Chapter 21 – Recovery and Healing, Part 7 Psychedelics

Psychedelics, Healing Potential, and Religious/Spiritual Experience I debated whether to place this chapter in the “Damaged” section, or the “Healing and Recovery” section of this book.  It all depends on the state of mind, and intentions, of the person using the chemicals whether such an experience is to be considered Read more

First Book ( for Melinda)-Never Published-Penetrating The Conspiracy Of Silence, or How I Lived Beyond My Expiration Date–Part One Latest Revision: July 17, 2018

PART ONE:  INDIVIDUAL CONSCIOUSNESS Conspiracy of Silence —-(definition from Wikipedia) An agreement, either formal or tacit, between two or more parties not to discuss some matter nor to reveal any information concerning it, especially in order to avoid blame, embarrassment, or other discomfort. “Our lives begin to end, the moment Read more

PART TWO–THE PATH THROUGH COLLECTIVE CONSCIOUSNESS

We will either heal together as a country, as a world, and as individuals, or we will all die alone —–Bruce Paullin PART 2:  THE PATH THROUGH COLLECTIVE CONSCIOUSNESS In this time when the anti-Christ seems to rule the United States, and when heartless terrorists, capitalists, and politicians victimize our Read more

Reasons and Rhymes with Donald Trump

: “No lie is too bald-faced to embrace and promote, especially if it makes me and my family richer, or makes me look better in the public eye” “Because of my vanity and insanity, I love to talk profanity with Sean Hannity and, together, embrace our collective intellectual and moral Read more

Dependency, Pain, Loss, Separation From Love (9/30/2017)

I have had the privilege and challenge of going through and sorting a lifetime worth of writings and papers from my parents, and from myself. After reading some of my mother’s personal writings, I was struck by the pain that she experienced remaining married to my father. He was not Read more

Disease, Death, Spiritual Recovery, and Poetry

After the recent death of my father, on September 16th, I have had the privilege and challenge of going through and sorting a lifetime worth of writings and papers from my parents, and from myself.  After reading some of my mother’s personal writings, I was struck by the pain that Read more

Chapter 29 – Grandfather, Great Spirit, Thank You: A Parable Of My Life (Epilogue)

Grandfather Great Spirit, A Story Of Recovery On March 22, 1987, I finally made the decision to live. My grandparents provided their loving presences, and home, for me for four days, while I detoxified from sixteen years of drug abuse and alcoholism. Over the course of my lifetime, they had Read more

America’s Awakening Voice And Trump’s Consciousness

The Awakening Voice America is burning, where is the beef? I sure do enjoy a good barbecue now and then, especially when I am doing the grilling! It can be tough roasting Trump evenly, as he is all FAT AND GRISTLE. The Justice Department and the rest of his administration Read more