Religions exist to provide a template for its adherents to find their “higher power”. Far too many people despair of finding it, and end up accepting the husks discarded from other people’s minimal understandings of God, Truth, Buddha, Jesus, or whatever spiritual light seems to beckon to them. There is no freedom in the already “knowns” or cultural and religious conditioning that we have been programmed with from birth, and these are only false “idols” that we worship, or entertain, until the distress in our lives awakens us to other possibilities for living, perceiving, and being.

Rites and rituals, to the unenlightened, serve only as mechanisms for “fitting in” and adapting to the hope’s and expectations of others, while clinging to the desire to find a way to finally experience truth, the truth that most would resist being changed by anyway. God, or truth, requires only one sacrifice, and that is the release from the bondage to self and its time-limited and constrained beliefs of self and the other.

There are 103 accepted books written about the Buddha’s basic teaching, and those seeking an “educational path to enlightenment” certainly can spend years, or lifetimes, reading and studying them. Some seekers have found the direct path, the path where eternity appears in an instant, and dependencies on teachers and teachings are released. The Sacred Heart of Mankind remains readily accessible, yet prepare to leave your religion behind where necessary.

Beauty, like love, and God, comes home to permanently live in one’s mind and heart, once one no longer limits it to a person, place, or thing. It is the unbroken whole, only to he witnessed, by the unbroken whole that is you, when finally liberated from fragmented, selfish reasoning and desire. We find what we are looking for, thus we only need to develop insight into ourselves as to how we view reality, and the way it forms within us, to see beyond our nonsense, and finally find the elusive truth

I had to be on death’s doorstep to finally accept that I needed to see life differently. I had no idea that it could be possible to “see as God sees”. In a series of “holy instants”, the doorways to higher understanding were shown to me. I now choose to listen to the call, and to leave open the appropriate doors to “the messenger”.

Many are called, few choose to listen.

Categories: Musings

Bruce

Presently, I am 67 years old, and I am learning how to live the life of a retired person. I am married to Sharon White, a retired hospice nurse, and writer. Whose Death Is It Anyway-A Hospice Nurse Remembers Sharon is a wonderful friend and life partner of nearly 30 years. We have three grandsons through two of Sharon's children. I am not a published writer or poet. My writings are part of my new life in retirement. I have recently created a blog, and I began filling it up with my writings on matters of recovery and spirituality. I saw that my blog contained enough material for a book, so that is now my new intention, to publish a book, if only so that my grandsons can get to know who their grandfather really was, once I am gone. The title for my first book will be: Penetrating The Conspiracy Of Silence, or, How I Lived Beyond My Expiration Date I have since written 7 more books, all of which are now posted on this site. I have no plans to publish any of them, as their material is not of general interest, and would not generate enough income to justify costs. I have taken a deep look at life, and written extensively about it from a unique and rarely communicated perspective. Some of my writing is from 2016 on to the present moment. Other writing covers the time prior to 1987 when I was a boy, then an addict and alcoholic, with my subsequent recovery experience, and search for "Truth". Others are about my more recent experiences around the subjects of death, dying, and transformation, and friends and family having the most challenging of life's experiences. There are also writings derived from my personal involvement with and insight into toxic masculinity, toxic religion, toxic capitalism, and all of their intersections with our leadere. These topics will not be a draw for all people, as such personal and/or cultural toxicities tends to get ignored, overlooked, or "normalized" by those with little time for insight, introspection, or interest in other people's points of view on these troubling issues. There also will be a couple of writings/musings about "GOD", but I try to limit that kind of verbal gymnastics, because it is like chasing a sunbeam with a flashlight. Yes, my books are non-fiction, and are not good reading for anybody seeking to escape and be entertained. Some of the writings are spiritual, philosophical and intellectual in nature, and some descend the depths into the darkest recesses of the human mind. I have included a full cross section of all of my thoughts and feelings. It is a classic "over-share", and I have no shame in doing so. A Master Teacher once spoke to me, and said "no teacher shall effect your salvation, you must work it out for yourself". "Follow new paths of consciousness by letting go of all of the mental concepts and controls of your past". This writing represents my personal work towards that ultimate end.