Marty,
You are quite welcome. I anticipate that the process will take a bit of time to work so that it is apparent to you. Daily, or hourly, practice might be appropriate, unless your spirit tells you otherwise.
We are all blessed by our sharing last evening, so thanks to you and Eddy for providing a wonderful setting for all of us.
I awoke this morning at 2:45 am, and I had a profound “sense of the presence”, whatever that means. I could almost feel all of us gathered together again, and I asked for the “blessing” for all of us. I have no concrete proof if such an internal process actually reaches anybody outside of my “field”, but I then entered a dream state, and something profound occurred.
I dreamed that we were all together in some sort of noisy “industrial plant”, and there was an electrical system that needed reconditioning.
I don’t know if this “message” will reach you where you are at, but as I awoke, I was “told” that the security lock needed to be removed from the “electrical panel” that I was working on (me, with you and Sharon witnessing). I was wearing sound proof headsets, to protect me from the “industrial noise”. I also noted others who had already performed their “work”, noting the discards in the nearby “dumpster”. I also saw how I needed to integrate my actions with their work, though it felt like we might be getting into each others’ way at times.
Symbolically to me, it is obvious what my subconscious was communicating with me.
Letting go of the controls, trusting in “the process” and turning over our “work” to “others”, even if for a moment, is difficult while being overwhelmed with the daily “noise of the mind” and the activities of our lives, and threats to our health and well-being. But, even if we succeed in “getting the work done”, whatever that means, and how it might express itself, we have to suspend our internal guarding, as we still have to turn over the “operation” to others (trust in a higher power within our self, all the while knowing that power resides within our heart and soul).
My “higher power” has ultimate confidence in you, and sees the absolute present beauty of who you are, how you are “innocent” and Totally Not Responsible for this melanoma wounding, and it has also seen the wonderful potential of your future life. Once again, there are no guarantees, but I see this for you.
I plan on living into this dream with you, Marty.
Thanks again for a wonderful evening,
Blessings to you!
Bruce