“We speak about losing our minds, as if it is a bad thing. I say, lose your mind. Do it purposefully. Find out who you really are beyond your thoughts and beliefs. Lose your mind, find your soul“—–Vironika Tugaleva . “I am only responsible for what I say, not for Read more
Chapter 3: Finding Yourself in The Collective Consciousness When I look at our culture, I see the rising waters of anguish and despair flooding through it. There are so many broken promises and dreams, so many shattered expectations, so many lost possibilities that these wounds now define the day-to-day life Read more
THE DREAM: At 9 years of age I had a most amazing, realistic dream. This was during a period of time when I slept very little, as I usually got to sleep no earlier than midnight, no matter how early I went to bed. I lay in bed and reviewed Read more
Mystics (or Spiritual Empath, which I am) true Saints (the Catholic Church, and the LDS movement have destroyed the credibility of the name), and Prophets (prepare for crucifixion!) have a difficult time reaching the general public. I was unreachable as a younger man, FOR SURE! Why the Holy Spirit subjected Read more
Introduction (below) completed It will change substantially when the book is completed in April. Melinda Copp is attempting to make my writings more readable by the general public. She took nearly 180,000 words previously written, and condensed them down to this package. She has 800,000 more words to condense down Read more
I forgot my phone ( conveniently) for this Sunday’s all 1970’s class reunion for Rex Putnam High School. This was the final day of three days of celebrating my sister Pam’s and Kathy Stephens-Leech’s 50 year class reunion. I have had almost zero contact with high school peers ( class Read more
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/the-pleasure-is-all-yours/202208/could-the-biggest-game-changer-in-mental-health-be-plant?fbclid=IwAR3g0Mph5x93D1PDXaoXytSKra57TQhJ2tB1McDKLlt_zewTanXen87iFkA In the early 1970’s, I used LSD (lysergic acid diethylamide) close to twenty times. The trip would last up to 12 hours. I was also introduced to DMT, which was called “the businessman’s LSD” because it only lasted about 2-3 hours, and who has time for an all day Read more
The process has begun. It may take nine months to bring this project to fruition. Melinda Copp will be using 1,000,000 (of the total 2,000,000 words that I have written down) to choose from for the first book. There is no ” channeling” here, it is a mature spiritual work Read more
My blog site has garnered very little interest in the last four years (123 treasured subscribers). while continuing to be the forum for most writings from me. I now have an editor who is going to take some of the writings, and convert them into at least seven books. This Read more
This has not yet been edited, but here it is, for only the adventurous, and the truly curious among us. 666,311 word total, well over 700 pages. Photographs did not make it to semi-final version, but I will see what I can do. Contents: Chapter 1: Troubleshooting And Repairing Broken Read more
Are dreams potentially portals to other people’s lives? Perhaps even to past lives? The following post will appear in a future book, written by some unknown writer. In April of 1987, after I had been sober for about one month after 16 years of hell, I had a series of Read more
We ran into Bruce Fleming this morning, who was one of my running/road racing buddies from 20-26 years ago, on the Aldercrest portion of the walk! He recognized me as he raced by (unlike me, he still has good eyesight, and good running legs, too!).. The last time I saw Read more
“Our lives begin to end, the moment that we become silent about things that matter” —-Martin Luther King, Jr. Choose wisely, oh mankind, the painful secrets that we must keep, if we choose to silently suffer, we will not awaken, but instead die anxious, lonely and asleep —- Elisha Scott A Read more
My Uncle Wayne’s memorial service was held today at Columbia Park in North Portland. I thought that I was to deliver a family message. I worked on this message for many, many hours, but it was not to be shared with the fragmented remnants of this family, or with Read more
Part 1 is Items 1-11 from the Table Of Contents (below). These writings are former blog posts which are introductory/prologue/first chapter type of material for my final book. My editor Melinda will pare about 66 percent of the words from Part 1. If it seems verbose, it is. The sawdust Read more
It is what it is, but it is not what it seems —Paul Hewson . We all love a great story Those who have developed real insight into the story, and who can both translate the essence of an experience and convey the emotion of all of the participating characters Read more
There are various questions that are of utmost importance in getting successful answers, as we wander down life’s pathways. Do our needs (physical, emotional, spiritual) change over the course of life, from gestation to death? What do we need as a gestating being within the womb of our mother, besides Read more
It is no measure of good health to be well adapted to a sick society.”-—Jiddhu Krishnamurti Our civilized world has been built upon the backs of an unconscious, overachieving, traumatized humanity. . Do we remain in the conspiracy of silence and inaction, or do we confront our resistance to the Read more
Chapters to choose from: Defender Dan, and Growing Up In America (Word) (early placement, after To Be Born . . . and prior to Common Knowledge) Steps On The New Paths Of Recovery And Rebirth (Word) Mankind’s Healing Potential (tie into Uncommon Knowledge) (Word) Penetrating The Conspiracy Of Silence (Word) Read more