Alternate Chapter 7: The Master Teacher Speaks

When the Master Speaks, WE LISTEN! The truth is like rain water pouring over jagged rocks embedded within the mountains of human ignorance through many generations, or iterations of individual self. Eventually, it wears down the rough edges, and creates gentler pathways for future rains to travel back to its Read more…

Chapter 10, Book #8: The Master Teacher Speaks

The truth is like rain water pouring over jagged rocks embedded within the mountain of human ignorance through many generations, or iterations of individual self. Eventually, it wears down the rough edges, and creates gentler pathways for future rains to travel back to its source. The impatient traveler thrusts his Read more…

Chapter 6: Hearing Voices, Hearing Silence

Remember that Minotaur, and Theseus needing a clew (clue) to find his way out of the labyrinth, once he finally defeated the monster?  It is not enough to find our internal demons, and then slay them, if, in the process, we get lost to those we once knew and loved, Read more…

Chapter 11: The Divine Feminine And All The Healing Things We Can Know

Life was never an easy journey for me, and had it not been for some deep need to understand my dysfunctional process, and try to find the underlying truth amidst my ongoing personal chaos prior to 1987, I would have passed away long ago.  Some wounds are so deep, and Read more…

Chapter 4, Book #8: To Be Born In Ancient Times, To Be Born Again In The Now (alternate to chapter 4)

“The past is not real, it is only a collection of related assumptions”—-Elisha Scott We are about to take a creative, whirlwind tour through history, dating back to , perhaps, a million years ago or more.  The last thing I want to do is to create “alternative facts” and implant Read more…

THE BIG LIE: Trumplican Repugnantlicans

I love the true Republican and Democratic party. What now calls itself the Republican party is a Putin and Trump inspired toxic misrepresentation of our national values and supportive political system. THE BIG LIARS You know who they are, there is no need for their tarnished names They may appear Read more…

Book #8 Prologue (alternate): The Miracle Experiment and the Conspiracy Of Silence

  It is what it is, but it is not what it seems —Paul Hewson . To “follow new paths of consciousness”, while knowing that “you can’t be real” sets up quite a transformational dynamic within consciousness. If “you” can’t be real, then everything that I associate with “I” is Read more…

To My Mentally Ill Stepdaughter-An Exercise in Futility?

One evening, a Cherokee elder was teaching his grandson about life. “A fight is going on inside me,” he said to the boy. “It is a terrible fight, and it is between two wolves. This battle that goes on between the two wolves is inside us all.   One wolf Read more…

Chapter Two: Trauma ( lots of duplication)

Be mindful, oh Mankind, of all of the painful secrets that we must keep, For, by our suffering silence, we will not awaken, but just die alone, powerless, and asleep. —–Elisha Scott . Like most of us, I have had many traumatic personal  events in my life, therefore I have Read more…

Chapter 8: Enlightenment

Now the earth was formless and void, and darkness was over the surface of the deep. And the Spirit of our healed heart was hovering over the surface of the waters. And our healed Heart said, “Let there be light,”  and there was light.And our healed Heart saw that the light Read more…

Beryl Donald Paullin (4/17/1927-9/15/2017)

Had my father survived, he would have been 98 years old. And, it would not have been a very happy life, because dementia was really taking a toll on the poor man. The last conversation that I had with my father was 6 hours before his death. This is what Read more…

Chapter 3-Book #8: The Mystery Of The Path Between You And Me

Life’s journey is forever like a dotted line pathway.  It is the quality of our connections with each other that fills in the space between the dots.  Empathy is the major vehicle for our consciousness to transcend our apparent differences, enabling humans to connect the dots in a mutually affirming Read more…

Chaptes 10-13, Book #8: Some Special Sights Along The Way Of Love-(Major Edit Required)

-Enlightenment,Prayer, Dreams, Visions, Mysteries, and Histories . I do not look to the darkness for the light. I found my own light, a light that dispels the darkness of others, and of my historical self.  This book has been my presentation of my evidence for and experience of a power Read more…

Chapter 15: All That Is Gold Does Not Glitter

All that is gold does not glitter, Not all those who wander are lost; The old that is strong does not wither, Deep roots are not reached by the frost. From the ashes a fire shall be woken, A light from the shadows shall spring; Renewed shall be blade that Read more…

Prologue: Mythology, Religion, Liars, The Conspiracy Of Silence, And The Cloak Of Invisibility

“I don’t blame the circumstances, I do not blame the place and time. When I had the choice between right and wrong, I could not quite make up my mind “—Peter Yarrow, from lyrics to Arkansas Introduction:  Mythology, Religion, Liars, The Conspiracy Of Silence, And The Cloak Of Invisibility “If Read more…

Vanquishing The Conspiracy Of Silence (Book #8-95% complete)

“Introduction “I don’t blame the circumstances, I do not blame the place and time. When I had the choice between right and wrong, I could not quite make up my mind “—Peter Yarrow, from lyrics to Arkansas Mythology, Religion, Liars, The Conspiracy Of Silence, And The Cloak Of Invisibility “If Read more…

Chapter 14 The Conspiracy Of Silence, Voices Lost and Found

Part One: Marty, Me, and The Lost Voice Marty (left) and Me, on a Columbia River Gorge hike in 1998 Over the years, I have become deeply disturbed by the developments within our shared world, within my individual consciousness, and destabilized points of connection between self and other.   Our Read more…

There Is Something Fundamental Here (excerpt-childhood trauma revisited)

  Does love come to, from, or through us, if it ever comes at all? Why does the racing, turbulent, “monkey mind” develop, causing deprivation of peace of mind and the absence of sacred silence? Why do many decent, caring people remain unacknowledged for their worth by their communities until Read more…