Class Reunions

I forgot my phone ( conveniently) for this Sunday’s all 1970’s class reunion for Rex Putnam High School. This was the final day of three days of celebrating my sister Pam’s and Kathy Stephens-Leech’s 50 year class reunion. I have had almost zero contact with high school peers ( class Read more…

Ayahuasca, Mushrooms, LSD: Businessman’s Spirituality?

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/the-pleasure-is-all-yours/202208/could-the-biggest-game-changer-in-mental-health-be-plant?fbclid=IwAR3g0Mph5x93D1PDXaoXytSKra57TQhJ2tB1McDKLlt_zewTanXen87iFkA In the early 1970’s, I used LSD (lysergic acid diethylamide) close to twenty times. The trip would last up to 12 hours. I was also introduced to DMT, which was called “the businessman’s LSD” because it only lasted about 2-3 hours, and who has time for an all day Read more…

Melinda Copp (editor and ghost writer) and Me

The process has begun. It may take nine months to bring this project to fruition. Melinda Copp will be using 1,000,000 (of the total 2,000,000 words that I have written down) to choose from for the first book. There is no ” channeling” here, it is a mature spiritual work Read more…

Professional Editor Now Helping Me

My blog site has garnered  very little interest in the last four years (123 treasured subscribers). while continuing to be the forum for most writings from me. I now have an editor who is going to take some of the writings, and convert them into at least seven books.  This Read more…

Book 8: Our Trauma, The Conspiracy Of Silence, And Our Healing Potential

This has not yet been edited, but here it is, for only the adventurous, and the truly curious among us. 666,311 word total, well over 700 pages.  Photographs did not make it to semi-final version, but I will see what I can do. Contents: Chapter 1:  Troubleshooting And Repairing Broken Read more…

Book 8: Chapter 4: Insight Into The Male Gender, Its Potential For Toxicity, And Movements Towards Healing

He that makes a beast of himself, gets rid of the pain of being a man,—Samuel Johnson Most of my grade school and high school friends have already suffered, and have become emotionally calloused, disabled, or have died, from diseases of the spirit. I visited a cousin who was comatose Read more…

Book 8: Chapter 3: Ignorance, Suffering, and Our Journey Away From Toxicity

It is certain, in any case, that ignorance, allied with power, is the most ferocious enemy justice can have. —– James Baldwin We live in a world in which we need to share responsibility. It’s easy to say ‘It’s not my child, not my community, not my world, not my Read more…

The Reincarnation Of Robert Kelly Clements?

Are dreams potentially portals to other people’s lives? Perhaps even to past lives? The following post will appear in a future book, written by some unknown writer. In April of 1987, after I had been sober for about one month after 16 years of hell, I had a series of Read more…

Walking, Running Down The Road On Empty, and Writing

We ran into Bruce Fleming this morning, who was one of my running/road racing buddies from 20-26 years ago, on the Aldercrest portion of the walk! He recognized me as he raced by (unlike me, he still has good eyesight, and good running legs, too!).. The last time I saw Read more…

Book 8: Chapter 2: Disrupting The Conspiracy Of Silence

“Our lives begin to end, the moment that we become silent about things that matter” —-Martin Luther King, Jr. Choose wisely, oh mankind, the painful secrets that we must keep, if we choose to silently suffer, we will not awaken, but instead die anxious, lonely and asleep —- Elisha Scott A Read more…

Uncle Wayne

  My Uncle Wayne’s memorial service was held today at Columbia Park in North Portland. I thought that I was to deliver a family message. I worked on this message for many, many hours, but it was not to be shared with the fragmented remnants of this family, or with Read more…

Book #8, Part 1(5): A Search For Truth, The Miracle Experiment, And Exiting The Conspiracy Of Silence

Part 1 is Items 1-11 from the Table Of Contents (below).  These writings are former blog posts which are introductory/prologue/first chapter type of material for my final book. My editor Melinda will pare about 66 percent of the words from Part 1.  If it seems verbose, it is.  The sawdust Read more…

Book 8: Chapter 7: Reimagining Our Journey Through Consciousness

It is what it is, but it is not what it seems —Paul Hewson . We all love a great story  Those who have developed real insight into the story, and who can both translate the essence of an experience and convey the emotion of all of the participating characters Read more…

(unsuitable for book in present form) My Father, and Drilling Down To My Personal Traumas

There are various questions  that are of utmost importance in getting successful answers, as we wander down life’s pathways. Do our needs (physical, emotional, spiritual) change over the course of life, from gestation to death?  What do we need as a gestating being within the womb of our mother, besides Read more…

Book 8: Chapter 6: Just Say No: Approaching Trauma Consciously

It is no measure of good health to be well adapted to a sick society.”-—Jiddhu Krishnamurti Our civilized world has been built upon the backs of an unconscious, overachieving, traumatized humanity. . Do we remain in the conspiracy of silence and inaction, or do we confront our resistance to the Read more…

Book #8 Potential Chapters

Chapters to choose from: Defender Dan, and Growing Up In America (Word) (early placement, after To Be Born . . . and prior to Common Knowledge) Steps On The New Paths Of Recovery And Rebirth (Word) Mankind’s Healing Potential (tie into Uncommon Knowledge) (Word) Penetrating The Conspiracy Of Silence (Word) Read more…

Book 8: Chapter 5: Stranger In A Strange Land: Defender Dan, And Growing Up In America

Defender Dan  With our final insight into the true nature of Consciousness and God, and our identity embedded within this creative principle of the Universe, we see that we can become either agents of a loving, regenerative force, or, in our ignorance, become the  malevolent architects of Armageddon, and our Read more…

Chapter 6: Steps On The New Paths Of Recovery And Rebirth

If it’s painful for you to hear my story, it’s OK. That’s part of the process because my story includes pain, so don’t stop listening because you are uncomfortable. If you would just move past your discomfort you might learn something about empathy and compassion and mercy and justice. —-Pastor Read more…

Chapter Two: Mankind’s Healing Potential ( tie into uncommon knowledge theory)

As the slowly shifting sands of time create ever taller hills for lost souls to climb, It is in this selfish, hateful world of little reason and rhyme, that I must seek the way to truth, to find Love sublime. What if a real miracle was trying to happen in Read more…

Chapter One: Penetrating The Conspiracy Of Silence

“It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society” —Jiddu Krishnamurti Powerlessness and silence go together. We … should use our privileged positions not as a shelter from the world’s reality, but as a platform from which to speak. A voice is a gift. Read more…