heal, we can redefine our understanding of truth. The power of narratives lies in their ability to shape our perceptions and, ultimately, our lives.

The process of recovery from addiction is a powerful metaphor for the pursuit of truth. Both journeys require support, self-awareness, and the courage to embrace change. Just as I needed a support system to overcome my addictions, we all need a community that fosters truth-seeking.

Recovery taught me the importance of honesty and vulnerability. To seek truth, we must be willing to confront our deepest fears and insecurities. It’s a path that demands relentless self-examination and the courage to accept uncomfortable truths.

Cultural and societal narratives play a crucial role in shaping our perception of truth. These stories often lead to division and misunderstanding. For example, the story of Armageddon—both as an individual and collective event—becomes very real to those trapped by illusions of powerlessness and despair.

We are susceptible to political and religious propaganda, seeking tribes that offer a sense of safety and purpose, even if it comes at the expense of others. These narratives keep us disconnected from our true selves and perpetuate a limited view of “our people,” reinforcing stereotypes and division.

Honesty and vulnerability are essential in seeking and sharing truth. My spiritual awakening process, which began in 1987, was marked by a newfound commitment to living authentically. I chose to live life more fully, with enhanced personal awareness, good health, and honest expression of all feelings.

By examining my life to its deepest core, I uncovered the sources of my spiritual disease and despair. This introspection allowed me to break free from the conspiracy of silence that had kept me and many others in bondage.

Another layer of the conspiracy of silence exists around the Divine, Higher Power, God, or Truth. Organized religions, intellectual savants, and political powers often obfuscate the truth that underlies all existence. When Pontius Pilate asked Jesus, “What is truth?” Jesus remained silent. This question was intended as mockery, and that principle continues today. Speaking truth to power is not easy, no matter how enlightened one might appear.

Truth is like continuous rainfall upon rocky mountains. It does not immediately displace all the sharp, dangerous edges of ignorance, but over time, it erodes the roughest terrains and exposes deeper layers of existence. Those who are not patient may find themselves mortally wounded by thrusting too aggressively against the monuments of stupidity and ignorance that often control religious, political, and economic powers within civilization.

Those who touch the Infinite relate back to the world the ineffability of the experience, though they are deeply impacted by that contact. The universe of Spirit defies rationality but will eventually speak intelligently through a healed human mind. First, the mind has to be properly prepared and willing to communicate, despite the struggle to interpret or express its energy.

However, if the mind is overburdened by education, knowledge, and cultural inculcation, the Infinite will speak through distorted measures of reality, creating illusion, deception, and delusion. To seek truth, we must unburden our minds and open ourselves to the profound mysteries that transcend simple explanations.

Truth is not a static concept but an evolving, personal, and collective journey. By examining our narratives, overcoming our addictions, and fostering honesty and vulnerability, we can move closer to understanding the profound mysteries of existence. Cultural and societal stories shape our perception of truth, but we have the power to choose life-affirming narratives that heal and unite.

In this ongoing quest for truth, we must remain open to the ineffable and be willing to confront the deep-seated illusions that hinder our progress. By doing so, we can contribute to a collective awakening that transcends division and fosters a deeper, shared understanding of our existence.

If you are on a similar path of seeking truth and overcoming personal and collective challenges, I invite you to share your story and join a community of like-minded individuals committed to growth and healing. Together, we can unravel the mysteries of truth and build a more enlightened and connected world.


Bruce

Presently, I am 67 years old, and I am learning how to live the life of a retired person. I am married to Sharon White, a retired hospice nurse, and writer. Whose Death Is It Anyway-A Hospice Nurse Remembers Sharon is a wonderful friend and life partner of nearly 30 years. We have three grandsons through two of Sharon's children. I am not a published writer or poet. My writings are part of my new life in retirement. I have recently created a blog, and I began filling it up with my writings on matters of recovery and spirituality. I saw that my blog contained enough material for a book, so that is now my new intention, to publish a book, if only so that my grandsons can get to know who their grandfather really was, once I am gone. The title for my first book will be: Penetrating The Conspiracy Of Silence, or, How I Lived Beyond My Expiration Date I have since written 7 more books, all of which are now posted on this site. I have no plans to publish any of them, as their material is not of general interest, and would not generate enough income to justify costs. I have taken a deep look at life, and written extensively about it from a unique and rarely communicated perspective. Some of my writing is from 2016 on to the present moment. Other writing covers the time prior to 1987 when I was a boy, then an addict and alcoholic, with my subsequent recovery experience, and search for "Truth". Others are about my more recent experiences around the subjects of death, dying, and transformation, and friends and family having the most challenging of life's experiences. There are also writings derived from my personal involvement with and insight into toxic masculinity, toxic religion, toxic capitalism, and all of their intersections with our leadere. These topics will not be a draw for all people, as such personal and/or cultural toxicities tends to get ignored, overlooked, or "normalized" by those with little time for insight, introspection, or interest in other people's points of view on these troubling issues. There also will be a couple of writings/musings about "GOD", but I try to limit that kind of verbal gymnastics, because it is like chasing a sunbeam with a flashlight. Yes, my books are non-fiction, and are not good reading for anybody seeking to escape and be entertained. Some of the writings are spiritual, philosophical and intellectual in nature, and some descend the depths into the darkest recesses of the human mind. I have included a full cross section of all of my thoughts and feelings. It is a classic "over-share", and I have no shame in doing so. A Master Teacher once spoke to me, and said "no teacher shall effect your salvation, you must work it out for yourself". "Follow new paths of consciousness by letting go of all of the mental concepts and controls of your past". This writing represents my personal work towards that ultimate end.