Hey Joe, Where You Going With That Evil In Your Mind?

I am not a part of the ‘Conspiracy Of Silence’, though I will not be “naming names” in this post. I am going to take a brief break from political malfeasance, into the darker recesses of family, and society. These are incredibly, dark, and, sometimes, unenlightened times. The oppression and Read more…

I Intentionally Downplayed The Severity Of The Pandemic

“I intentionally downplayed the severity of the pandemic”- Donald Trump. Inject chlorine? Take hydroxychloroquine again? Drop atom bombs on it? I can hardly wait to hear Trump’s personal assessment of what is “best” for him, and for the rest of our country. President Donald Trump, who recently tested positive for Read more…

All Of The Animals In The Family Zoo

Our Aunt Susie, my father’s younger sister (now age 91) went to the zoo with us today. She had a great time! Sharon bought a wheelchair for her two weeks ago that made this journey a breeze.We are about the only family that she has now, with a daughter, Cindy Read more…

We Need A 34th Amendment

34th Amerndment? The rights of our Mother Earth need to be enshrined within our Constitution. Our constitution needs a new amendment, one that protects our environment, including our climate, the air that we breathe, the water that we drink and utilize for our farms and homes, our natural surroundings with Read more…

Not So Tiny Black Bubble

I have had problems with my vision for several years. Life has become like a walk through a series of continuous “fun house mirrors”. There were no “straight lines” in my ocular universe, because of epiretinal membrane bunching. I had vitrectomy surgery on Wednesday, Septempter 23, where two layers of Read more…

The Lying King, and The People of the Lie

As our nation continues to seek for Donald Trump’s true heart and soul, We find not sacred nuggets of gold, only profane lumps of coal. My father, Beryl Paullin, might have been proud of me, had he lived long enough to see this post. My father told me after my Read more…

Wasted Away By Hate Again In Donald Trump-ville (revisited)

We love our country, but our country does not love us back—Doc Rivers There are two pandemics raging right now: COVID-19, and the collective hatred and idiocy spawned by and spewed by Donald Trump and his supporting cast of racist, pseudo-religious marionette zealots.. These pandemics are creating more opportunities for Read more…

Book #7: Awakening From A Nightmare Of Mental Illness

“It is No Measure of Health to Be Well Adjusted to a Profoundly Sick Society”—Jiddu Krishnamurti Be mindful oh Mankind, of all the painful secrets that we must keep,By sharing with others we may awaken, or by our suffering silence just die asleep—–Bruce Paullin Our nation’s mental health status has Read more…

America’s Dumpster Fire

The 1000 page Senate Intelligence Committee report explicitly states that Roger Stone coordinated WikiLeaks email hacks, and their subsequent release with Donald Trump’s knowledge, and participation. Paul Manafort consorted with and was paid by the Russians, in a most dangerous potential breach in US security. Donald Trump, his son, and Read more…

It’s Our Party and I Will Cry If I Want To.

I started crying right from the very start of my life. I had horrible nightmares nightly until I was eight years old. Yes, there was definitely something wrong, but I did not have the capacity to verbalize the words to describe my hell. Sixty four years later I now do. Read more…

Recovery, Discovery, and Another Me (book #3)

“Our lives begin to end, the moment that we become silent about things that matter” Martin Luther King, Jr. Be mindful, oh Mankind, of all of the painful secrets that we must keep, For, by our suffering silence, we will not awaken, but just die alone, powerless, and asleep. —–Bruce Read more…

Recovery (part of chapter of new book)

Recovery is not just for heavy drinkers and/or abusers of drugs, it is for people who want to make positive, life affirming and healing changes in their lives. This post is an excerpt from my new book, and is a short read. It is a long, happy life, for those Read more…

Here Is My Abbreviated Reinterpretation Of the 12 Steps Of Recovery

Be mindful, oh Mankind, of all of the painful secrets that we must keep, For, by our suffering silence, we will not awaken, but just die alone, powerless, and asleep. ——Bruce Paullin This post is not for anyone in particular. Recovery is not just for heavy drinkers and/or abusers of Read more…

1987, An Amazing Year Of Connection And Transformation

This material was to be included in Book #8.  oil, I don’t know. Much of the following written material has been presented before, in my various Facebook and blog posts. Some people may think that Facebook or this blog site are not the places to present this kind of message. Read more…

The Times They Are A Changing!

An “evolved and spiritually aware” friend of mine from the past posted a message sourced through Ted Nugent on his Facebook page yesterday. Yes, Gary Span…. is that important of a person, with worldwide influence. I responded to him with the following message: “Please, take this post down. If the Read more…

“You” Can’t Be Real

I have always known that there is something fundamentally wrong with the way that we, as humans, live our lives, and communicate with each other. I have not always known what the source of my own disease was, however. My disease of misunderstanding drove me to the brink of death, Read more…

2020: The Year Of The Wrath Of Toxic Men In Leadership

I am trying to stay positive, but I feel like I need to return the hateful salute back to the national leaders who have betrayed us. Speak truth to power, in whatever form that it appears. This national/international darkness originated and promoted by Donald Trump and his regime of oppression Read more…

“He Is Having An Experience With God”

The slowly shifting desert sands of time, Created ever taller dunes for this lost soul to climb. Yet, tired of dying in my selfish, hateful world of so little reason and rhyme, I finally sought the way to Truth, and a new Love Sublime. Thirty three years ago June 22nd Read more…

My Ever Evolving Understanding On How to Heal Our Culture Of Racism

“I had been pushed around all my life and felt at this moment that I couldn’t take it anymore.”— Rosa Parks, on refusing to give up her seat on a bus in 1955 I am primarily a member of the Caucasian group of humanity, characterized by a “white” complexion. I Read more…

Enlightenment and Healing The Wounds Of Racism

I don’t think reading another book written by yet another spiritual master steeped in “white privilege” is going to get the job done. Looking to white Evangelical Christianity for solutions towards racism is identical to looking to active arsonists for help in fighting forest fires. And looking to teachers who Read more…