THE FOOLS ( written in Care Unit, 1984) You know who we are, there is no need for our names We may be outwardly different, but inside are the same Vacationing on chemical trips, playing strange mind games Perhaps striving for success, and its dubious fame We remain graceless souls Read more
A Journey Within Through Heinlein’s Masterpiece–Introduction to “Stranger in a Strange Land” and its Impact Imagine being a twelve-year-old boy, lost in the labyrinth of life’s existential questions. Now, imagine finding solace in a book—one that opens up the cosmos, both literally and metaphorically. For me, that book was “Stranger Read more
Exploring the Enigmatic Power of Prayer and Mystical Experiences In our modern, secular world, the concept of prayer often evokes a spectrum of reactions. For some, it is a deeply personal and powerful practice, a conduit to divine energy and healing. Others dismiss it as a relic of an unscientific Read more
From Chapter 12: The Paradox of Truth and Human Hubris “You will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.” — Jesus of Nazareth In our pursuit of truth, we encounter a profound paradox. Truth, in its essence, is freely available—yet, humanity’s collective hubris and ignorance render it Read more
Chapter 25: The Shadows of Toxic Masculinity and Its Offspring In the tapestry of human existence, toxic masculinity has woven itself deeply into the fabric of our cultural norms, shaping not only individual behaviors but also societal structures. Its influence extends far beyond the overt displays of aggression and dominance—it Read more
The Voice of Awakening: A Journey to Inner Truth In the ceaseless march of time, the human spirit finds itself tested by the shifting sands of existence. Each day presents new challenges, propelling us to seek answers in a world that often feels devoid of reason and rhyme. It is Read more
The Uncharted Pathway to Spiritual Enlightenment In the heart of every vibrant, evolving religion lies mysticism—a profound, personal interaction with the divine that transcends structured teachings and societal constructs. Mysticism is not for everyone; its allure is potent yet esoteric, appealing to those willing to traverse uncharted paths in search Read more
HugMarty (left) and Me, on a Columbia River Gorge hike in 1998 The Intersection of the Individual Consciousness’s of Bruce Paullin and Marty Crouch, and Societal Healing and Development The world we live in is a complex tapestry of interconnected forces that shape our consciousness, societal development, and spiritual health. Read more
Perception as the Sculptor of Reality “Mind, the master power that molds and makes, and man is mind. Evermore he takes the tools of thought, and thinking what he wills, creates a thousand joys, a thousand ills. He thinks in secret, yet it comes to pass. Environment is but his Read more
7 The Transformative Power of Spiritual Awakening From 1971 to 1987, I lived a life marked by dysfunction and addiction. Peer pressure led me down a path of recreational drug use as a high school sophomore, quickly spiraling into a full-blown addiction to alcohol and drugs. The grip of addiction Read more
Knowing Thyself in a World of Theories What if I were to tell you that everything you think you know about yourself is only a theory, and potentially an unproven one at that? Consider for a moment that everything you believe about your significant other, your children, your parents, and Read more
The Veiled Violence of Comedy: A Reflection on the 2022 Academy Awards Incident The 2022 Academy Awards will forever be etched in our collective memory, not for its celebration of cinematic achievement, but for the unexpected altercation between Will Smith and Chris Rock. This event sparked a whirlwind of discussions, Read more
Integrating Enlightenment into Everyday Life It was the summer of 1993, and I had scheduled a 5-day retreat with Eileen Bowden and 20 other followers of The Infinite Way, a mystical healing path originated by Joel Goldsmith. The retreat took place in Federal Way, Washington, at the Pacific Palisades retreat Read more
The Transformative Power of Dreams and the Eighth Chakra In 1992, while living in the serene Rock Creek area with Sharon, I experienced a dream so profound that sharing it now feels like an act of love and trust. To this day, Sharon is the only one who has heard Read more
35: Exploring the Mystical Realms–Dreams as a Gateway to Self-Healing and Empowerment Have you ever found yourself captivated by the enigmatic world of dreams? Are dreams just whispers from our biology, creations sprung from dreamtime imaginations, windows to our subconscious minds, hints of wisdom from our higher power, Read more
Lookingglass Lake Hike in the Summer of 1992: A Journey Beyond the Ordinary The summer of 1992 was a memorable one for many reasons, but for me, it became a period of heightened awareness and extraordinary experiences. It all began one morning when I awoke with the anticipation of a Read more
No More Turning Away: Confronting the Conspiracy of Silence In our fast-paced world, it is all too easy to turn away from the suffering of others. Yet, we must confront this tendency and the broader “conspiracy of silence” that pervades our society. This silence, this refusal to acknowledge the pain Read more
The Power of the Word and Its Esoteric Significance Words are more than just symbols that represent objects in our sensory universe. They hold a profound and esoteric power, acting as bridges that connect our subjective and objective worlds. Understanding the real essence of words, particularly in the context of Read more
Master Teacher of the Light: A Journey Beyond Self and Consciousness The problem with this one is the meditation and its fruits, they should be separate, fruits following meditation.. In the spring and summer of 1987, I had a series of transformative experiences with a power much greater than my Read more
The Duality of World Religions: Life-Affirming Values and the Need for Discernment In a world marked by diversity, the sacred texts of major religions offer a fascinating study in both commonality and contrast. Buddhism, Taoism, Christianity, Hinduism, Islam, Judaism, and Shamanism each bring their own unique perspectives to the table, Read more