The following material is experimental writing.  I am attempting to transcend normal space-time linear stories.

Insight and Mindfulness: A Journey Through Dreams–Explore the Depths of Your Mind Through Dreams

In the realm of consciousness, where our waking lives intertwine with the ethereal world of dreams, life changing insights await those courageous enough to seek them. My most profound experience of insight occurred during my childhood—a vivid dream that transcended the ordinary and plunged me into the depths of self-discovery and mindfulness.

In 1964, at the age of eight years, I found myself grappling with a persistent fear of sleep. Nights were fraught with nightmares, making the prospect of falling asleep a daunting task. Though my parents forced me to go to bed early almost every school night, I rarely drifted off before midnight, and my body supplied extra adrenaline In vain attempts to counter the dread of sleep and the monsters that would terrorize me.  I developed a nightly ritual of introspection—reviewing my day and contemplating how I could improve my thoughts,  behavior,  and interactions to try to reduce the incidence of “daymares”, which consisted of bullying behavior by classmates, babysitters, occasionally my sister (OK Pam you are not the villain here), or my father, usually the Master P.unisher.

It was during this tumultuous period that I experienced a dream so vivid and intense that it would forever alter my understanding of evil, fear, idolatry, shamanic understanding, mindfulness, and self-awareness.

Here is THE DREAM:

The priest, having received his directive from “on high”, then returned to his village along the lake in the high mountain region.  He gathered all of the villagers together, and informed them that they were to take every golden figurine, every sacred symbol that they owned, and they were to throw them all into the lake, and never to think about them again.  Then, he told each villager that they must each go into their own home, and face the “evil one” without any protection or care from any of their gods or their symbols of the sacred.

The priest then returned to his own home, having tossed all of his own idols and treasures into the deep blue lake.  He stripped himself bare of all clothing, and then began to summon the forces of the dark.  He became surrounded by a fog, and as he lifted his hands, sparks started flying out of his fingertips at the unknown force of darkness that lay just beyond his visual field, still hidden beyond the boundaries of the fog.   The priest refocused his energy into his arms, and hands, and the sparks grew into a steady energy field, extending from his body, his heart, and his spirit, towards his unknown adversary.  He was determined to overcome this force, this dark energy, and he redoubled his efforts.

The priest’s heart began to race out of control, he began to sweat profusely, and a growing sense of fear and dread began to take hold of his entire being, as he finally understood that his energy could not last forever.  Yes, for him to continue this battle, he must sacrifice all of his life force. Yet, he felt that he had no choice but to keep engaging the enemy, to finally see the face of the force that had terrorized his village since time began.  He desperately strained and stretched to see the object of his fear and disdain, even as the ebbing energy field flowing from his fingertips continued to cut through the fog.  Suddenly, a face began materializing before his faltering gaze.  As he collapsed to the floor, almost drained of all life, he could no longer fight an undeniable truth– the face of the evil one might be his own!

The Dream  Revisited Plus Analysis

The dream began in a high mountain village by a serene lake, reminiscent of Lake Titicaca in the Andes. The village priest, having received a divine directive, gathered the villagers and instructed them to discard all their golden figurines and sacred symbols into the lake. He urged them to face their deepest fears without the crutch of their idols or symbols of protection.

By discarding their idols, the villagers—and the priest himself—symbolize the act of letting go of external dependencies and protections. This act of surrender allows for a deeper exploration of the self, unearthing hidden fears and unresolved conflicts. Through this act, the priest also removed himself from any leadership role in regards to understanding higher spiritual power and potential personal empowerment, making the whole village spiritual equals in their pursuit of truth.

Introspection, therefore, becomes a powerful tool for personal transformation. By reflecting on our actions and behaviors, we can identify areas for improvement, leading to a more harmonious inner world and, consequently, a more peaceful external reality.

The paradox of seeking peace by confronting fears is poignantly illustrated in the priest’s battle. True peace and inner strength arise not from avoiding or suppressing fear, but from facing it head-on. The priest’s decision to summon the dark forces, despite the imminent danger, exemplifies the courage required to confront our deepest anxieties.

The dream’s symbolism extends beyond the individual to the collective human experience. We create idols, gods, and protective mechanisms to shield ourselves from perceived evil. Yet, these constructs often serve to perpetuate our ignorance and fear. The realization that the “evil one” is a projection of the self underscores the necessity of self-awareness and personal responsibility.

The lessons from this dream are applicable to anyone navigating personal struggles or seeking profound insight. By turning inward, we can uncover the root causes of our fears and anxieties. Mindfulness practices, such as meditation and reflective journaling, can facilitate this process, fostering greater self-awareness and emotional resilience.

The journey of insight and mindfulness is a continuous process of self-discovery and growth. By confronting our fears and letting go of external protections, we can cultivate inner strength and peace. The universal message of my childhood dream serves as a reminder that the path to enlightenment begins within ourselves.

Dreams and Incarnations
In 2007 I had a dream where I saw that I could actually project myself into other people’s life experiences, and briefly be that person in some sort of mysterious radically empathetic union, then returning back to my normal experience just before awakening from sleep.

I used to have a dream journal, which I misplaced in a piece of luggage unused for over a decade. I would “wake up” without really being awake, and write some of the damnedest stuff, sometimes. Then, I would not even remember ever writing it. This is one of many that I never recalled writing. I found this one while on vacation in Japan in 2019

Are dreams potentially portals to other people’s lives, our own past lives, our subconscious minds, or just randomly generated internal videos?

In April of 1987, after I had been sober for about one month after 16 years of chaos, and then, finally, hell for tge last three years, I had a series of three dreams, on three consecutive nights.

In the first dream, I was an early teenager, hanging out with 4 or 5 other boys, who were my buddies.  My name, in the dream, was Bobby Clements.

In the second dream, we are all enlisting, as a group, to enter WWII.  We told the recruiter that we all wanted to fly on the same plane, or we would not accept service.  We were promised that the Air Force would do everything in their power to make sure that we all were on duty in the same location, and, perhaps, share space on the same military aircraft

In the third dream, I am piloting an aircraft, with all of my buddies assuming support roles.  We are flying into anti-aircraft shelling turbulence, and I can no longer keep the aircraft under control.  My buddies stay in their positions, but apparently whatever hit us from below, is a fatal blow.  I know that we are all going to die.  The dream ends.

I researched Bobby Clements substantially for two months (prior to advent of the internet) later in 1987.  I drove to Philomath, Oregon with my wife Sharon, researching the Clements family there, but came up short.

Several decades later, my sister took up the search for me.  My sister is a STRONG BELIEVER in reincarnation, and she has memories from her own past life experiences.

In her research, she came up with Robert “Bobby” Kelly Clements, of Nova Scotia, Canada.. Robert flew a Lancaster bomber for the RAF out of England, and he was allowed to hand pick his crew, according to the records. He picked his five Nova Scotia friends!

His story was identical to what I saw in the three dream sequence, according to the family reports that she had read about “Bobby”, too.

Umm, Bobby was an electrician prior to his enlistment.  As an eight year old, I wanted to become an electrician more than anything, save becoming an Air Force pilot.  I had a full ride scholarship to the Air Force, was in the ROTC at the U of Portland, then dropped out due to my first wife’s severe health issues.

I eventually retired, as an electrician, in 2016,.

I tried to commit suicide in 1986, when I finally realized that my childhood dreams of being, first an Air Force pilot, and then an astronaut, were never, ever to be realized in this incarnation.

Eerie!

Here is my letter to my sister, acknowledging the experience:

Pam,
     Fascinating to see the photographs, and to hear his story.
Sounds like a match!  It is so sad, but it explains so much about
my childhood attraction to bomber planes (I built every version of WWII bombers available in plastic model kits)
12 O clock high, the program about B17 bombers over Germany, was one of my childhood favorites.
The three dreams, on three consecutive nights, were unsettling.
I have ultimate respect, and empathy, for these warriors.
I am also quite saddened.
Thanks!
Love,
your little brother.

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Revisiting the Mysteries of Consciousness: A Case for the Interconnectedness of Lives

The Division of Perceptual Studies within the Department of Psychiatry at the University of Virginia School of Medicine has amassed a formidable collection of case studies that might just be the Rosetta Stone for understanding human consciousness and its complexities. These case studies focus on children who seem to recall moments, events, and intimate details of lives that are not their own, seemingly pointing a finger at the possibility of reincarnation, or at the very least, challenging our conventional frameworks of understanding identity and experience.

At the heart of the debate is the compelling evidence these case studies provide—evidence that nudges the scientific community to reconsider rigid perspectives on the boundaries of individual experience and the linear progression of life and death. What becomes of our understanding of the self if indeed these children are sharing an identity with someone long passed into the annals of history? This phenomenon dares to suggest that consciousness may not be as individualized and isolated as previously thought.

The concept of reincarnation, once relegated to the realm of religious belief and philosophical speculation, receives a breath of empirical life through these cases. The remarkable detail with which some of these children recount their ‘past lives’ stands as a testament to the need for a broader interpretative lens when examining human experience beyond birth and death. Rather than outrightly endorsing reincarnation, these instances invite a studious inquiry into the possibility of shared identities—portals into past lives, carried within the thread of cumulative human consciousness.

The alternative explanations of psychometry and telepathy open additional pathways to understanding these phenomena. The possibility that individuals might access memories, emotions, and experiences of others—living or deceased—through objects or dreams suggests a level of interconnectedness and collective consciousness that transcends current scientific explanation. My personal experiences with dreams, where I’ve accessed others’ lives and memories, underscore the multifaceted nature of consciousness and hint at a profound, shared human repository of experience.

The reluctance to bridge the gap between the empirical and the experiential often stymies progress in understanding phenomena that don’t fit neatly into established scientific paradigms. The evidence calls for an open-minded approach, one that dares to question, explore, and, ultimately, expand the scientific narrative to include the extraordinary and the unexplained.

The investigation into these phenomena should not be quickly dismissed as pseudoscience but encouraged as part of the broader endeavor to elucidate the mysteries of the human mind and consciousness. By acknowledging the possibility of reincarnation, psychometry, and telepathy, and by rigorously studying these phenomena, we inch closer to grasping the full spectrum of human experience—perhaps even the essence of consciousness itself.

In a world where the known and the unknown dance around the edges of scientific understanding, the work of the Division of Perceptual Studies serves as a beacon. It guides us toward a future where the exploration of consciousness and the potential interconnectedness of our lives are not just acknowledged but celebrated as crucial to unraveling what it means to be human.

Reflecting Back On These Two Dreams, through a 2024 Lens

I have always been deeply moved by my dreams.  In my early life, my dreams were mostly terrifying.  Yet, after the profound dream in 1964, my dreams gradually became more balanced, though certainly not always benign in nature and substance.  Were my dreams the result of trauma in this incarnation, or also previous ones, the latest where I may have suffered through a fiery fatal plane crash?

When I became sober in 1987, my dreams became one of my greatest assets in the quest for self knowledge and insight.

But a question always remains–do we just project ourselves into someone else’s energy field when we have dreams or memories of a past life, and temporarily assume their identity, or is it an actual  memory from our own soul’s progression through time?

I have no definitive answers.

The 1992 Dream: A Journey into the Eighth Chakra and Beyond

In the vast tapestry of human consciousness, dreams serve as a bridge between the tangible and the ethereal. They beckon us to explore the uncharted territories of our psyche, offering glimpses of profound truths that often evade our waking mind.

It was in 1992, amidst the tranquil surroundings of Rock Creek, that I experienced a dream so vivid, so compelling, that it demanded to be shared—a testament to love, trust, and the unfathomable depths of the human spirit.

The dream took me back to my grandfather’s home, a place steeped in memories of childhood innocence and wonder. In my familiar bedroom, a “fierce, fiery cluster, or orb, of pure light and love” appeared above me. Though it lacked human form, I instinctively recognized it as my grandfather—a luminous embodiment of love transcending the physical realm. In shamanic terms, this was an encounter with the eighth chakra, a potent convergence of spiritual energy and ancestral presence.

This orb, this manifestation of divine love, began to draw me towards it. I felt a pull so powerful, so intense, that it threatened to consume my very being. My physical body, frail and inadequate to house such a force, would be destroyed by this “fire of love.” Yet, the promise of union with this radiant energy eclipsed all fear. I was ready to surrender, to rise up and merge with it, even if it meant leaving my earthly vessel behind.

In the physical world, my body mirrored the intensity of the dream. I was shaking, near convulsing, as if my very cells were trying to align with this higher frequency. Sharon, witnessing my distress, woke me from this state, ripping me away from what felt like a sacred communion. The disappointment was profound, yet the dream had imprinted on me an indelible understanding.

I realized that to truly engage with higher vibrations of love and consciousness, my entire being—both physical and mental—needed fortification. This insight became a catalyst for transformation, motivating me to cultivate strength and resilience, eventually leading to my evolution into an elite athlete by the age of 46.

The eighth chakra is often described as the doorway between our immortal soul and our earth-bound personality. It is the intersection where divine wisdom meets human experience, urging us to transcend our limitations and connect with our higher self. My dream was not merely a symbolic encounter; it was an invitation to embody these higher frequencies in the physical realm.

Fast forward to 2017, and the essence of that dream manifested once again, this time in the waking world. In my quest to share a message of hope and healing, while caring for both my dying friend, Marty C. and my father, I tapped into an extraordinary field of energy. However, this unleashing brought with it immense physical and psychological challenges. The energy threatened to overwhelm me, as I grappled with its intensity and the survival of my physical form.

Despite the profound fatigue that lingered for over a year, I understood that this experience was an extension of my 1992 dream—a continuation of my spiritual evolution. The energy field I accessed was both a burden and a blessing, a testament to the power of the eighth chakra and its role in guiding us towards our ultimate purpose.

Reflecting on this remarkable journey, I am reminded of the interconnectedness of our dreams, our spiritual essence, and our physical existence. The 1992 dream, with its fiery orb and ancestral light, served as both a warning and a guide. It taught me that true transformation requires strength, surrender, and a willingness to traverse the unknown.

To my fellow spiritual seekers, wellness enthusiasts, and creative minds, I offer this account not as a definitive truth, but as an invitation to explore the depths of your own consciousness. May you find the courage to connect with your higher self, to dance with the divine energies that beckon from beyond, and to bring forth the light of your soul into the world.

Radical Empathy Dreams: Blurring the Boundaries of Self

In our slumber, we occasionally encounter dreams that defy logic and challenge our understanding of self. Among these enigmatic nocturnal adventures are radical empathy dreams—experiences where one may find themselves witnessing life through another person’s eyes. These dreams raise compelling questions about the porousness of our identities and invite us to explore the fine line between personal and collective consciousness.

Radical empathy dreams present an intriguing challenge to the traditional boundaries that define self and other. They blur the distinction between our individual experiences and those of others, offering a glimpse into a shared human consciousness. When we dream as someone else—seeing their world, feeling their emotions—we question the solidity of our own identities. Are we merely isolated entities, or do we possess an innate capacity to transcend our sense of self and connect with the experiences of others?

The psychological and philosophical implications of radical empathy dreams are profound. They prompt us to contemplate the nature of identity and our capacity to understand others on a deeper level. Such dreams suggest that empathy might extend beyond mere imagination or cognitive perspective-taking, hinting at a more visceral and authentic connection with the lives of others. This notion challenges us to rethink our understanding of empathy, recognizing it as an inherent human ability that transcends the waking state.

An intriguing aspect of radical empathy dreams is their potential to enhance real-world empathy. Could experiencing life through another’s eyes in the dream state lead to greater understanding and compassion in our waking lives? It seems plausible that such dreams could act as a training ground for empathy, allowing us to refine our ability to connect with and comprehend the experiences of others. By nurturing this empathetic capacity, we may become better equipped to bridge the divides that often separate us.

However, in our modern world, the prevalence of technology and media may play a role in diminishing these profound empathetic experiences. The constant bombardment of digital stimuli and curated content can limit our imaginative capacities, leaving less room for the deep introspection required for radical empathy dreams to flourish. The challenge lies in finding a balance between engaging with technology and preserving the sanctity of our inner worlds.

Radical empathy dreams offer a powerful reminder of the interconnectedness of human experience. They challenge our notions of identity, urging us to explore the potential for empathy that exists beyond the confines of waking consciousness. By understanding and nurturing these dreams, we may unlock new pathways to compassion and connection, enriching our relationships with ourselves and those around us. Dream researchers, philosophers, and the general public alike must continue to investigate these radical empathy dreams

These are some of the most mysterious dreams, where the dreamer may actually have the experience of witnessing another person’s life through their actual eyes during the course of the dream.  Questions of the porousness of our very identities come to the forefront during investigations of all such dreams.they hold the key to unlocking the true potential of human empathy.

Robert Clements Revisited 

From the time I first had any recollection, I did not always respect authority or leadership.  In sixth grade I was unexpectedly elected class president, and within days of that I was impeached for poor behavior. I also resisted the desire to become a leader in my adult life, allowing the circumstances of life to give me sufficient excuse for avoiding responsibility to my peers in any extraordinary leadership roles. I reluctantly became a foreman for two different electrical construction companies, but my advocacy for my workers kept me at odds with management, and the resulting stress always caused me to seek demotion and just fit in as one of the workers.

The three dreams of Robert Clements told me a remarkable story.  Robert appeared to be at the forefront of several important decisions regarding his lifelong friends prior to their entry into Britain’s Royal Air Force. He showed leadership skills, and was trained to be the pilot of the aircraft that was to carry him and his comrades to their eventual deaths over wartime Germany.  Robert had taken the responsibility for the safety, the very lives, of his friends, and as he fought and lost the battle to control the anti-aircraft weapons damaged airplane, he felt helpless, that he had let his friends down, and betrayed them all into death.

As a psychology student, it is easy to see if those qualities of Robert’s life were adopted by myself, either the over-identification with the dream figure Robert Clements life, or that I was actually the reincarnation of Robert, I could be influenced by his life through the continuity of the soul.  The third possibility remains that I witness another person’s life experience while dreaming, seeing their life as if it were my own while using their life as a lens for viewing.

Rather than taking any leadership roles with my friends in this incarnation, I was pretty passive, usually following the crowd.  I did aspire to become an electrician, and a pilot, just as Robert did in his life.

Journey Through Dreams: A Path to Insight and Mindfulness

What if the true essence of consciousness was not confined to our waking hours but blossomed during the depths of our dreams? In a world where the lines between reality and dreams blur, profound insights await those intrepid enough to explore them.

In 1964, I experienced a dream that would forever alter my understanding of consciousness and self-awareness. To this day, I remain in wonder about THE DREAM, and the shaman that was my lens into the dream. I have had many profound dreams, and spiritual journeys, since, often showing neglected, forgotten, or exiled parts of myself.. Through healing and reintegration of the disassociated parts, I have found that the shaman of the dream, and other mysterious parts, have evolved throughout my life, and they are now supportive of my most fundamental nature.

I will not address the potential for reincarnation, though I have deeply explored two other primary elements of the dream.

  1. Unhealed trauma, the perceptual double-edged sword of projection, and the problem of evil
  2. The necessity of ending cultural and religious idolatry and facing oneself with honesty and without defense mechanisms

1. Unhealed trauma, the perceptual double-edged sword of projection and the problem of evil:

The Face of Evil: A Societal Construct or Just In The Mind’s Eye?

We have met the enemy, and the enemy is us!—Walt Kelly, creator of Pogo comic strip.

The human story has always been one of moral binaries—good and evil, right and wrong, hero and villain, divine and depraved. These dichotomies have defined our myths, legends, and religious texts throughout history. They serve a purpose, offering clear narratives we can follow and understand. Contemporary culture continues to take this narrative device to an extreme where individuals are often labeled and judged based on stark and oversimplified characteristics. While black-and-white thinking can be a critical survival mechanism in an environment of persistent danger, the peace-time application of this coping strategy is where it becomes maladaptive, limiting our potential for healthy relationships and personal growth.

Our society’s constructs of evil are vast and varied, from ancient to modern, East to West, and rich in their diversity. They have been a fixed point in the shifting sands of human moral compasses, giving direction even as the poetics and myths change. Whether it be the primordial chaos of Mesopotamian myth, the angelic apostasy of Christian tradition, or the rakshasas in Hindu tales, the concept of evil has resonated deeply within civilizations, helping create a sense of identity and purpose. These conceptual images are pervasive and potent, directing our understanding of what it means to be ‘good’ vs. ‘evil’. But where does this understanding come from? Is evil an inherent trait, an archetypical remnant from a long-forgotten perceptual past, or is it a visage shaped by the collective chisel of present-day society’s fears, biases, and narratives? As we march deeper into the labyrinth of modern society, we cannot help but wonder, is evil an immutable essence or a transient shadow, at the mercy of societies and individuals to define and project?

The way evil actions have been judged through history has also been subject to change. Actions once considered evil in one era have been reinterpreted with time as society’s values have evolved. This indicates that evil is not a static concept but one subject to the tides of human understanding and evolving empathy. In defining what is evil, we risk creating self-fulfilling prophecies. When we label individuals or groups as innately evil, we ignore the complexities that form human behavior—circumstances, mental health, social pressures—and cease investigating the roots of harmful actions. This simplification provides a clear image of evil but at the cost of understanding and potentially rectifying the underlying causes. The concept of evil as a projection cautions us about the hasty judgment of others. Consider the role of the media and, in particular, how it frames narratives around crime and punishment. It often feeds on the sensational and tragic, promoting a dichotomous view that there exist virtuous victims and malicious perpetrators. The complex web of motivations and circumstances that lead to a crime is often reduced to a simple binary—good versus evil—feeding into societal archetypes that are as ancient as they are questionable. It encourages a deeper exploration of motives and context, underscoring that the notion of ‘evil’ can be at times, a convenient container for aspects of our shared human experience that we are presently uncomfortable confronting.

Labeling as bad or evil can lead to dehumanization and demonization of others and is often used to justify acts of violence and prejudice in return. Herein lies the paradox; in our quest to condemn evil, we may enact behaviors that could similarly be labeled as such. The horror and tragedy of the Israel and Palestinian present conflict is a perfect case in point. By recognizing our role in shaping these definitions, we open the door to a more nuanced understanding where compassion and comprehension can play a more significant part in how we address ‘evil’ behaviors. Once we understand that we hold the pen that writes the narrative of evil, we gain the power to rewrite it. Instead of seeing it as a distant, immutable force, we can recognize the impact of historical and societal factors and work towards systemic changes that reduce harmful behaviors. Education, mental health resources, social support systems—all of these can diminish the instances that we would traditionally categorize under evil deeds.

Suppose we perceive the face of evil as a mask fashioned by our individual and collective hands. In that case, it stands to reason that we can also redesign it. We can choose to emphasize understanding over condemnation, preventative measures over punitive ones, and foster a society, and a world, that strives for rehabilitation and transformation over isolation and vilification. Evil, as such, is an intangible concept—its face only materializes through our cultural lens and in our private perceptual constructs.. By admitting that much of its definition comes from within, we acknowledge the responsibility that lies on our shoulders. Society and its members must introspect to redefine what appears to be ‘the face of evil’ to cultivate a deeper understanding of and response to behaviors that cause harm. Through shared dialogues, critical thinking, and empathy, we can reshape the contours of this pervasive concept and, by extension, reflect a more just and kind society. However, as we progress, society and its perceptions of evil evolve. Social reforms and ethical revolutions reshape the moral landscape, challenging established norms of what is considered evil—from the abolition of practices such as slavery to the redefinition of relationships and gender roles.

As the dream in this chapter indicates, I began my exploration of evil at a young age. In my dreamscape, evil found another canvas—my mind. Here, it transforms from an external reality to an internal conflict. This projection was rooted in the traumatic wounds, fears, and insecurities of my human psyche. The expression of evil, in this sense, becomes not an entity but a symptom, a reflection of the imbalance and discord within my inner world. The evil I perceived was a projection out of my wounded nature, and I somehow recognized that I was the projector and the show’s director. In adulthood, I have concluded that the face of evil is not a universal constant but rather something significantly shaped by the traumatic wounding by family, society, and nation, other family influences and history, societal perceptions, and cultural stories. What we commonly perceive as evil often reflects our collective consciousness and its actions in the world. This perspective challenges the idea of evil as the religious construct of satan or the devil, or as any external, deterministic force and instead, it is innately tied to our interpretation of actions, intentions, and characters shaped by the familial, social and cultural frameworks we abide by, and by our personal and collective needs for safety and collaboration.

As a baby and as a boy, I experienced many instances of traumatic wounding, which dramatically influenced the shaping of my personal story. For those who have experienced trauma, life’s narrative can bounce between morality’s two extreme poles. When the lines of morality are drawn so sharply, finding our place between them can be difficult. Trauma triggers our most primitive responses, often leading to an extreme and rigid worldview. Where we might seek to find a balance, the traumatized mind may see only danger in the uncertain middle ground. The very concept of “gray” is a threat—gray can shift, and for those who have suffered, this shifting can be deeply unsettling.

Childhood trauma, in particular, has a profound effect on the development of our morality. Imagine the case of a child who has been abused—how the world must seem, where those who are supposed to protect are also the source of terror. In such situations, seeing people as “good” or “bad,” without any shades in between, can feel like a necessary survival strategy. The enduring impact of childhood trauma is a topic of significant academic, clinical, familial, and social interest. Studies have shown how adverse experiences in early life can lead to distorted trust and safety schemas, impairing an individual’s ability to engage in nuanced social exchanges. The narrative of one’s life becomes rigid and self-protective, viewing others with suspicion and vigilance. The result is a person who sees the world through a lens of threat—either someone is with you or they are against you.

Living life on the widest frequency requires that all of us, trauma survivors or otherwise, challenge ourselves to look beyond the constructs that have constricted our understanding of morality and to engage with the world and its complexities more dynamically and fluidly. It necessitates an approach that recognizes and respects the varied experiences and perspectives that coalesce to form the rich tapestry of our shared human condition. We must evolve beyond the limiting narratives of ourselves and our culture. It is crucial to actively cultivate nuanced thinking and to resist the impulse to categorize people and ideas in mutually exclusive boxes. 

This can be arduous, particularly for those of us who have had their trust in the world shattered. But it is only by engaging with the complexities of life that we can begin to heal and grow. Therapeutic approaches, such as Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT), can offer a structured path for individuals to challenge their polarized perceptions. Encouraging clients to consider “shades of gray,” CBT equips individuals with the tools to examine their thought patterns and question the stringent beliefs that dictate their interactions with the world.

Cultivating this nuanced approach is not merely a personal endeavor but a communal one. Society plays a significant role in shaping individual worldviews, and it is incumbent upon all of us to foster environments that allow for the richness of the human experience to be acknowledged. We need new stories that reflect the layered complexity of human nature. These narratives can be found in the diversity of human experiences, in the myriad shades of the rainbow. They remind us that truth is often found in the intersection of conflicting perspectives and that understanding can only arise from a willingness to listen and learn from one another.

Education and awareness are key components in this revolution. By integrating trauma-informed practices into our institutions, we can begin the crucial work of reducing the prevalence and severity of traumatic experiences. For example, a curriculum that emphasizes emotional intelligence and conflict resolution fosters an environment where the development of nuanced thinking becomes an integral part of one’s education.

Mental health support systems must also play a pivotal role in this transformation. By providing accessible services that address the root causes of polarization, such as trauma, we can support individuals in their efforts to expand their worldview and come to terms with the past. Engaging in meaningful, open dialogue about the impact of trauma in shaping our beliefs can also be a powerful tool for change. By sharing our stories, we not only validate the experiences of others but also encourage a shift towards a more compassionate and inclusive society.

The call to action is clear. By recognizing the dangers of polarized thinking, we can begin to dismantle the walls that separate us. This process starts with the individual, transcends through community, and, with time, can redefine our culture. While the shadows of trauma may stretch long into our lives, they need not define us. By acknowledging life’s shades of gray, we can take the first steps towards a more interconnected, empathetic, and ultimately healing existence.

Fear, the most primal of human emotions, often serves as a lens through which we perceive real and imagined threats. The line between evil and something we simply do not understand is often blurred. History is replete with tales of ‘witches’ and ‘heretics’ condemned for crimes that boil down to differences in belief or practice, which from a modern perspective, are merely projections of societal fears and individual insecurities.

Society and the individual are not discrete entities; rather, they are inextricably intertwined, shaping and being shaped by one another. Our experiences often serve as microcosms of societal attitudes towards good and evil. The stories we tell ourselves and others, informed by cultural narratives and media, can seed biases, fostering an environment ripe for the germination of these constructs. We must remain critical of our societal narratives and question the authenticity of our constructs of evil. Are they reflections of pervasive truths, or are they convenient fictions that serve to justify and perpetuate discrimination, fear, and violence?

.But how does this view of the world impact individuals, particularly those whose lives have been shaped by trauma? There is a peril from polarized perceptions shaped by the effects of early wounding and trauma and the imperative for a subtler, more empathetic understanding of our complex, multifaceted realities. In the end, what if the face of evil is not a fixed visage but is a series of masks we sculpt out of the fears within our collective minds, the projections onto the atmospheric backdrop of society itself? As the torchbearers of civilization, we must lower these piped images and dare to face what lies beyond—ambiguity, complexity, and the unruly whispers of uncertainty. 

And we can see the complete face of our self, both collectively and individually, tor the first time.

2. The necessity of ending idolatry and facing oneself with honesty and without defense mechanisms: Chasing Shadows: How Religious Symbols Obscure Our Inner Divinity

The Indispensable Journey of Self-Realization: Ending Cultural Idolatry and Cultivating Honesty

Our contemporary society subsists in an intricate web of realities, filtered through the prisms of social media, pop culture, and longstanding historical narratives. Entangled within this web is the pervasive ritual of idolatry – the elevation of figures, be they religious prophets, celebrities, politicians, or even personal acquaintances, onto pedestals so high that their humanity is obscured behind the shimmering facade of perfection and power. This practice is not without consequence; it actively hinders the crucial process of facing ourselves with honest reflection and dispelling the defense mechanisms that stunt our growth on both personal and societal levels.

Ending the cycle of idolatry is not merely a personal choice but an existential necessity. We must strive to engage with the world and ourselves in an unvarnished manner and devoid of illusion. By stripping away the superficial gloss that coats our idols, we peel back layers to reveal the inherent frailties and strengths that make us profoundly human. In the light of truth, we can humbly acknowledge our collective propensity for error and celebrate our potential for progress.

Idolatry insulates us from the uncomfortable realities of our fallibility, delegating the ownership of our aspirations and flaws to those we revere. When fortune favors us, we attribute our successes to the emulation of our idols; when we falter, we project our faults onto them as if they were divine scapegoats for our shortcomings. The insidious effect is a culture pervaded by a reluctance to shoulder personal accountability. Externalizing our sense of agency limits our capacity for meaningful self-improvement and social transformation.

The alternative—a culture rooted in self-honesty and the absence of defense mechanisms—promises a stark yet ultimately more rewarding experience. It compels us to scrutinize the mirror and confront the uncomfortable truths we often avoid. Such a culture does not incentivize self-flagellation but instead advocates for a constructive inward gaze—where individuals recognize their personal responsibility in the narrative of their lives. This turning inward is the crucible in which genuine growth is fostered and discernment replaces blind adulation. Honesty, particularly self-honesty, is the bedrock upon which we can build a society that celebrates authenticity over pretense, individuality over conformity, and progress over stagnation. In this society, open and honest communication flourishes free from the shadows of false idols. Here, meaningful dialogue thrives, brought forth by individuals confident in their vulnerability and committed to shifting paradigms through the power of their authentic voices.

The cessation of idolatry and the cultivation of honesty are more than just philosophical ideals. They are pragmatic strategies to elevate our discourse, enhance our relationships, and evolve our collective consciousness. By bravely facing ourselves without the shackles of defense mechanisms, we empower a society that prides itself on transparency, self-reliance, and the willingness to change. Disassembling the pedestals upon which we’ve placed our idols allows us to stand beside each other as true equals, united in our shared humanity and invigorated by the diversity of our experiences. In this egalitarian atmosphere, we can truly thrive and co-create a reality that reflects the best of who we are and who we aspire to be.

Ending Religious and Spiritual Idolatry

In the tapestry of human culture, religion and spirituality thread through the ages as guiding yarns; their patterns and textures give us meaning and a sense of connection to something greater than ourselves. The sagas of deities, the reverence for icons, and the certitude of dogmas have indeed colored the existential queries that each soul encounters. Yet, as someone deeply invested in exploring our innermost being, I can’t help but raise the question: Have the very symbols and doctrines intended to bridge us to the divine begun to cast shadows upon our inherent sacred touchstones—intrinsic innocence and sacredness?

The embodiment of faith through idols and avatars is a canvas onto which we paint our spiritual aspirations. These representations offer a tangible grasp on the elusive nature of the sacred. However, in their elevation, they can inadvertently become spiritual crutches that distance us from pure existence’s raw and profound simplicity. Worship can then morph into idolatry; rather than facilitating our communion with the depths of consciousness, we become fixated on the symbols that should point beyond themselves.

Dogma is an alluring compass. Its structure and certainty can be comforting, but also confining. Like a maze whose walls grow higher with time and repetition, dogmatic beliefs can obstruct the panoramic view of spirituality’s boundless landscape. Each creed and each canon come with a litany of ‘shoulds’ and ‘must-nots’, which, while intended to guide, often prescribe a one-size-fits-all spirituality. This garment can never accommodate the unique shape of each individual’s experience and realizations.

Religious structures, with their panoply of icons and avatars, often encourage us to categorize and compare. This segmentation into heavens and hells, chosen ones and others, marks a stark departure from the quintessential essence of spirituality—unity. The danger lies not in the diversity of expressions but in our proclivity to cling to those expressions as ends in themselves rather than as signposts to the interconnectivity that underpins existence. In doing so, we graft the seeds of judgment, otherness, and division onto a landscape that inherently knows no boundaries.

We need to rekindle our relationship with the unadorned core of being—beneath the celebratory robes of religious ceremony or the stern armor of dogma. There’s a profound sacredness to each moment, to every breath, that need not be bestowed by externalities but is rather self-evident. It’s in the eyes of a child, the rhythm of the oceans, and the silence between thoughts. Innocence and sanctity require no intermediaries; their realization lies in shedding layers, not in donning them.

The invitation herein is not to discard the heritage of spiritual traditions, but to cultivate a personal consciousness that can dance with symbols without being restricted by their choreography. To question is not to disrespect; it is to ardently seek authenticity in our connection with the divine. Could it be that in binding ourselves to idols and icons, we have forgotten the language of the soul that speaks in silence. This language communicates through the inherent sanctity of being?

The path laid before us is a perennial invitation to venture inward. In doing so, we may recognize the futility in merely venerating the finger pointing to the moon. It is the luminescent celestial dance we truly seek, the ineffable amity with existence—unmediated, direct, and steeped in the innocence of discovery. The reawakening to this innate sacred space within may well be the spiritual renaissance that beckons as humanity quests for deeper meaning in an era of profound transformation.

While navigating the richness of religious structures, the call to integrate the wisdom of avatars while anchoring ourselves to an unshakeable inner divinity remains a paramount endeavor. It is in the balance—between reverence for paths well-trodden and the courageous pursuit of direct communion—that true spirituality flourishes, uncontrived and free.

The Immutable Wisdom of Jewish Prohibition on Idols and Divine Utterance

The ancient Jewish tradition, with its roots spanning millennia, holds an enigmatic and profound stance on the sanctity of divine representation. This age-old wisdom, embedded deep within the fabric of the Abrahamic faith, urges a careful restraint—nay, an outright desistance—from the impulse to craft religious idols or even to vocalize the inimitable name of God. In light of modern spiritual challenges, it is a paradigmatic stance that continues to illuminate a path to transcendence, urging an undivided focus on the divine presence.

With its focus on monotheism, Judaic thought seeks to portray the Almighty as an omnipresent entity without form or representation. This notion, so pivotal in the Abrahamic branches, holds a philosophical rigor that eschews any attempt to encapsulate the divine within material constructs. The very idea that a mortal hand could shape a divine representation and that a mere mortal tongue could enunciate the unspeakable name of God is fraught with perilous implications.

The Creation narrative upholds the sacredness of unity; the first commandment, “Thou shalt have no other gods before Me,” is a paragon of unambiguous devotion. In their physical embodiment, Idols hint at a stratification of the divine realm—a notion antithetical to the unitary stance Judaism propagates. Uttering the holy name, considered ineffable, similarly runs the risk of profanity and reducing the grandeur of the divine into the routine of mortal speech.

In the modern epoch, where representation and projection shape much of our interaction with the world, the danger of idolatry has not waned. If anything, it has merely taken new forms—our idols are now constructed of pixels projected on screens, and our understanding of the divine can be as fleeting and superficial as the following trending hashtag. The ubiquity with which the name of God is used, often in vain, further underscores a pervasive trivialization of the sacred.

In this refracted worldview, idolatry does not merely pertain to the casting of molten calves or the adoration of anthropomorphic figures. It extends to our very system of belief and the materializations it adopts, however subtle or abstract. We have inadvertently created a cornucopia of modern idols—be it in the celebrity icon, the consumer product, or even in the discourse that pits one version of divine will against another.

Though rooted in religious doctrine, this Jewish tenet offers an overarching principle that transcends the bounds of any specific faith. It is an exhortation towards a gestalt perception of the world, one that recognizes the interconnectedness of all existence under the umbrella of a singular divine essence. When this monolithic perspective is fractured, as it is through the myriad idols and name-calling, we sow the seeds of discord and spiritual entropy.

It compels us to reassess the depth of our spiritual encounters and the sanctity we allow them. Navigating our relationship with the divine beckons us to still the tumult of needlessly profuse references and representations and to rediscover a simpler, undiluted connection that requires neither intermediary nor intermediary artifacts. The human tendency to reduce complexities to comprehensible paradigms is a perpetual challenge against which this tradition is a bulwark.

Applying this traditional wisdom is not solely the province of the pious. It implores each seeker, irrespective of faith, to engage in sporadic spiritual minimalism—cutting the clutter and returning to the core tenets of belief. One might ponder, with a tinge of irony, the ease with which we compile but the reluctance with which we decompile these personal pantheons; yet, the promise they hold is not one of easy enlightenment or temporal pleasure but the pursuit of a profound, abiding connection with the divine.

To pursue such a mode of interaction with the numinous is to undergo a tectonic shift in perspective, where encounters with the sacred are no longer mediated through crafted forms but are veiled in the subtler symphonies of existence. For those willing to experiment with this deconstruction of the habitual, the possibility of unencumbered spiritual discovery unfolds, with the potential to carve a more profound, more authentic faith that transcends dogma.

Navigating the Idols of Modernity

The contemporary individual, ensconced in a world where the superficial often masquerades as sacred, must undertake self-reckoning. This beckons a paradigm shift from the ostentatious exhibition of belief to its unadorned authenticity. Traditions of hesitation in crafting idols or invoking the name of God are not so much about moral repression as they are about recognizing the real from the transient, the ubiquitous from the unique.

In this light, one might read the ancient Jewish proscriptions not as straitjackets but as sacred guidelines that reclaim the sacredness of the mundane and the holy from the hands of the merely devout. Idols and the names of God are but instruments—tools misapplied can cause injury, but employed with care and circumspection, they craft the very edifice of our spiritual lives.

To a modern observer, the Jewish tradition might appear anachronistic or severe in its interdiction against idols and divine appellations. Yet, under the scrutiny of reasoned contemplation, it unfolds as an insightful directive towards an unfettered spirituality, emancipated from the dross of the everyday rift of the extraordinary. In a world where the line between the sacred and the profane, the divine and the mundane, has become increasingly blurred, this ancient wisdom serves as a guiding beacon—a homing signal for those willing to steer their faith through the nebulous seas of modernity.

The Jewish tradition’s tenets congeal into a resonant call—be vigilant, be discerning, and above all, be reverent. For in such a vigil lies the preservation of the sacred, and in such reverence, the prospect of a union with the divine unfettered by the burdens of duality and division. The silence this tradition bequeaths is not one of absence but of expectancy—a hushed, vibrant canvas upon which the divine might inscribe its mysteries. And in the stillness of our austerity, we may yet find that the sacred, in all its resplendent entirety, has been beckoning to us all along.

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Bruce

Presently, I am 67 years old, and I am learning how to live the life of a retired person. I am married to Sharon White, a retired hospice nurse, and writer. Whose Death Is It Anyway-A Hospice Nurse Remembers Sharon is a wonderful friend and life partner of nearly 30 years. We have three grandsons through two of Sharon's children. I am not a published writer or poet. My writings are part of my new life in retirement. I have recently created a blog, and I began filling it up with my writings on matters of recovery and spirituality. I saw that my blog contained enough material for a book, so that is now my new intention, to publish a book, if only so that my grandsons can get to know who their grandfather really was, once I am gone. The title for my first book will be: Penetrating The Conspiracy Of Silence, or, How I Lived Beyond My Expiration Date I have since written 7 more books, all of which are now posted on this site. I have no plans to publish any of them, as their material is not of general interest, and would not generate enough income to justify costs. I have taken a deep look at life, and written extensively about it from a unique and rarely communicated perspective. Some of my writing is from 2016 on to the present moment. Other writing covers the time prior to 1987 when I was a boy, then an addict and alcoholic, with my subsequent recovery experience, and search for "Truth". Others are about my more recent experiences around the subjects of death, dying, and transformation, and friends and family having the most challenging of life's experiences. There are also writings derived from my personal involvement with and insight into toxic masculinity, toxic religion, toxic capitalism, and all of their intersections with our leadere. These topics will not be a draw for all people, as such personal and/or cultural toxicities tends to get ignored, overlooked, or "normalized" by those with little time for insight, introspection, or interest in other people's points of view on these troubling issues. There also will be a couple of writings/musings about "GOD", but I try to limit that kind of verbal gymnastics, because it is like chasing a sunbeam with a flashlight. Yes, my books are non-fiction, and are not good reading for anybody seeking to escape and be entertained. Some of the writings are spiritual, philosophical and intellectual in nature, and some descend the depths into the darkest recesses of the human mind. I have included a full cross section of all of my thoughts and feelings. It is a classic "over-share", and I have no shame in doing so. A Master Teacher once spoke to me, and said "no teacher shall effect your salvation, you must work it out for yourself". "Follow new paths of consciousness by letting go of all of the mental concepts and controls of your past". This writing represents my personal work towards that ultimate end.