No More Turning Away—-Breaking The Conspiracy Of Silence

No More Turning Away—Breaking The Conspiracy Of Silence How can we see the big picture, when we put just our face, the face of our past, our family history, and the history of humankind, in the picture frame? Research for this book nearly cost me my life several times. My Read more…

Final Trauma Narrative?

       I find myself sad, and a little tearful this morning.  I grieve for all the spinoffs, or exiles of self that I created, and sent off into the deep wilderness of my unexplored interior domain due to traumatic wounding.  And I grieve for the multitudes of family Read more…

Father’s Day Remembrance Message

This is a posthumous happy father’s day message about our father, Beryl Donald Paullin, who passed on Sept 16, 2017. Sharon and I read some of Dad’s 100’s of famous expressions today.  What insight, and wit that he possessed! And, oh what a critic he could be! He was quite Read more…

Book #8: No More Turning Away-Breaking The Conspiracy Of Silence

I sent the introduction/prologue to nearly four dozen of my friends, and important acquaintances.  I received three replies, and one had no clue what I was talking about.  Well, I am not deterred.  I am guessing that this book will become a cult classic in about 50 years, but I Read more…

Prologue—No More Turning Away

Prologue-Book #8 . No More Turning Away—Breaking the Conspiracy of Silence, by Bruce Paullin . If you want to become whole, let yourself be broken. If you want to become straight, let yourself be crooked. If you want to become full, let yourself be empty. If you want to be Read more…

Book #8-No More Turning Away–Breaking The Conspiracy Of Silence

(Final Edit According To My Editor, but I will be making a final adjustment of about 10 additional pages prior to submittal for publishing) No More Turning Away; How to Break the Conspiracy of Silence and Embrace Life By Bruce Paullin Introduction; Mythology, Religion, Liars, The Conspiracy Of Silence, The Read more…

Book 8 Chapter 11 Enlightenment

Enlightenment   If we can awaken from the dream of separation from our true and noble nature, we can be healed, and the beauty, awe, and the mystery and magesty of life can predominate.  With our awakenings, the one true God witnesses life through our eyes, otherwise, our life remains Read more…

No More Turning Away

Photo taken by famous raconteur, African historian, conservationist, photographer, and tour guide, Russell Gammon. He caught me in a rare moment of serious observation of wildlife—-of fellow Road Scholars ‘at our amazing barbecue and picnic in the middle of the African bush. I had no idea that I looked like Read more…

End Of Blog, Or Beginning Of New Subscribers?

While on a 107 day vacation, interest in the blog site has plummeted to never before seen levels. I am in the process of writing two new books, one a fictional book, tentavivrly named Escape From The Labyrinth,  and one a non-fiction book, called The Electrician’s Guide To The Universe.. Read more…

Book #8—No More Turning Away-Ending The Conspiracy Of Silence—Edit#3 by Melinda

Day #77 on world tour.  Just got this over our satellite network, while in the middle of the Indian Ocean.  On to Mauritius! This started with over 1000 complete pages, Melinda pared it down to 209 pages. It should be renamed “The Highlights Of No More Turning Away”. Introduction “We Read more…

Now Book #9 Start: An Electrician’s Guide To The Galaxy

An Electrician’s Guide to Our Galaxy Guide your ship by the light of the stars, not by the fading lights of ships passing in the night —Omar Bradley In a vast sea of literature, few works manage to navigate the turbulent waters of imagination, humor, and profound, unanswerable questions quite Read more…

Book #8 Further Notes From The Author

Working title:  NO MORE TURNING AWAY-BREAKING THE CONSPIRACY OF SILENCE Revised Chapter + Return with Comments Book #8 is nearing completion.  The world awaits the next favorite tv show, Insults from politicians,  frozen pizza, ED or heart pills. or skin conditioning lotion. It does not wait for me and the Read more…

Day #46 World Tour—Saigon(Ho Chi Minh City), Vietnam

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World Tour 2023 (a working vacation)

  Day 18 of 107 days:  World Cruise and tour, mostly on and off of the Queen Mary 2. Fourth port was Salafa Egypt, where we took a nearly six hour coach ride and visited Luxor, and explored the Valley Of The Kings tombs, and the fabulous temples of Karnak Read more…

Final Chapters, Book #8: Melinda Copp Collaboration

Chapter :  The Uncommon Knowledge Theory   We are one, after all, you and I, together we suffer, together exist and forever will recreate each other. —-Pierre Teilhard de Chardin     What if I were to tell you that everything that you think you know about yourself is only Read more…